i'm never gonna know you now... but i'm gonna love you anyhow..
simply because i need to be needed. need to matter for someone. alas.
monday night and what seemed to be a small victory but now, did it really do any good... i'm simply more frustrated, obsessed, & feeling pathetic (there's circle that never ends...)(do i want his number? do i want to see him again? do i want MORE ?)(you bet i do.)
when am i going to start living, me demande-je.
many people i'd truly wish to hug right now, those who'd understand, those who wouldn't judge, sigh, raise their eyebrows. those who'd help to let go..
i've got a cold, as usual.
monday night and what seemed to be a small victory but now, did it really do any good... i'm simply more frustrated, obsessed, & feeling pathetic (there's circle that never ends...)(do i want his number? do i want to see him again? do i want MORE ?)(you bet i do.)
when am i going to start living, me demande-je.
many people i'd truly wish to hug right now, those who'd understand, those who wouldn't judge, sigh, raise their eyebrows. those who'd help to let go..
i've got a cold, as usual.
