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[Jun. 14th, 2005|05:08 pm]
krista CrisaHOE
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| | i got sould but im not a soldier.... som song by the killers | ] | well i thought i should drop in and say hello to my live journal.. its been quite a long time.. i have changed a lot.. well school is out im a junior now. yay! lol umm ive had my ups and my downs.. like lets see.. me and brandon broke up but were still "together" and he got caught being sunk out at my house but his aunt and uncle didnt know he was with me ne ways hes grounded all summer has to go to a christian school and get a job.. lets see this is the second guy that ive been with that this has happend too lol.. ne ways i hung out with jonathon the other day.. made out.. felt nothing.. i dunno what my problem is.. maybe its just cus i have kept from him whats realy going on with me.. like how i spent an intire weekend with mike lehman..and how i was pregnant and im having another miscarriage as we speak.. how lovely.. or how i was all over kor trese or chris lam or kevin or brandon or dalas or mike...or john even.. god damn i have become a slut well its not like i did stuff with all of thoes gys they are just ones that i have flirted with.. sum i did things with.. mike was the best out of all of them tho.. lol but. hah.i forgot i havent even told him that im not preggers ne more.. o well he can find me and ill tell him later.. not my damn prblm that he wont talk..
and another thing. i dont care if the guy is a player and ill let them have there fun but i just dont like it when they do it infront of me lol im just saying this to say it..
ne ways me and sam are fighting bout becky... i told her that she ruined beckys life and that she should just leave everyone a lone and how she ruined my relationship with her and liz and how i just want her to go away and blah blha lbha
oo sarah warrington is like my new buddy lol i love that girl shes great her me and jess mght all be goin down to NC for 2 weeks it will be fucking awsome lol ne ways...
hmm what else
brandon still loves me..but he said its too complicated to continue cus we would never see eachother again.. i told him that was bullshit..but w.e..
im newly obsessed with the used the killers hot hot heat and some other bands..
o i love pretty rickys grind with me.. lol mike sang that too me lloll
i stole my car resently with steph..it was fun lol
im depressed right now cus noone is out lol everyone is gone for this week so far lol
i miss all of my real friends....
i cant help that my roller coaster is now going down fast
let me show you my brighter shade of black and render you speechlss when you cant look back the same way again.. for this is the time when you say good bye to what once was and say hello to the end of the old and the end of the new and the start of something that was destiny in the making.. this is the life i choose to take and you will except it even if it was a mistake because no matter how much you try you can never forsake the ones you love
because in the end... it turns out you were right
<@krista
brandon, johnathon, i love you both
mike..lol youmake me laugh i love you
ben ure too fnny i cant wait to hang out.. love yahs
john ur such a dork lol i cant beleive you and jessy did that on gio's couch love you hunny
richard.. SPAZ is all i have to say love yah
gio dont really know you but you seem cool lol lovee yahs
audriana.. ur ma girl lol wit da guitar hahah love you hunny
ashley lol you just too cute lol love yah girl
SARAAAAAAHHHH LOVE YOUU TOO DEATTHH BBBBBBEESSTTTT BUDDDDIIEESS FFFORR FUCKING EVER LOL GOOODD DAMN LOL YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS BULL SHIT HAHAH
stephies lol you are teh freaking greatest lol best weekend fo show hahaha vroooo vroommmmm hahah omg that was just too much fun haha this weekend i swear hahahahahhhahhaha ..
jessica as always your my fave .. girl we are like blood ur my best friend throught and through .. remmber 80 yr old ladies with canes goin move your ass bitch thats mine lol love you
becky i cant live with out you either your my girl too you were with me when my life was a mess and i thank you soo much for it i dont know what i would to if you werent by my side..and when you and jason get married i better be a bridesmaid damn it!!
kelly your the best too you and becky and everyone else are like my closest friends i dont really know what i wwould do with out you girls.. you keep me happy in the worst times llol.. dont forget your a cupcake lol
rucki your always going to be my bestfriend lol your the only one who can make me laugh for hours and hours at a time lol i think we have wasted a freakin month of our lives just laughing hahaha thats rank hahahaha thank you for always making me smile..
heres to all of my friends if i didnt mention you .. its not cus i forgot its just cus you all deserve to be aknowledged together cus there are soo many of you lol
you all make me whole and for that i am thankful with out any of you i dont know what i would do and for that i owe you my life my world my everything.. you guys are my everything and i love you with all of my heart.. you love me even when i do the dumbest things and you tell me if im ruining my life and boy do you let me have it lol you keep me strait and true to myself and your just the best things that have ever happend to me.. and i love you all so much... thank you for always being there for me... lie i said i dont know where i would be with out you.. you guys are my fucking world lol.. I LOVE YOU ALLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well i think im gonna go back to my myspace lol... thats mah new thing lol ne ways laters
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