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[20 Sep 2005|05:30pm] |
MOVED TO ;;  wreckingcrew
your all added. ♥
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[20 Sep 2005|01:03am] |
[Rant - Photographers]
What pisses me off more than anything in the world is people who think theyre photographers. You cannot pick up a camera, look through the view finder, click a button and call that art, let alone call yourself a photographer. Theres much more too photography than clicking buttons at objects and scenery you find appealing. Theres composure. And there are many ways to compose a photograh, and half the people out there doing it suck at it. Most of the time its not about weird angles and editing them to make it black and white. Photography is a marriage of light. Its all about lighting. Your picture could be a simple still life of an apple, but with the right lighting, it can be the most amazing picture you will ever come up with.
Dont call yourself a photographer until you take a few classes.
Speaking of that, who wants to take a photography class with me?
[/end rant]
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[15 Sep 2005|07:26pm] |
My mom likes to answer my cell phone a lot when Im not around.
Shes kinda like my answering service.
So yeah, just so you know.
JOHNNI TOMORROW!!
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[13 Sep 2005|01:04pm] |
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I had a really good night last night. I hung out with Beth && Steph. Get got cool rings and I had water spilled on me. (: It was fun. I spent the night at Beths. Hurray for Anime porn!
But, now I think it would have been better if I stayed at Beths. My parents are fighting again. My dads calling my mom a stupid lieing piece of shit. Shes pushing away and hes pushing her away harder. There are new holes in my doors from me taking my anger out on them instead of me. Hes threatening her life, again. Whats new? Ive dealt with this all my life. He cant go to jail, we need money. But if he hits her, again, I will call the cops. I will have him put away for a long long time.
Or, Im gonna have him committed. Im gonna prove that hes insane and theyre gonna take him away. We can live off his 401K. The government will give us support for my brother.
He says hes leaving. Hes not. Now hes conviencing her to go. No, not conviencing, more like forcing. He says hes leaving, but she needs to make arragments for him. He wont go. He always says that. He never does. I want him too. I want him to leave.
One way or another Im getting him put away. Today, hopefully. Wed all be better off without him.
All I wanted to do was take a bath, a nice quiet bath.
Now I wanna go away. I wanna run away. Im willing to do anything to get this man outta my life. I think I might kill him. Seriously.
And I know from this point on, its only gonna get worse. ):
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[12 Sep 2005|02:45pm] |
I should really update this thing with more happier things. Hrm, well. Lets see.
Harbor Days is comming up. Anyone wanna go with me?
Beth is going with me sometime and were getting our lips pierced. My right side, her labret. (total of 3 facical piercings for me)
Im getting my hair dyed and cut. Its getting cut short and Im dying it blonde and black.
Im still hunting for a job, with no luck. Anyone wanna hire me?
Halloween is comming up, Im super excited.
Johnni is comming down soon with Allie to go to the My Chemical Romance show.
I have Jolly Rancher Smoothies.
Neil called me the other day. I was a product of the phone book game. I miss him. I miss everyone. :(
How cool am i;
Or!
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[10 Sep 2005|01:00pm] |
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Last night was bad. ):
Needless to say I wasnt at Rocky. I wanted to go too. I know Im going for Grail though, and Im taking Allie and Johnni with me. (:
Wow. I need a life.
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[07 Sep 2005|12:22pm] |
I really dont care about anything anymore.
oops.
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[03 Sep 2005|09:50pm] |
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Well that was a complete waste of make-up. *sigh*
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[02 Sep 2005|08:54pm] |
My boyfriend is no fucking help when it comes to what Im gonna wear.
I still have to do my make-up. Im a fat fucking ass.
>< bitch bitch bitch, whine whine whine.
Im a fucking loser.
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[30 Aug 2005|01:43pm] |
I have the best boyfriend ever. ever ever ever ever ever ever.
Oh. And i have irregualr cells in my cervex, resulting in eventual surgery and removal of my cervex, most likely.
and the value of life continues to go down.
Hurray for having Cancer!
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