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[Aug. 1st, 2004|01:10 pm]
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well, its been ages since i've wrote anything in my livejournal, mostly because its summer and i have better things to do with my time then sit in front of a computer. i went to warped tour, saw NOFX and ANTIFLAG, as well as pulley and bad religon. it was fucken awesome. the played murder the government, and antiflag played captain anarchy. after that i went to the vancouver folk fest and slept out on the beach. it was a really happy environment. last week i went up to the sunshine coast with my friend crystal to visit her mom, its so beautiful there.kinda boring. but i'd rather be there then here.
( these are some random pictures,a hash kangaroo that i made up in the sunshine coast.and the other i took while smoking out of the glass pipe that i bought at the folk fest.its a trippy little thing.Collapse ) |
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[Jul. 4th, 2004|07:52 pm]
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summer is in full swing.hot days.sitting around.stoned.today crystal and i hot-knifed then went for a quick dip in julie's pool. the other night i went to see michael moore's new film, farenheit 911.it was very excellent, but horribly saddening.there was lots of war footage, with crying kids who have had their limbs torn off, human bodies burning in the open streets that have beeen set a blaze by militias or the u.s army. poor soldiers who are pissed off because they realize they are fighting a pointless war.
peace.love.empathy. |
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[Jun. 15th, 2004|05:41 pm]
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event. event. right. well school will be over after tomorrow. good times.crystal and i plan on getting drunk to celebrate. my insticnts to write have been dullened for some reason. i feel like drawing most of the time.
the one thing that i fear about summer, is that i will lose touch with julie. and dear god, i really don't want to lose that girl, cuz i love her so much and i have had some of the funnest times in my life with her. right now if it weren't for the morning class we have together, i would barely ever see her.i do make efforts to call her every once in awhile, but she's usually busy.enough of this shit though.
i am a happy person, for the most part. lately though shit isn't bad but it ain't exactly good either. not in obvious ways, but many little things kind rot away at me, and i may not even realize how it affects me at the time, but every once in awhile, one of these little things will set me off, and i just get angry and burst into tears, and it sucks.usuallu i smoke a joint or something to myself though and it really calms me down and i feel better.
enough for now. |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2004|05:49 pm]
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i've realized once you see the truth and you see something for what it is, bullshit, you start seeing that you don't have to follow it, and i have begun to question so much more. in school now i realize, they make us fill in all these sheets, questionnares,useless worksheets, so much useless shit, i could pass everything perfectly without it.i don't understand why i should have to follow what they say if i don't see a point in doing it.only one more week, till summer holidays i gotta make it.theres so much useless, i don't know how to refer to it any other way then, time wasters , so many little things that rip you off that everyone does just because they were to unaware to question, and ask what the hells the point?it always just more useless tools to bring out insecurities, make you realize that "your missing something in your life".its all fucking bullshit. life shouldn't be that complicated and it isn't unless you make it that way.if people were decent to each other, and realized that yeah we all have differences, but you don't have to kill someone over it, we could all just live on this earth if we had respect for everything around us,and didn't compete, and bring around corruption and greed. if there was no money; trading shit is effective enough for me.ok i've lost interest in this rant now.
sorry to anyone who bothered. |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2004|05:29 pm]
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its been awhile, oh yeah. i went up north to fort st. john with my friend crystal, we visited her old life. its very isolated but the people are very wonderful.got some excellent honey oil, one day, i did this one bottle toke and i couldn't breathe for awhile, got me fucked.2 people puked from it.
poco has been same old same old since we got back.hang around fort basterd and get stoned or go to vancouver to get stoned. the basterds, (formerly known as coco, owen and jesse) have yet another grand scheme for us to try and pull off. they want us to travel around canada together and meet cool random people, and stay in ontario for a bit then once we've got as many people as we want we will all go to england and start our own commune. grow our own food and pot and live simply outside of corrupt society. those kids have wonderful dreams, and they do believe really strongly in anarchy and freedom, which is excellent, but they talk so big somedays, its sad that it doesn't ever seem to happen for them.
oh yeah and i did a half cap of E, which is something that i never expected to do, because in my city, everybody already went through the E phase and i was smart enough to avoid it. i didn't do E and i didn't smoke ciggerettes that was the basis of my will power.if i could stay away from all the bullshit that comes along with those 2 things then i had the will power for basically anything. i only did half a cap on saturday, blue bull, it didn't make me very uppity or energetic at all.i think there was quite a bit of heroin in it; it was a very mellow kind of, sink into serenity, lie on a couch and listen to music and appreciate it kind of day.i did feel happy mind you.it was a good time, just coco,owen crystal and i, we even climbed on a neighbors roof to smoke a joint it was nice, then the rain came and went. |
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[May. 10th, 2004|05:04 pm]
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iraq's treatment and opinions of women are disgusting;but these beliefs exist on every corner of this globe. - prostitution, pedofiles,discrimination, degradation, young girls growing up to think that without the acceptance of a man they will never succeed. i'm not saying life is worse for a woman in north america or europe, because i know it is an easy life compared to what some are put through. they openly tell women their place in life is , in our society they are still trying to put us in our place,but it is a more hidden message. |
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[May. 9th, 2004|03:40 pm]
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i smoked ALOT of oil this weekend.i think it broke my lungs.my head is unclear. |
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[May. 4th, 2004|09:03 pm]
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so my friend crystal had unprotected sex yesterday and today she was freakin out and i had to go to the pharmacy and health clinic with her looking for condems and morning after pills.she explained to me that she made sure he didn't cum inside and all that and he kept his promise, and still she is very paranoid.it failed, we didn't have money for morning after pills.after school we got stoned and she wanted to go to the women's center, and we got half way there when my mind just flipped out on me because i realized that i was in a teen movie. and i wanted no part in it, so i ''calmly'' explained to her that i couldn't go with her because my brain just didn't want to deal with that shit.we headed to my house to munch out, she decided that she would take some of her old birth control pills from a year ago.personally i don't even get the feeling that she is pregnent or going to become pregnant anytime soon. but god, does this have to happen to everyone?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ANEURYSM |
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[May. 2nd, 2004|05:30 pm]
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hello hello. money has come money has gone.mind has flown away to a deprived place.
yesterday we saw a few cool bands play, we were searching for mushrooms and walked way up to northside to see a guy named chad, and sat there for hours on end waiting...but the shrooms never came, instead we got an ounce of bud for $50. but i am so tired, i don't even want to get stoned anymore.
i had to go with sid and crystal. and it pisses me off becuase every few street blocks they stop to make out. and i don't want to stand there and watch them make out so i have to walk on ahead alone. loneliness donesn't bother me that much, its a condition that i am afraid will stay with me forever, so i'm getting myself used to it now. but fuck, goddamn kids, get a room, go in a bush, save it for some other time.
i give up now.
boo war. |
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