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[12 Sep 2016|07:47pm] |
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Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming.
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| Free bird |
[13 May 2016|02:23am] |
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You were the albatross around my neck.
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| Complicated |
[10 May 2016|12:56am] |
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I think I really like you.
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[26 Apr 2016|12:53pm] |
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You live in my nightmares. Just get out of my head already. You have no power over me.
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[23 Apr 2016|02:44am] |
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I feel alone.
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[31 Mar 2016|10:58pm] |
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I stopped writing because I don't need to anymore. You're gone. You tortured my soul. ✌🏻️
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[24 Mar 2016|01:31am] |
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Do you like me or not?
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[17 Mar 2016|12:12am] |
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You were with me when I got my first tattoo. Will I always remember that it was you who was with me..will I be able to tell my grandkids your name? Will I remember you thirty years from now? I don't know. But for now you're always at the forefront of my mind. I can see you on the deck covered in stain with that quizzical look on your face. I can see you sitting silently on the steps in the pool. Dripping in water and pensive. I can see you laying in bed talking on your laptop to one of your many girlfriends. I can see you on the cot rubbing what you called dreads into your hair. I see your old shirt on my floor. Your old hat under the bed. You surround me. You suffocate me. I breath you in every morning and exhale you at night. You're trapped in my head. Will I remember you in thirty years?
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[13 Mar 2016|07:07pm] |
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Everything is different. I want to feel and don't want to feel all at the same time. Stop telling me lies. It hurts my head.
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[12 Mar 2016|07:05pm] |
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I'm tired. Tired of waking up. Tired of moving. Why couldn't I be a rock? No thoughts at all. Just silently watching until the end of time when I'm nothing more than a grain of sand. Worn down over time. No thoughts. Just being. I shouldn't of done that..
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[12 Mar 2016|02:41pm] |
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What's worse then crying drunk on a date is finding out why you were crying. #hotmess
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[02 Mar 2016|01:14am] |
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She won't let me....wannabe...dammit...juicy...I speak in riddles. I speak in song. No ones listening no ones hearing. It's all just nonsense...knocking around in my head. 😑
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[25 Feb 2016|03:07am] |
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Where are you? You left me. I shout into the darkness hoping to hear something other then the echo of my own voice. The lose is so real. It hurts. I reach for you and feel nothing. I talk to you and it's just in my head. I've been arguing with myself. I'm blind. I'm lost. I'm scared. Come back soon. Hear my crys for help. I need you. I can't breath without you. I'm being crushed by the weight of the world and I need your help. Save me?
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[21 Feb 2016|10:23pm] |
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It was February 4th 2016. 945.
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[20 Feb 2016|06:28am] |
Sometimes All the time I hate myself.
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[21 Dec 2015|09:57pm] |
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It's only one day. Two would be alarming. But it's just one. Plus or minus four. I'm still good. Still time.
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[13 Dec 2015|06:47pm] |
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I still write. I'd think I'd go crazy if I didn't. The thoughts like unevenly stacked books. Teetering and tottering on the edge of crashing down. These thoughts invade my headspace. Taking up room until I write them out. It's these thoughts. They have me trapped in my head. Hm...
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| You were just a phase.. |
[12 Dec 2015|03:51pm] |
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That I'm glad I grew out of. My only consolation is that it didn't last forever.
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