All Purpose Journal

no_im_spartacus @ 2010-09-22T09:22:00

2010-09-21T23:22:57Z

I really should be rushing around getting ready for uni, You know what though, I don't have as much guilt about everything as I once did, and if I'm wasting time by enjoying it, it's not wasting time to me!
Someone chastise me for going out too much I really need to save for Melbourne....
Been reading so much Paulo Coelho lately, I'm in love with it.
"It's not a sin to say no, and it's not a virtue to say yes".
MUM AND DAD ARE LEAVING ON MONDAY.
OH GOSH.
To be alone with the boy. UGH. Help.

Hail to the Sky

2009-06-12T10:49:59Z

BAM
BAM
BAM
I feel so free!
I feel like myself!
I feel like some people are idiots but I love them anyway.
COMPLEX.
SO MUCH COMPLEXITY SO LITTLE TIME.
LOL WHAT A TURN AROUND. WOW.
Oh man my room is hot, I'm so flushed.
Bought a pink camera today I gave up on the old one coming back to life miraculously.
I can camwhore more now :D I can't wait!
I should start playing Vivacia soon too.
DAMMNIT sometimes my parents being so overly attentive just DRIVES ME UP THE WALL.
AND ITS NOT YOUR AVERAGE WALL.
THIS IS A BARRIER MACHINE THOUSAND FOOT WALL. And I've been driving up it for YEAAARSSS.
Naw its really lovely and touching sometimes... <3
BUT SOMETIMES ITS NOT.
SMOTHERNESS.
SMOTHERNESSSSSSSS.
Ali was working today. I was so happy. =D
I buy too many books far out I shoud finish reading them or what.
I like taking on disciples in the name of goodness bah bah bah etc etc etc.
Isn't it strange sometimes how you can think someones attractive and then all of a sudden you make a visual or behavioural conneciton to someone you know and don't like/aren't attracted to and THEN THEY BECOME UNATTRACTIVE.
Thats just a side note. <3 LOVE SPREADING HIPPY TIME

no_im_spartacus @ 2009-06-02T08:27:00

2009-06-01T22:28:48Z

Um.

I went a bit mad l;ast night.

Uhn. what ami measnt o do.

im sorry if i dont talk to anyone for a whlie..

i really dont want to be here

Censorship

2009-05-27T03:37:53Z

I guess I don't write as much in here anymore because, it used to be somewhere I could vent. And 'emo'.
But for some reason I feel too intimidated too let my feelings out here anymore.
I miss it. :(

<3

2009-05-12T01:50:32Z

but seeing elle yesterday made me happy <333
i hate this net cafe!
i dont want to go work!

no_im_spartacus @ 2009-05-06T14:23:00

2009-05-06T04:24:43Z

i wish i had internet its been rather dramatic lately i miss my livejournal. :(
alas im on my lunch break and must flee.
ugh

In Short

2009-03-30T11:53:49Z

Has been good and bad.
Seen Pika, Chrys, Yaz and Jess alot more recently...
Got incredibly upset at mini and it was all too much... I just couldn't stop crying. So I ran off and was 'sick'.
Had a cool picnic today, intended to talk to someone but never got around to it,
FRUSTRATING ELUSIVE BASTARD.

Shiny

2009-03-16T07:31:27Z

Chrystal came over today and it was much better!
V. good! Had ice cream! <333333333
Annoyed people!
Dressed up!
Took photos!
Much much better.
But I left my phone on the train on the way home... maybe it's for the best anyway.
We haven't talked since last night, and all I do is check my phone for a message.
And far! I'm paranoid Ben's upset at me for some reason.
Geh.
Opening tomorrow Easter stock is in~
Thanks for coming over Chryssy pie!

no_im_spartacus @ 2009-02-18T22:10:00

2009-02-18T11:12:58Z

I LOL AT PEOPLE WHO THINK THIS FIGHT IS SERIOUS
BAHAHAHHAHAHA

*rolls eyes*

Its all pretty drama free atm!

I LIKE IT
AND I EAT WHAT I WANT WHEN I WNAT IT MAKES ME HAPPY

DIETING TAKES ALL THE FUN OUT OF EATING

cam got me so angry last night i was swearing my head off at him
now dads threatening to not go away this weekend
NOOOO I HAVE PPL COMING OVER

no_im_spartacus @ 2009-01-27T22:43:00

2009-01-27T11:44:39Z

I had such a good time on Aus day.
Mitch and I saw Twilight and it was fun.
The end.

AND NOW IM MOODY. MOOOOOODY

Nergh

2009-01-18T12:15:12Z

I feel better.
Slightly.
I suppose.
Rawr rawr rawr.
The encouraging thing is, when i'm not posting. Life is awesome.
So generally it's good.
i worked today by myself it was ok. I got visitors. =)
Chandra, Mew, Birdy etc etc.
So teaing it up tomorrow.
Hopefully I can get a day off this week to see people.
And saving up a bit each week to go travelling overseas at the end of the year. WOOOOO

IDIOT

2008-12-17T09:20:47Z

I'M BEING STUPID.
AS PER USUAL.
>< I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE THEY MUST COME ONLINE FOR I NEED ADVICE.
BEFORE IT GETS OUT OF HAND...

GODDAMNIT

2008-12-08T22:17:28Z

WHY WONT THAT STUPID XMAS DECORATION SHUT UP!?
ITS BEEN GOING OFF FOR DAYS.
I HAD TO PUT IT IN THE FREEZER TO SHUT IT UP.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

From..... NOW.

2008-12-01T06:55:03Z

OK IM GOING TO A FITNESS DEITING CRAZY ROUTINE.
FROM NOW.
FROM THIS POST.
BECAUS EI KEEP PUTTING IT OFF.
COME TO ME WII FIT

The Furies.

2008-10-11T07:01:29Z

OK NOW I AM NOT HAPPY.

I'M SO SICK OF THIS.

HONESTLY.

I wish people wouldn't be so impolite!

I'm so angry right now.

At myself. Partially.

JUST WANT TO

2008-09-13T15:42:07Z

CALL ZURA

BECAUSE I AM JULIA ROBERTS

But but but...

2008-09-07T21:45:09Z

I don't want to go to school today mommy.
I want to stay home and bake cookies with you!

AHA home at 8 today.
Assignment due at 5.
Dang.

Fickle Fickle

2008-08-19T03:53:52Z

This movie I'm currently watching seems very perculiar.
I do not understand!
Hugh Jackman is... fantastic. I suppose thats all that needs to be understood. But still this move 'The Fountain' is wack!

In any case...
I have things on my mind. Not under or behind it, but on it~
It's rather annoying.

I wonder sometimes with some select few. I feel a bit taken for granted sometimes.
I know I take my friends for granted. I am sorry for that. =(

Have you ever been tempted to be really petty? And test a theory through silence?
Or sound amibiguous on Live Journal? I certainly have!

Where my feelings lie... I think I know.
Perhaps I annoy. Does person feel sorry for me I wonder?

ARGH CRAP I GOT ASKED TO WORK ON SATURDAY.
>< THE ONLY DAY I CAN'T WORK!

Zeh...

2008-05-20T02:02:09Z

I'm so tired.
Everything tired tired tired. ENERGY DEPELTED IN EVERY WAAAAAAI
I'm going to have to get credit~ to message work - I do love my work. It's the only stable aspect of my life at the moment yish ish it tis!
Ack I saw Popi randomloy today, and then had a random chat with Noleen last night ~ I miss everyone from school~ ;;_;; ACK I'm going to try to catch up with more people! I did have good times at school. I did ! ^^
Handed in a failed uni essay today. Skipped a lecture to do it too. It's just all pretty downhill but I don't want to have to say I failed an ARTS degree O.o Thats modivation enough to keep trying! Ha ha hardy har har...
[Insert cynicism and shortness - not in the literal sense]
Dad asked me what I wanted for dinner on my birthday... I don't know. I even forgot it was coming up. =/ LOL Guess I haven't really been in the mood for it. Yay indifference!~ Tonight I'll go play some wii or ps2 or something... or read... then tomorrow get back into it *yawn* it being life etc.
Oh it's only Tuesday. -_- SUCKS!

And it Seems to Me...

2008-05-18T01:43:32Z

I'm going to go have an egg sandwich. ^_^
I've been posting alot lately... its good. I had a break of it for a while~
But nergh it's still there when I need to bitch and vent.
Awesome.
Posting is awesome! And therapeaudic and holy crap I cant spell!

Alright FINE! pout

2008-05-17T06:27:03Z

I'm going to fail this essay. I concede.
And I'm going out to dinner at Cronulla. Screw everything else.

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2008-05-07T14:36:56Z

Eh.
I suddenly don't feel like posting.

Yes They Are!

2008-05-06T23:24:49Z

Nergh~
So many things to do so little time. ;;_;;
Honestly I don't think I have a spare moment this week.
I've come out of my emo stage :P but my hair is still black hahaha~
But so DRAINED! Very much so~
Now I still need to go off at someone >> I wonder how thats going to go down...
Admitedly I'm happy to. I can't remember when I last did. *EVIL*

Bah!

2008-05-06T09:37:38Z

I feel awful for the way I've handled this.
But still.... eh. I feel bad. Yes yes yes I do!
And I'm screwed at uni. O.o Really. Oh god...

no_im_spartacus @ 2008-04-27T09:50:00

2008-04-26T23:51:12Z

Sometimes I think I'm too... Ugh... Maybe I should just learn to keep my mouth shut.