Pipi Gaga/ Don’t let anyone,don’t let anything,Kill me/ That blood will harden in time

I want to go back.
I want to return
to how it was.

Please,
don’t let anyone,
don’t let anything,
kill me.

Just let me sleep.
Calm me down.
Don’t hurt me.
Don’t take me anywhere.
Let me stay here.

Keep me warm.
I hate the cold.

I don’t like bright light.
Moonlight is just right.
The light slipping in through the window
is dear to me.

Let me breathe.
Don’t block it.
Let it overflow.
Don’t stop it.
Let me dream.
Don’t wake me up.

Stay still here.
Don’t go anywhere.
Burn it all out,
erase everything.

Don’t stain me.
But,
stain me.

“What I think now is this:
for the ones who will be born into this world later,
I want to leave some space,
some blankness behind.”

That blood will harden in time,
it won’t flow like tears do.

There isn’t enough yet
for it to run anywhere.

It’s still not enough
for anyone to notice.

There are things I’m missing,
but there’s far too much
I don’t need.

A heart, or blood,
either way,

I only have
enough
for one me.