update

Ive forgotten all about live journal.

So much has changed..Ive learned a lot of people Ive come across are two faced lol.

i have my own apartment, my own car...full time job...not exactly what i want to do the rest of my life but for now, its a start.

i haven't live in my dads house in over 5 years..its funny how things change ...but i was always just so unhappy there..and now i know that it was best i left,he has now started a "new" family with a woman who is i believe two years younger than me.

I think Ive avoided going on LiveJournal...cause it pains me to see my past post...and esp. a relationship i wish never ended....funny how you can leave things in the past but are still reminded of that person..and how they used to make you happy..

I go over it and over it again in my mind...was it me? was it him?...am i just not worth being with.....i hope after my time with being with certain people..that i left a good impact on there life as im sure they have in mine...and in the end i hope we all can find our true loves<3 love is was i live for ..and i hope i can find my hopeless romantic.