well, since i guess i am using this again i will update on my day... then to bed for me... after my sheets dry.

i worked forever and then came home and went to sleep and then saw kyle for a little bit and then went back to work. i got off at like 8. all i did was look @ baby stuff because i'm so obsessed that it's slightly disgusting. i hope we have a little boy. i mean, if it was a girl, i would love her, too.. but i'm praying for a boy.

i've got a bunch of names i like already. i'm avoiding anything that starts with a G or ends in an er sound...

for a boy i like:

logan
mason
caleb
ayden
caden (cay-den)
braden
bryant
jakob

woah... i like 5 letter names & names that end in n huh?

for a girl i like:

caydence
jayden
haven
kaylin

i like jayden lorene for a girl. jayden means god has heard, which i think is perfect... and lorene means small victories and is my little sisters middle name, which i also think is really cool.

but boy names are way easier to pick out. i associate girl names with girl people... and i'm not a big fan of the entire female gender as a whole right now.

i got considerably less sleep than i had anticipated last night so i guess i better go to bed soon, but i really don't feel like it. 11 is a better time for me. i'm so lazy i don't want to put clean sheets on my bed... but i refuse to sleep w/out pillowcases and on my mattress liner so i suppose i have to do it. this weekend i've got a bunch of work to do for my mom & then i'm going to clean since kyle will be home in the next couple of weeks. i miss him a bunch. it's hard to not be able to see him or call whenever i want. we both hate it & can't wait until he can come. less than 2 weeks! my poor baby. we'll beat this though, we always do...