''anything is possible if you just believe'' so true, i feel like in the only one who has faith in myself, im the only one who puts the efforts into myself. i shouldn't complain i have things good i guess, here i am, twenty three years old, finally doing something with my life, i use to work 40-60 hours a week, bust my ass, for what? i didn't see myself doing what i was doing the rest of my life. I wanted to make a switch i wanted to do something for myself, i wanted to actually be happy with my career goal, and i've never been this excited. i'm believing in myself, i'm a fighter, and im strong, i believe i can do this for myself.
im almost twenty four years old, and i'm finally doing something with myself i'm finally stepping up and taking charge of my life. i feel like its about damn time. im tired of getting walked all over and im tired peoples opinion affecting me. i'm taking charge and i dont care. people say they dont think i'll be able to handle being an emt, but i say different. this is my life, and let me live it. if you think you can rule my life, think again.
may 30th, 2009, i cant wait, my last day of class, and my state testing day to be certified, june 4th, i start my job as an emt, for the city fire dept. i cant freaking wait.
today was a mess, from the time i woke up, till the time i started to update this journal. i woke up and wanted a shower, i knew i had class today, and i knew i had to get a shower at some point before i left for class,let alone these classes are running me close to 700, so everyday i miss a class, everyday money goes down the drain. i didnt get a shower till 30 minutes before i left for class, then i couldn't find my hat, and we all know, justin doesnt go anywhere without out a hat, i was madder then hell and throwing the biggest fit i could, well i left the house without my hat, with a hoodie covering my hood the whole entire time. so i went to class, and im pretty sure, i totally bombed the whole fucking test, [which is okay] i can retake it, on tuesday. so i was fixing to leave class, and i get followed home by none other, then the fucking police dept, of this fucking city, i didnt get pulled over, but i always get paranoid when i have a piggy following me somewhere. Okay, so i get home and i was fixing to eat dinner, and i get online for just a few minutes, and i get drama. i can not stand where i get so worked up to the point where everything is chaotic and then i was gonna eat dinner, and i get it all over my damn self, so i said forget it, i don't fucking want it. well i was so upset, and my aunt trish had called and i was so upset i could not speak to her, so i handed the phone off to my mom, and my aunt trish is the biggest person, who can calm me down, after i freak out. so i was laying in bed, and Aubree had called, she's one person who's been in my life she's who shaped me, into who i am today, i would not give the world for her. ( the day of justinCollapse )
I'd love to give EVERYONE on my friends list holiday cards it totally doesn't matter where you live! I'd be happy to pay the postage, so please do comment with your name, address, and what holiday you celebrate (if none in particular, I can just do that whole standard happy holidays stuff).
Of course, comments are screened.
p.s If you want to send me a holiday card in return, feel free to ask for my address if ya need it [in the comments]! :) Of course, you don't have to, so it's totally fine!
so, its no secret, i dont use livejournal anymore, buttt, i do keep another journal, if you would like to keep up with my life, you may have access to it. http://www.juiceton.net
My Name is Justin...i have the best friends ever, Andy.. hes always there, when i need him, i appreciate everything he does for me, in anway possible, livejournal is the way i get my feelings out, i am a very open person, i'll tell you how i feel, when i feel it, and if you dont like it, thats to bad, i move around alot, from place to place, never in one spot, to long, uhm, i have a nephew 4 brothers, and great friends, thats about it for now
Likes
Being online - Palace - Friends - Music - Movie - Food - phone - Cars - computer - Andy- Christina - Ashley - Ben - Tv - Swimming - networking - girls - money - candy - chatting - talking - singing - acting - nice cars - gatorade - roman noodles - nice people - cool people - Water - Web stuff - making people laugh , Yea there are more but I am being dumb right now
Dislikes
annoying people - heart breakers - haters - drama - drugs - most people - People who don't see things my way - ICP - liars - pricks - doctors - needles - hospitals- pigs - cows - there will be more later on... Lol.
Domain
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