my lost cause

so yeah, today was awesome. Life's pretty awesome. I'm pretty sure I love life, it's just when classes start giving me these random presentations do I start to just hate it. Thank god for the weekend. I get to a chance to slack on slacking, but not really. I'm doing well enough in all my classes. I don't care what it takes, but I'm finishing this shit this year. School makes me want to throw up every single day it seems. I'm sure I hate it now, but I'll look back it fondly.

in other news, I had lunch with a really awesome girl at the mall today. She's been on my mind all day. I've known her for about a year and half, but still, it's the first time we've actually hung out and it wasn't that bad. I'm suppose to see her monday. Will it work out? haha, of course not, which is okay though

I went to a show with Elliott and kyle a few weeks ago. It was pretty awesome. The main bands were Young Hearts, which basically has guys from Dear Tonight in it, so I just like it for that fact alone. And the New Dress. It all reminded me of Taking Back Sunday's early stuff.

I waited in line for GTA4 the other night too. That was so boring. It wasn't even my game and the game pretty much sucks in comparison to what I was hoping for.

Went an Art show last night too for my one friend. She actually sold a painting for 800 bucks which I think is wild. Then we went to some bar on the river front and there were 20 of us there. It was pretty interesting until last 30 minutes where I was just begging to leave.

I have this 10 page paper to write on any bank, but I really have no idea what could be said about a freaking bank in 10 pages. It's going to be rough.

Wow, I haven't written in here forever it seems. But, I think that's a good thing. I think my life sucks for a good chunk of it, but it's getting better, slowly, but surely. This year just needs to be over and then, I'll finally not have this whole school thing weighing me down. I swear, it makes me so sick sometimes, but conversely it also makes me happy to know that I'm actually getting this shit done and I'll be overqualified for all this dumb stuff that I will never use.