Just too tired and lazy I guess.......
I used to write in here about everyday....now I'm lucky if I do it once a week. I'm just so tired and I guess when I have free time I don't feel like writing in this. Oh well.....
Things have been somewhat busy, but things I guess are not bad for the most part. Audra and I are doing great and I'm happy we can talk a lot more now. She's so cute and sweet and dorky (but in a good way). I'm talking to her as I write this right now. I'm hoping to see her early next month. I'm also hoping to visit my mother and sisters for Christmas. However, that might be tough. I need to get off from work and I'm not sure if I will be able to do that. I hope so though! :) My father and I haven't been getting along too well lately. I usually just keep to myself...napping...watching tv...doing whatever in my room. I have to buy Christmas presents. I want to get a cell phone. I'm not sure what I want for Christmas really. I don't want anything that bad, but I told my father I wanted a Playstation 2. I mostly want it cause it is a DVD player. I don't play video games that much anymore, but they are fun from time to time. My ankle has been killing me lately. It stiffens up after I'm on it for a while.....and it hurts so much when I wake up in the morning....that I can't put any weight on it. I soaked it in hot water earlier tonight while watching The Sopranos Season Finale (which was kinda disappointing, partly because no one got "whacked"). My ankle feels a little better now. But still, it is a definite annoyance.
I still haven't heard from my friend Jessica. Something happened to her earlier this week. Some guys took advantage of her and the police arrested them. I don't know the full story but I feel for her and I am still worried for her. I miss her and I hope she will call soon just to let me know how she is. I don't have the number where she is stay at. She lives on her own at 17 with the help of a social worker. She's a good girl, just uses bad judgement a little. Regardless, she didn't deserve this and I hope to help her someway along the line.
I haven't tried to call Ashley in about a week. I've known her for 4 years, and we're close I guess, but sometimes...I don't feel she doesn't put the effort into being friends. It's strange. I know she's been busy, and tradegy has struck her family a lot recently, so I guess that is the reason. Audra occuppies a lot of my phone time anyways....which is fine :)
I haven't tried to call Maria in over a week too. Maria frustrates me a lot, but it's something I don't think about anymore really. I wish we were still friends, and she probably thinks we still are...and to a certain extent we are I guess....but she never calls. I call and I never expect her to pick up the phone. I always get the answering machine on her cellphone. She says she's busy, but she could call for 5 minutes once in a while. Plus, she said she'd send my my birthday card...and letter...but nothing...that was 4 months ago. Oh well...amazing that a year ago we were still going out and now, we hardly talk. Oh well.....
I still have to put up my Christmas lights outside my house. The snow and my ankle has pushed back my efforts to do so. I'm hoping to do it by Tuesday. I was tempted to make a snowman the other day, but it didn't happen. Belle played in the snow for the first time late last week and it was funny to see her run in snow. Eating snow, sliding in snow, the way the snow flung up on her when she ran thru it.
My new green terror died already. It was a fish. I'm still hoping to get a moray eel for my freshwater fish tank. I have to feed my snowflake eel in my saltwater fish tank! I got a rare blue jack dempsey too. It is small, but I'm hoping it will grow big. Other than that....my fish are fine. The big tank it looking clean and nice with all my live plants. Also Mr. Bean is looking good these days. She looks happy.
Work is...well..okay I guess. Tough on the ankle these days. It is tough getting up at 3:30 in the morning to be in at work at 4, but oh well....I do get out early. Hopefully it goes fast tomorrow. Once 10am hits, the day usually breezes buy. It's the 7am till 10am that seems to go slow sometimes.
On a side note....I was alone for Thanksgiving and I cooked the whole Traditional Thanksgiving meal myself! I never cooked a turkey before, but it came out great! Best turkey I had in a few years! I'm not joking. Funny though...it took 5 hours to cook everything, but about 20 minutes to eat. I didn't eat much. I was somewhat tired and not too hungry. It was an okay day though. So, I was a good cook! I was pleased with myself.
I finally cut my hair tonight. It was growing too long for my liking. It wasn't that long for years. It feels good now. Hmm.... nothing else much to say I guess. So in conclusion...some things are going well...some things are going bad...but that's life...right? ;)
Things have been somewhat busy, but things I guess are not bad for the most part. Audra and I are doing great and I'm happy we can talk a lot more now. She's so cute and sweet and dorky (but in a good way). I'm talking to her as I write this right now. I'm hoping to see her early next month. I'm also hoping to visit my mother and sisters for Christmas. However, that might be tough. I need to get off from work and I'm not sure if I will be able to do that. I hope so though! :) My father and I haven't been getting along too well lately. I usually just keep to myself...napping...watching tv...doing whatever in my room. I have to buy Christmas presents. I want to get a cell phone. I'm not sure what I want for Christmas really. I don't want anything that bad, but I told my father I wanted a Playstation 2. I mostly want it cause it is a DVD player. I don't play video games that much anymore, but they are fun from time to time. My ankle has been killing me lately. It stiffens up after I'm on it for a while.....and it hurts so much when I wake up in the morning....that I can't put any weight on it. I soaked it in hot water earlier tonight while watching The Sopranos Season Finale (which was kinda disappointing, partly because no one got "whacked"). My ankle feels a little better now. But still, it is a definite annoyance.
I still haven't heard from my friend Jessica. Something happened to her earlier this week. Some guys took advantage of her and the police arrested them. I don't know the full story but I feel for her and I am still worried for her. I miss her and I hope she will call soon just to let me know how she is. I don't have the number where she is stay at. She lives on her own at 17 with the help of a social worker. She's a good girl, just uses bad judgement a little. Regardless, she didn't deserve this and I hope to help her someway along the line.
I haven't tried to call Ashley in about a week. I've known her for 4 years, and we're close I guess, but sometimes...I don't feel she doesn't put the effort into being friends. It's strange. I know she's been busy, and tradegy has struck her family a lot recently, so I guess that is the reason. Audra occuppies a lot of my phone time anyways....which is fine :)
I haven't tried to call Maria in over a week too. Maria frustrates me a lot, but it's something I don't think about anymore really. I wish we were still friends, and she probably thinks we still are...and to a certain extent we are I guess....but she never calls. I call and I never expect her to pick up the phone. I always get the answering machine on her cellphone. She says she's busy, but she could call for 5 minutes once in a while. Plus, she said she'd send my my birthday card...and letter...but nothing...that was 4 months ago. Oh well...amazing that a year ago we were still going out and now, we hardly talk. Oh well.....
I still have to put up my Christmas lights outside my house. The snow and my ankle has pushed back my efforts to do so. I'm hoping to do it by Tuesday. I was tempted to make a snowman the other day, but it didn't happen. Belle played in the snow for the first time late last week and it was funny to see her run in snow. Eating snow, sliding in snow, the way the snow flung up on her when she ran thru it.
My new green terror died already. It was a fish. I'm still hoping to get a moray eel for my freshwater fish tank. I have to feed my snowflake eel in my saltwater fish tank! I got a rare blue jack dempsey too. It is small, but I'm hoping it will grow big. Other than that....my fish are fine. The big tank it looking clean and nice with all my live plants. Also Mr. Bean is looking good these days. She looks happy.
Work is...well..okay I guess. Tough on the ankle these days. It is tough getting up at 3:30 in the morning to be in at work at 4, but oh well....I do get out early. Hopefully it goes fast tomorrow. Once 10am hits, the day usually breezes buy. It's the 7am till 10am that seems to go slow sometimes.
On a side note....I was alone for Thanksgiving and I cooked the whole Traditional Thanksgiving meal myself! I never cooked a turkey before, but it came out great! Best turkey I had in a few years! I'm not joking. Funny though...it took 5 hours to cook everything, but about 20 minutes to eat. I didn't eat much. I was somewhat tired and not too hungry. It was an okay day though. So, I was a good cook! I was pleased with myself.
I finally cut my hair tonight. It was growing too long for my liking. It wasn't that long for years. It feels good now. Hmm.... nothing else much to say I guess. So in conclusion...some things are going well...some things are going bad...but that's life...right? ;)
