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[23 May 2003|02:10am] |
tomorrow is the last real day of school, and it's not even going to be real. my eyes hurt a lot. if i don't turn in my late library book and pay my late fine, i will not be able to exempt my final exams. i need to finish the last 110 of the great gatsby tonight, or else. my eyes burn. linh's going away party is this saturday. i don't know what we're going to do. probably we'll go eat ice cream and hang out at natasha's. today there was a maximum of 10-15 students in all of my classes, minumum, 7. i wish i had the luxury to just not come to school tomorrow. i need to contact this teacher about me performing on monday. i don't even know if i want to, but i know i will have let my english teacher down if i don't. my eyes sting. i also need to do my art portfolio which is due tomorrow. i thought it was due NEXT friday, but natasha has left doubt in me.. i have no clue what i am going to do. there is so much work to be done, but this is the final final final stretch, and i don't feel like i even need to do anything. but a lot has to be done. i need eye drops and water. i've got beyonce's "crazy in love" in my head right now. all evening, all day. i missed the diva's finale, but i caught the end and i knew that tarralyn won. whitney looked goddamn exhausted. i wanted to breathe for her. she needs to get off that crack 'gogaeen.' i made britney 2 mix cds last night and i told her today that i had made them for her, but never gave them to her. i am lame. i don't know whether i want to bring a pillow to school tomorrow. it sounds like a good idea, but i will be doing work periods 5-7, and the only time i'd use it is during 8th. blow me. biggest dilemma right now. i just really really really really want to sleep, and i know i shouldn't, but i really really want to.
deliver me.
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