I'm starting to worry!

Lijah has been at the clinic for a couple of days now and I haven't heard from him. Maybe that's a good thing. Maybe he's doing better then he thought he would do and doesn't need to call me or anything. Or maybe he just hates me for sending him to that place.

If he hates me I can deal with that. I only care that he gets better and that he can get some of his life back. I just wish I knew how he was doing. I need to know. I'd like to hear his voice and hear for myself. I could call him, I guess, but then I don't want him to think I'm checking up on him and that I doubt him in any way. I don't doubt him at all, he's strong. Stronger then he knows. But then is he strong enough to beat this?

God I hope so! I want my old Elijah back....