brrr...

Right now I want to cry....the hairs on my neck and arms are standing straight up and I have this feeling of utmost Dread...I am literally shaking. Right now...Bah. Not gonna get upset i have too much work to do but I did meditate and all I got for the time was that I (we..) need to Listen...and we will know soon.

Kinda scary but..intriguing....BAHHHH I want this feeling to go away..or not...I know..can't ignore it.

Thats all I got...I will try to meditate later...