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[Friday
November 17th, 2006 at 11:50pm] |
hmmm...hey everybody. I don't even know why I'm wasting my life posting this right now. Lj pretty much died, but whatev. I feel like updating.
Things are pretty chill. I work a lot. Received a 25 cent raise. Doesn't sound like much, but you'd be surprised. I had my USC interview last Saturday. Hopefully I made a good impression. It's seriously my dream school. I know I'm going to college, I already got accepted to two with scholarships, but I reallllyyy hope I get into this one. California would be such a beautiful place to live.
I'm meeting new people everyday and its pretty awesome. I love making new friends. Next weekend Friday I think me and Heather may go up to her sister Kelly's college to visit for a frat party. Should be a fun time. And I'm currently saving up for Christmas presents for people.
I'm chilling with my momma tomorrow. We're going clothes shopping and getting breakfast, then going to B&N before i have to volunteer for Petsmart. Thenn later I have work 3-10 then possibly going down to RMD with little spoonn. But I don't know for sure yet.
That's really all, except were planning a huge concert event for APril. Xtina, Pussycatt dollz, and Danity Kane. There's like seven people from my work going, plus Kelly Keating and Jess, and a bunch of other people liek Melissa from my other job Five Below. I'm pumped.
OH and yeah.....I'm either going to Cabo or the Bahamas for senior week and getting a shore house with Heather and a bunch of people for the summer. Omg I'm so excited for that haha. Its going to be so fucking awesome. Legal drinking age = 16 babiii1!!!!!!
Veronica Mars is the best show out there besides friends. Ariceli thanks for getting me hooked.
The ENd.
A long time ago
We used to be friends
BUt i havent thought of you lately at all
COME ON NOW SUGAR
bring it on bring it on
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[Sunday
October 15th, 2006 at 9:21pm] |
Tihs weekend was so wonderful. Saturday I took the whole day off. I stayed in and slept all day. It was amazing. I caught up on my shows like Gilmore Girls and Laguna Beach and was just lazy all day. I loved it. haha I curled up under my blankets next to my fire place. Friday I started my new job at Feasterville Five Below. yay for no more creepy manager. Omg I love the girl Melissa there she was so cool. haha Were kickass straighteners. We got out of there by 9:30. It was awesome. I felt bad though ,becuase on my break I went to visit my Panera loves, and they were so behind. They had a ling out the effin doorway. I was like omg. And like Amber and Melissa were trying to get me to come into work. lmao I was like sorry.
Saturday day I volunteered at Petsmart again, Herby decided to sign me up to be santa claus, this should be interesting. Umm yea came home fell asleep. Checked on my grandpop. Cameron randomly came over last night. We hooked up, but I didnt feel anything at all. I don't know its weird. And I told him I thought we should just be friends. He got really pissed at me. Whateverr, i don't care. I'm honestly still not over the whole Luke thing anyway. And I find myself still having feelings for him. It's just not a good idea for me to be in a relationship right now. I'm too busy anyway.
Today I was at school for nine whole hours. It was fun. Julie, Sam Paris, TIna and I had a funn time. I got to "screw on the stage". lol People are so dirty. aka I got to use the drill and socket wrench. I'm pretty damn good too if I must say. AND AND AND I got to drive. I'm pretty damn good at that too if I must say. Yay I-95.
This week I hope goes by smoothly. I have a lot of shit going on into the weekend, and I know Kevin wants to hang out along with Alex. I miss them kids alot. They're my buds. Me and Meagher are supposed to have a movie date soon too along with Ash Coleman and Brittany Pekura. I think its sad I have no time to fit anyone in at all. Like really really sad. Play is in a couple of weeks though I'm excited.
Soneone kidnap me please and make me have more sleep days. I kinda need them. lol
♥
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[Thursday
October 12th, 2006 at 11:01pm] |
P.S. thanks to everyone who posted advice in my entry before last. YOu gave me some real good insight on the situation. Orimornie and faerieangelic I effin miss you guys so much. IM me sometime SN= hipsdontlie41 You guys helped me make so much sense out of this situation.
lovvee you allllll.
Hi ho hi ho its off to accounting I go
Accrual and cash basis accounting woo hoo
hi ho hi ho hi ho hi ho
makeXorXbreakXme: but i don`t like the arguing over the internet... here we go with my fighting over the internet is like running in the special olympics, even if you win, you`re still retarded. analogy
charmedslayer27: I think I'm madly in love with you
yea she pretty much makes my life
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[Thursday
October 12th, 2006 at 10:41pm] |
Heyyy guyyss. These past two weeks have been killer. I've literally probably only gotten 15 hours of sleep in these fourteen days. I go to school, go to work, come home do homework, talk to Cameron on the phonw. Life is pretty sweet.
Tomorrow I start work at Feasterville Five Beow, I'm pretty excited. Cameron's coming to visit me after, and were having a snuggle fest back at his house. He visited me at work tonight, he's such a cutie. haha Oh and by the by, me and Matt at work have decided were getting married, screw the dating part were just perfect for each other. It's so funny I walk in and tell Mr. Smith's bar jokes everyday, everyone seriously pees themselves laughing I was like wow. haha
Saturday night, hoepfully Shampoo then Heather's house or motel wit hEHather, Jess, and Jess. Party much?! lol I'm restricted from drinking myself though, no screwdrivers for me. I;ve been banned. I lvoe my friends a lot.
Saturday day I'm volunterring at Petsmart. Exciting right?! The cats there are so cute. I feel so bad for them. And soon I'm going tobe doing animal t herapy for St. Christopher's hosptial. I'm really excited to do that.
I"M KICKING ASS IN FINANCIAL AND CAP ACCOUNTING. Everyone was saying how hard financial is and accounting especially college level makes me want to kill myself ut my average's are all 90 and above in the classes. =D
P.S. I have the best friends in thw world, and people at work. I love them all. 13 more days to RHCP. I'm so fucknig excited. We've decided were going to getg a little tipsy before hand. Should be interesting. And me and Britt are definietly donig the hip hop and ballet cours, and weve decided to have a blockbuster movie night this weekend. =P
KRYSTLE AND ARICELI I LOVE YOU LOTS!!!!
CAROLYN YOU HOE I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU> I MISS YOU> I NEED MY COMFY HUGS> *sad face* lmao bffe ♥
me and AManda are having a baguette fight after working work. I FUCKING HATE YOU. I LFUCKING LOVE YOU> ahhhhh lmao were such crazy bitches
Me: yea I'm just like wow okay your mature
Sarah: haha its like she trying to live in a safety bubble
Amanda: lol wait till it pops
Me: *pop*
alright people peaccee
P.S. Grow the hell up and stop using LJ to say shit. IF you have something you want to say, say it to my fucking face. It's not my fault you can't face the truth. You tell me to get over it, your obviously not. This shit is done. I AM ACTUALLY OVER IT.
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[Tuesday
October 3rd, 2006 at 11:23pm] |
Hey, so my life is pretty much amazing right now. My school is awesome. The teachers are awesome, the students are awesome, and my friends pretty much own all.
It's been so busy lately but I lvoe it. I got to see Ashley COleman for like three seconds today. I was excited. Then she reunited with Sarah Marianski. It was funny to watch. You dissapointed me with the Dunkin Donuts Ash, lol. Now I'm on a donut craving high.
This weekend = visiting Heather at the movies with Cameron and all his friends. yay =) Saturday hopefully seeing my bffe, I misses her alot. Sunday Stage Crew, then volunteering at petsmart at the adoption agency. Omg the kittens there ar eso cute. I met mt new best friend, (lmfao Car) this adorable black litle kitten who purred the whole time and licked my face. Such a cutie pie. Also someone left a cat in a cage in the fucknig parking lot. Who the hell does that? That's so fucking horrible. I mean at least if your abandoning your cat, put him on the sidewalk or have the courtesy to bring him inside. Poor kitty almost got hit. He was the most adorable thing ever too.
Then 4:00 = Eagles party with Kevin McQ. Damn I miss that kid alot. He cracks me up. Seriously Ican't wait. Then I'm hanging out with ASh COleman soon and Meagher, and having DDR night with Jess and Jess and AMber. Also Kellianne and Same Paris are visiting me along iwth Kelly Keating at my work this SAturday. Exciting stuff. Exciiting stuff.
I'm looking back over myself th epast few months. I'm honestly so proud of myself. I have morals now. I'm not just some slut who goes out and fucks any and every guy I see. I have respect for myself, and it feels pretty damn good. I also love this new feeling of confidence I have. Everyone tells me when they see me I'm always smiling, or I can bounce back from a bad situaion qquickly and positively. I can't believe I've already made this much of a turn around in my life. Seriously being positive pays off so much.
Life's just so much better when you happy and having fun. NO regrets. EVER.
Alright Peace out people. Cameron's on the phone with me right now =D
P.S. Please keep my grand pop in your prayers. I'm desperately worried for him. I keep having anxiety attacks and dreams that he's not going to be here anymore. Please Ican't bare to think of lifewithout my poppy. It seriously makes me cry so hard. I love him so fucking much. If he dies, I might just die too. I want him to see me graduate, and go to colleg,e and eventually getmarried and have children. I want them to know their great grandpa and how much of a fucking awesome man he is. I want him to see bella's firs tcommunion and SOphia's first day of school. God please don't take ihm away from us yet. Keep him with me and my family longer. We're not ready for him to leave.
Also keep another situation in your thoughts. I'mfinding out this Saturday whether I'm alone or not. Thanks.
♥ Keep it real all
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[Monday
September 25th, 2006 at 8:26pm] |
Wow, okay, I haven't updated here in awhile. Life has been so crazy, I love it. Senior year is turning out to be the best year ever seriously.
Our manager John left for a week and Katie was a step in manager for a week. Damn am I going to miss that whore. lmao We had grinding parties in the back of the store. "Hoe your such a crackhead, you crack me up." lol She was so awesome. Every other time she walked by she would literally slap me on the ass, and I'd be like okay Katie and she'd just be like you like it. Heather and I are supposed to take a road trip up this week or next to visit her in North Wales. Can't wait!!
britt and I decided were going to take ballet and hip-hop lessons. Problem is we can't find a studio. We're definietly doing it though. End of story. I miss dancing so much. I really do. =(
October 23- RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS CONCERT!!! aka party with Heather and Britt. So many people are going I'm so stoked. lmfao we paid $71 dollars for LAWN SEATS. Yup that's just how desperate we are to see them. Honestly though who wouldn't be?? They're music is too fucking amazing. "Tell me baby, whats you story, where you come from and where you gonna go this time?"
Nov. 4- Actual PITT TICKETS for AAR with Jess and people. I'm really excited for this one too. WHo doesn't love AAR?!?! Seriously.
School has been pretty decent too can't complain. Smithy is amazing. Eighth period owns all. End of story bitches. And Mrs. Kasperski and Dr. ROche have got to be thee funniest people ever of all time. I love my school a MILLION. Say what?!
Today I called Hannah randomly to say hi. It was nice talking to someone I haven't heard from in awhile. Hannah if your reading this HI! lol
In other news my grandpop isn't doing so well again, he just had an MRI done on his head again yesterday. He's been losing balance alot lately and slurring speech. I'm really worried about him. I'd really appreciate it if everyone kept him in your prayers. I love my poppy so much I'm not ready to lose him yet.
Carolyn darling I promise we will hang. I miss you like a chicken misses an egg. That might not make sense to you, but guess what it doesn't to me either. lol But thats us haha love you gurliw bffe ♥
P.S. Step Up is the best fucknig movie out there alive, and for those of you who haven't seen it yet shame on you. The most gorgeous guy alive is in that movie. If for no other reason at all go see it because of him.
Danity Kane is also effin amazing. Thanks for introducing them to me Katie baby. ♥ ♥
Katie: Yea so i heard London Bridge on the radio and I got really annoyed at first, but then I remembered you liked this song,and I was like aww Alex, and I got happy. See you make me happy.
I MISS HER A FUCKING LOT!!! =( =(
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[Saturday
July 22nd, 2006 at 11:28pm] |
HEy everyone! How've you all been? I hope everyone is having an awesome summer!! haha Well TUesday night I went to Kelly Clarkson. Holy god I think I almost peed myself I was so excited. There was even a few times where I cried. lol Richard, our driver, drove us down there then gave us this huge ass umbrella to protect us from the hurricane winds. The winds blew it up though so we ended up getting soaked. Oddly, I enjoyed it. I usually don't like rain, but that rain was warm and I didn't mind getting my hair wet. haha And there were 6 radom guys huddling under the umbrella with us. (yes they were hott!! haha) Yea but we got so fucking close to her we went in Row X....less than a 100 feet away from her!! I literally almost died. SO I was basically singing, dancing, and screaming the whole entire time. It was mucho fun. Then Carolyn and I got matching T-shirts, because when you go to a Kelly Clarkson concert you have to get a T-shirt. End of story.
I've been working alot lately. Friday I had to close with Tony and Rick, and I got this really bitchy customer who asked me where the batteries were. I pointed out the shelf they were on, and said on the bottom. The line was long and I was trying to speed things up for the customers. The lady starts flipping on me telling me if I hate my job I shouldn't be working here, that she couldn't get any decent service and she doesn't like people who hate their jobs. Then I got all flustered and didn't say anything except sorry. So she left and I finished the line, then went into the bathroom and cried. A few minutes later I came back out and Tony was there asking me if I was okay. He's such a sweetie. He kept asking em if something was wrong even after I said I was okay everytime. I was really upset though because I love my job and I try my best to be as friendly and helpful as possible. Tony managed to cheer me up though.
Tonight was my first time closing at Panera. My manager said I had an aura or something about me. lol He told me I was fast-paced, efficent, and hard-working. He's moving me up in the line up as of next week. So I'm doing pretty well. I'm excited about that. =D I hope I still do this good. Oh and by the way. I slipped on my ass twice on the wet floor. Kelly and I were laughing the second time. haha
I go to my very first doctor's appointment August 3rd. Six days = my birthday. Seven days = two months. The reality of all this still hasn't hit me fully yet. I'm still trying to swallow it all down.
Anyway's I'm going now. loveee you alll.
♥ ♥
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[Monday
July 17th, 2006 at 6:52pm] |
I haven't updated pictures in awhile, since GJ decided to be a whore and not let me sign on. I don't feel like putting every single picture up though. So I picked a few of favorite ones. MMm Kelly Clarkson tomorrow! Along with my first day @ Panera's should be funn!!!
♥
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[Saturday
July 15th, 2006 at 11:57am] |
Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
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[Saturday
July 15th, 2006 at 11:38am] |
My life is pretty much amazing right now. THere's nothing I would change about it. My job is awesome. My managers are funny as hell. I never thought I'd actually enjoy going to work. Everyone there is so cool. Especially Tony gosh he's gorgeous. lol My second job at Panera's should be pretty fun as well. John Wetherby (yes that is really his name haha) seemed pretty nice when I talekd to him. I start Monday there, so come visit me kids!
I don't feel like updating about the past couple of weeks, but I did go shopping with Ashley COleman yesterday. Haha We're such shopping addicts. And since I don't have to save my money anymore since doctor appoinments I found out are free, I blew it all on new underwear and cheap jewlery at Forever 21. Haha I got a pair of hot pink and lime green VS underwear, so now I'm allowed in the presence of the almighty Jess whore again. lol And ummm I'm going to fucking KELLY CLARKSON IN TWO DAYS BITCHES!!!! hollaaa
I have my first doctor's appointment two weeks from now. I'm kind of nervous. And he's so hot and cold, I have no idea what he's thinking. I really want to just be able to sit down and really talk to him. Tell him how I'm feeling inside, and how much he still means to me. I still want him in my life, no matter how much everyone hates him and thinks he's an ass. He might be, but I understand why he is. I'm hoping maybe he'll come around more, that'd be more than I could ever ask for.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASH WHORE!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! 21!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHAHAHHAA YOUR LEGAL NOW> WE MUST PARTY WHEN I COME OUT THERE!!!!
And ummm...keep my friend's dad in your prayers. He just passed on. She's going through a tough time right now, and could really use them. Thnaks so much you guys.
P.S. Listen to Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol, guaranteed it will make you cry.
♥
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[Friday
July 7th, 2006 at 11:28pm] |
Tonight went suprisingly well. Everything turned out to be alright. He really surprised me. We had a long talk, and figured out stuff. He's totally behind me now 100% and I love him to death for it. I'm not sure what I'm going to do now, but hopefully it'll all work out for the best.
night people
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[Tuesday
July 4th, 2006 at 10:54pm] |
Its funny how everything in the course of a month can change. I have to grow up alot now. Make decisions I never thought I'd ever have to make. All because of one night with someone I really liked. I have so many thoughts and emotions running through my head right now its insane. Not exactly the most fun of experiences. I can't even try to explain it, because no one will honestly know what its like until they go through it themselves. I just really need to figure things out. Friday night = not looking forward to it. I really hope hes there for me with this. I don't want to do this without him. I still have feelings for him. hggfhjytuetgfdgdghgfjhf
I doubt whoever reads this will have any idea what I'm talking about at all, don't ask its just a rant I need to let loose. Move along with your lives.
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[Friday
June 30th, 2006 at 11:26am] |
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♥ ♥
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[Wednesday
June 28th, 2006 at 12:23am] |
I haven't updated in awhile. I've been pretty busy. Life's been good mostly. I have to make a big decision in the next few days. Probably the biggest decision in my life. If I go through with it though, I'm definietly going to hell. When did life get so complicated? *sigh*
I got a 1620 0n my SAT's I think thats pretty average. I'm taking them in OCtober. Hopefully I'll score higher than this one.
Going to watch Conan O Brian. later people.
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[Thursday
June 22nd, 2006 at 2:03pm] |
Do you see what you've done?
Are you happy now
That I'm a wreck here on the floor
I've been crying for nights on end
But thats all over now
I'm stronger now than I used to be
I don't deserve this pain you put on me
Everything's changed
And maybe not for the better
Why couldn't you be there when I needed you most
A phone call, an email
It was all I asked
You couldn't even do that
It doesn't matter anymore
It doesn't matter anymore
I'm stronger now than I used to be
I don't deserve this pain you put on me
Everything's changed
And maybe not for the better
It's over, I'm done
Get out of here
I finally realized
Theres more to life
Than having you break my heart everynight
I'm stronger now than I used to be
I don't deserve this pain you put on me
Everything's changed
And maybe not for the better
So tonight I was bored and feeling creative so I decided to write a song. Its the first one I've ever really written. Give me your feedback if you want. It's light really dark and angry, but I'm not so don't worry. lol I still think its good though.
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[Wednesday
June 21st, 2006 at 9:31pm] |
Until tonight I forgot why Blue Crush used to be my favorite movie. It's an awesome movie, plus it reminded me of my lifelong dream. Ever since I was little I wanted to move out to California. NOt jsut to live out there, but to learn how to surf. I might not be the best athlete in the world, or the most graceful, but the only thing I ever want to do is surf. I want to get on top of that board and ride that wave from start to finish. I don't care if I suck at it or never become amazing at it. It...I don't even know how to explain it. I've never felt that way about any sport before just watching it. I love the ocean, I love the morning, and I even love the water when its 0 degrees. If I can ride one wave in my lifetime I'll be happy. Just the thought of it is exhilirating. It's the one thing I've wanted to do since I was little. The only dream that has ever stuck with me, and now more than ever I'm determined to make it come true, no matter what the cost.
Love you all.
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[Tuesday
June 20th, 2006 at 1:25pm] |
Once upon a time, there was a girl who realized everything will be okay. So everyday she continued to smile and laugh, living her life to the fullest with no regrets. Challenging any hardships that came her way.
The end.
♥
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[Saturday
June 17th, 2006 at 10:27pm] |
Hey everyone! I haven't updated in awhile. Sorry about that. My weekend has been pretty amazing. Everyone who kept me in their prayers or thoughts, thanks so much! It really paid off. Friday I started my first day at my job. I love it there. I never thought I could enjoy my job so much. I work with this really hot guy named Tony. He's gorgeous. =D haha And my manager almost had me on the floor laughing. He's so cool. Everytime he caught me singing along to music in the store after it closed, he'd blast it loudly to make fun of me. lol Then this morning after waiting four hours at the DVM I finally got my permit! Score. Afterwards I came straight home and went back out to Jess' Sweet 16. it was alot of fun except alot of people didn't show because they were down the shore. SO it was just me, Jocilyn, Amber, and Jess. DDR rocks. haha that is all I got to say. Amber and I played for almost two hours straight to the Butterfly song. Sadly enough we only got "B's" =(. We will get A's though. I swear to you we will. Jocilyn at one point pushed me off the matt. lmao We were hogging it.
Tommorrow is Father's day, or as I like to call it "daddy day". I got my dad this awesome card. I hope he likes it. Then were going to the Phillies game. FRONT ROW SEATS BABY!!! haha
I'm starting to get fed up with a certain situation. I'm not going to go into too much detail because they might read this, but I'm honestly getting sick of it. Have you ever felt liek you were trying to have a serious convo with someone, but you get the feeling they don't tell you everything they feel? And you have this suspicision that they do feel that way, but will never tell you because they're afraid to hurt your feelings? I hate that. I wish people would jsut be straight with me. If you don't feel the same way as i do, then just say it. And at times I really wish they'd show they'd care more, even though I know they shouldn't have too. It's always nice, you know what I mean? TO hear I love you, or receive a gesture similiar to that letting you know. My hearts really heavy right now, and I'm not sure what's gonig to happen. I hope for the best, and I'm going to accept what life brings me. I just hope its not this.
I love you, and I really hope you mean it as much as I do when you say it back to me. I miss the close feeling I use to feel. I really do. =(
P.S. IF you didnt do the survey thinger in my last entry...fill it out please!!!
♥
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[Thursday
June 15th, 2006 at 10:21pm] |
Leave your name and:
1. I'll respond with something random I like about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll name something we should do together
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me (or just me).
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll leave you a quote that is somehow apropriate to you
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST!
BORED. FILL IT OUT IF YOU WISH.
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[Monday
June 12th, 2006 at 7:54am] |
This weekend was great. Friday I stayed in and watched a marathon of FRIENDS and Buffy. The two shows that keep me sane. lol Then Saturday I went to the mall with female Nancy and male Alex. And now I realize there is no need to call Nancy female Nancy since there's no male Nancy's.Oh well, I don't feel like backspacing. lol. We saw The Break Up. Alex thought at first we took him to see a chick flick, but there was baseball, Texas Hold Em, and Greek orgies in the movie so he was fine. lol During the movie Vince Vaughn bought seven hotdogs, then that made me hungry so I went to go buy one. I spilled ketchup on my new Hollister shorts though. :( Afterwards we went to Friendly's and Alex paid for everyone including me. He's so nice. Then after that we went to go walk around and went into SEARS. I almost fell asleep on their plushy mattress'. I could have laid there forever. Me and Nancy hid from Alex. It was pretty funny. Then Alex's dad came, and my dad called saying he was outside. We convinced Alex to go on the Merry-Go-ROund once though. So much fun. The guy thought we were crazy. haha I love Merry-Go-Rounds so much. They make my life.
Later I came home and found out I was grounded off my computer because my stepmom is such a bitch, and always has to have her way. Now my camera's been taken away from me, and I have no way of getting my pictures. Whatever.
Sunday Kellianne came over. It was alot of fun except I felt really tired. I made her amazing brownies, but they kept breaking apart when I tried to take them out of the pan. I probably cut them to early. They were still good though so oh well. We watched ANGEL for a little bit, then went to Connie's for ice cream. We both got chocolate milkshakes. They were really good. On the way there, two guys driving by in cars shouted out at us. Then after two cars drove straight in the middle of the two lanes. That was pretty funny too. After Connie's we walked to the playground. Another pair of guys shouted out at us there too, something about Jesus and the light?? lol Kellianne's swing was so loud. haha Then we tried to climb the monkeybars, they started BENDING as I was crawling across. I was like omfg. haha I'm so obese. lmao Then we went back and watched FRIENDS because its the funniest show ever, then the episode in ANgel where Gun speaks gangsta. You cater to the demon man, the dead man, but WHAT ABOUT THE BLACK MAN!! I'm so gangsta. haha
Today I'm staying inside. I'm starting to feel nauseous, and I don't know if that's good or bad. I guess I'll find out sooner or later. Whatever. I'm in the mood for ceasar salads though really really bad. Finally a healthy addiction. lol
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