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got a new journal, comment if you want to be added.
<333
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[25 Apr 2004|03:14am] |
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ahhhh!!! I can't get this stupid lyric out of my head.....
"I swear to fuckin god dude you fuckin rock"
"Please, won't you please let me suck your cock"
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[24 Apr 2004|02:04am] |
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I finally did it! I got my tattoo. It hurt so bad in some places. I squeezed my friend Chris's hands so bad that they were blue. LOL. =D
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[19 Apr 2004|06:28am] |
Answer these in a comment and then post the questions in *your* journal.
1. How old are you?
2. Who do you live with?
3. What do you do for a living? (If you're a student what do you study?)
4. Are you single?
5. Do you like the boys or like the girls or maybe both?
6. What would you prefer - a good book, or a good movie?
7. What was your least favourite subject in school?
8. Do you remember what your first ever best friends name was?
9. First kiss?
10. What one thing at the moment would make your life a whole lot easier?
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[19 Apr 2004|04:07am] |
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weeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!! I am so damn bored.....real update coming soon.
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[13 Apr 2004|02:17am] |
I think the gay pimp is so fucking funny, but he has an annoying voice.
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[12 Apr 2004|04:38pm] |
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Tony from Mest
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[11 Apr 2004|08:30pm] |
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"I know your out there,
I can feel you now,
I know that your afraid,
your afriad of us,
your afraid of change."
-Neo from the Matrix
wow, what a quote. I guess everyone is afriad of alittle change. Hell, I know I am. I am in a comfort zone I don't want to leave. =[
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[11 Apr 2004|08:08pm] |
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Amber started something and I like it mucha!! You started a trend mai dear. *kisses*
FERGIE from Black Eyed Peas
Her voice makes me want to pre-cum.!
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[11 Apr 2004|05:04am] |
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*yawn* I guess today was a good day. I woke up around noon, which to me was amazing cause usually I sleep ALL DAY. After I woke up I talked on the puter for awhile. I was going to go to a house party, but plans kinda got twisted so I just hung out with Jimmy. He picked me up and we hung out at his house. We really didn't hang out, he slept. It was cute to watch mai best friend sleep. I missed him. <333 Even thru all of this shit, we are still friends, not too close now but in time it will be we are attached at the hip. He is the white cracka lacka. I finally came home around midnight or so. I ate Jack in the Crack, and omgz?!?21 was that so damn good. I then talked to mai friend Brandon about his prom and it seems that mai friend Melanie is mad at me for it....kinda a long story.
I used to live in California. When I did mai best friends were Talia and Melanie. Well acouple years after I moved I met Melanie's boyfriend named Brandon, who to moved to Vegas to get out of that shitty town. So like a week later I added him to mai MSN list, and we talked a few times and what not. Well the other day I saw this name on mai list and I didn't know who it was (mind, it had been almost 2 years since I talked to Brandon), so I asked who it was. And then I remembered, so we got to talking and he told me about how he is girlfriend was to proud to have him pay for her stuff for prom so she didn't want to go. So I told him I would go with him. So we made it a date.
Oh well, she can be mad. We are just friends. *yawn* I should be sleeping, but I can't sleep. I hate being an insomaic. Well I took pictures, look as you may.
[/..jasmine lynn]
oh! I also talked to mai buttercup in Texas like woah! He is such a sweetie pie! Only 2 more months till I go see him. What fun that will be. <333
( The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love, and be loved in return.Collapse )
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[09 Apr 2004|02:05am] |
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hello?? is anyone alive out there?? *taps on microphone*
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[08 Apr 2004|05:11am] |
Frankee - FU Right Back
Oh oh
Oooh
No no no
(You know there is two sides to every story)
See I don't know why you cryin' like a bitch
Talkin' shit like a snitch
Why you write a song 'bout me
If you really didn't care
You wouldn't wanna share
Tellin' everybody just how you feel
Fuck what I did was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents, I threw all that shit out
Fuck all the cryin' you didn't mean jack
Well guess what yo, fuck you right back
Fuck what I did was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents, I threw all that shit out
Fuck all the cryin' you didn't mean jack
Well guess what yo, fuck you right back
You thought you could really make me moan
I had better sex all alone (ha ha ha ha)
I had to do your friend
Now you want me to come back
You must be smokin' crack
Im goin' else where and thats a fact
Fuck all those nights I moaned real loud
Fuck it, I faked it, aren't you proud
Fuck all those nights you thought you broke my back
Well guess what yo, your sex was wack
Fuck all those nights I moaned real loud
Fuck it, I faked it, aren't you proud
Fuck all those nights you thought you broke my back
Well guess what yo, your sex was wack
Whoa whoa
Uh uh yea
Whoa whoa
Uh uh yea
Whoa whoa
Uh uh yea
Whoa whoa
Uh uh yea
You questioned did I care
Maybe I would howl if you wanna come to me
Now it's over
But I do admit i'm glad I didn't catch your crabs
I can't swear bad cause I got to go
Fuck what I did was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents, I threw all that shit out
Fuck all the cryin' you didn't mean jack
Well guess what yo, fuck you right back.
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[06 Apr 2004|12:41am] |
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ahhhhh, just got off the phone with drunkard. Why does he have to have so many questions that I can't really explain the answers to. Sometimes I don't know the reasons for some of mai doings. He really makes mai brain hurt. *hold head* ahhhhhhhh....damn you. -shakes fists-
/...jasmin*e lynn
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[05 Apr 2004|11:49pm] |
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Today was a pretty upbeat day I suppose. I talked to mai baby all morning which was fuckin' terrific! [blush] I took a nap around 8:30 or so, finally woke up at 1:30 and was off to mai ortho. Blah, I hate going there because they tighten mai braces and then I can't eat real food for like 2 days. -hmph- RETARDED! I got to drive today which was really nice. I am starting to like driving "satan's" vechile. I then came home and talked to mai baby. Then we got off and took naps. I finally woke up about 2 hours ago and I don't know where mai baby is. ::rawr:: Oh well he will call soon enough. I work the rest of the week, I don't want to. Does anyone want to go in for me? ::bats eyelashes::
[/..jasmine lynn]
Jasmine + Jonathan 2/22/04
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[05 Apr 2004|02:58am] |
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Blah, i look at mai journal everyday and wonder why I don't post in it as much, maybe because people don't even read it so why do I bother or maybe because I don't want to bitch about mai problems.
Lately for me everything has been shitty. I have dropped out of school for the year just because I wasn't recieving credit and also I hated the atmosphere. I am dreading the fact of having to go back in August. Also I am bummed about the fact that my mother has disowned me completely. She hasn't said a word to me in 2 whole months, and I live with her. She acts like I don't exist and it hurts. All I have done the last 2 months is work. I work because I don't have to think about all the problems going on right now.
I come home and cry to myself about stupid little shit. Like the reason I didn't save mai virginity is because the first guy that I actually thought loved me I gave it to. And well I thought he loved me because I didn't know what love was at the time because I never have gotten it at home. Ever since mai parents got divorce everything has been shit. Mom got a gambling problem and neglects her kids. It's retarded. I guess that's why I am so fucked up in the head and don't even realize what I do to do other people. I mean I just want love and affection. I want someone to care for me. Another thing is also I have to bum rides from people to get to and from work. It's retarded, seriously there are some nights I am stranded and I feel so helpless. I just want to go into a corner and disappear. I have been pretty independt since I was 12. I mean I even took care of mai brother for 2 years like he was mai own damn child. I guess everything is starting to catch up with me and I am struggling. Seriously there is never any food in mai house, I go to bed starving and wake up starving. I mean I would walk down the street to get food, but sometimes I am just too tired to get it. If I am not on mai computer I sleep because there is really nothing else to do. I mean like today I sleep from 7 AM till 12 (midnight). It's pretty lame. I guess I am going to go now because I am babbling on about all mai shitty problems.
[/..jasmine lynn]
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ANGELO!!!! Happy Birthday Mai Dirty Cock Sucking Re-producing Mexican! I Love You Bunches, you were a big part of mai life, and I hope you will still stay there. Hope your birthday is the best. *mwah*
[/..Jasmine Lynn]
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[02 Apr 2004|02:53am] |
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Linkin Park - Easier to Run
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Then face all this pain here all alone
Something has been taken
from deep inside of me
A secret I’ve kept locked away
No one could never see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could
Stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could
Stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Then face all this pain here all alone
Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never be a past
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could
Stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame into the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave
Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don’t feel misplaced
It’s so much simpler than change
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Then face all this pain here all alone
It's easier to run
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made
It's easier to go
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could
Stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame
To the grave
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