These Things are All There Are

This sort of stigma has set itself up in my sub-consciousness over the course of my life where, when things start to become as perfect as they seem to be able to be, my mind tells me "beware, you know what's coming next, it'll all go down hill from here". I don't understand where this comes from, but I'm doing my best to make it go away. I've found the most perfect girl I could ever imagine, and it seems I've realized this even more so since I've been without her. We're planning on getting married soon. But sometimes when I daydream to myself how awesome my life will be with her everyday, there's that voice again. "It seems good now, but something will happen." It's just worry, I know, and I plan on proving it absolutely wrong. I plan on loving her with all my heart, and forever. And I plan on doing whatever I can to keep our relationship as strong as possible. With that said, that thought doesn't deserve any sort of leverage on my conscious. And it won't have any.

I love you.