A day full of fucking up!
God I feel like such a shit!
I can't believe myself sometimes. Not only did I loose my brain and completely forget that Elijah doesn't see his Mother and sister, but I also fucked up by saying I'd stopped loving him because of the things he had started to do. Which was something I shouldn't have said. *sigh*
Then to top it off, I pushed someone I hardly know into telling me some stuff about them, which they probably didn't even want to tell me in the first place. But me being the nosy bugger that I am, pushed and asked questions that I shouldn't have and I ended up upsetting him!
I need shooting or I need a gag so I can't speak or I maybe just need to think before I speak because at the moment I certainly haven't being doing that. And I need to start.
Fuck.
I can't believe myself sometimes. Not only did I loose my brain and completely forget that Elijah doesn't see his Mother and sister, but I also fucked up by saying I'd stopped loving him because of the things he had started to do. Which was something I shouldn't have said. *sigh*
Then to top it off, I pushed someone I hardly know into telling me some stuff about them, which they probably didn't even want to tell me in the first place. But me being the nosy bugger that I am, pushed and asked questions that I shouldn't have and I ended up upsetting him!
I need shooting or I need a gag so I can't speak or I maybe just need to think before I speak because at the moment I certainly haven't being doing that. And I need to start.
Fuck.
