i started looking for a warning sign

had some bloodwork done... a number of things are potentially very very wrong. i don't know anything for sure yet... tis lying heavily on my mind.

i feel pretty good about myself, though, like i'm a positive aspect of some people's lives... and you know, that's all i could ever ask for.

well, that... and for certain people to be a little closer.

and the truth is
i miss you