Thursday, August 7th, 2003
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1:39 am - Why me, all I want is...
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LOVE, RESPECT, CARING
What have I done in my lifetime to deserve so much pain?
Everything I have, I have earned myself.
I worked my ass off to get ahead in this world.
I made it with out the support of my family and friends.
When do I get to win?? Will I ever?
Or will I continue to get the shit end and just add the number of stitches to the last pain.
current mood: weak
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Wednesday, July 23rd, 2003
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7:22 pm
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1:31 am
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Tuesday, July 22nd, 2003
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4:36 pm
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Surprise!
I am back; I have been away for a while.
I have now moved into my own place, reason why I did not have a computer.
Had a huge fall out with my roommate.
In one week I had a new job and a new place to live. GO ME!
I will update more later.
I am beat. A nice bath with wine and candles shall work ;) Anyone want to join?
current mood:  stressed
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Friday, June 13th, 2003
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8:26 pm
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WOW what a long week. I have not even had the time to update. I am glad it is over. I will be in NY this coming week. This week didnt work out. Tonight I am heading to the bar with some girl friends.
To a certain someone
BTW she said yes.
current mood:  anxious
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Sunday, June 8th, 2003
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11:28 pm
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11:26 pm
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I spent today working.
I am so drained.
Looks like I will be in NYC on Wednesday until Friday. I may stay through the weekend and enjoy myself. I have not decided.
I hope everyone had a great weekend.
Bath with candles and wine and then bed…
current mood:  tired
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Saturday, June 7th, 2003
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11:47 am
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Had a great time last night with Jackson.
Looks as if I will be in the New York area a lot this month and next.
Need to get moving.
People to see.
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Thursday, June 5th, 2003
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7:23 pm
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Awesome work!! I even got up on stage and did it with the instructor. LOL It was a blast. Now, shower then food. :)
~~~EDIT: I went and did aerobics today, the instructor wanted me to come on the stage with her and help instruct for fun. :) lol
current mood:  crazy
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Wednesday, June 4th, 2003
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9:43 pm
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Great workout today!!! :) Off to call my brother and mom to offer a soultion.
current mood:  busy
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1:20 pm
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Anyone want to chat?
329985660 # ICQ
shylilkitten99 AOL
leeshylilkitten YAHOO
current mood: silly
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11:40 am
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Last night equaled NO sleep for me.
I got a phone call last night from my mother telling me that my 17 year old brother Nick smashed head on into a tree and was intoxicated. He is ok, thankfully!! He was less then a minute away from my mother’s house, though he was going to friends. Now my mother is called from the lady who now has my brother car in her front yard. My mom goes down there and on the way calls my father who live less then 5 minutes away to come to the scene. My mom begins fighting with my father because he says he cannot come because he as well intoxicated. My mother is furious and doesn’t know what to do. The lady that owns the tree said she would not call the police unless my mother wanted to. My mother made the hardest decision, she told the lady to go ahead and call. My bother is outraged and carries on. After the police hand cuff him and take him away my mother waits for the truck to be taken away. She goes home and gets my sister out of bed and calls me and tells us what happen. I told my mother she made the right decision. Kids will not learn until its A) to late or B) if they are scared shitless. This morning my mother is going to pick my brother up from jail. Now the question is whats next. My parents have been divorced for 7 years. My bother went with my dad and my sister went with my mom. I went to college so never really experienced the ‘drama’. My mom doesn’t know what to do, my father is a drunk asshole who only cares about him and his gf. And my mom bends over backwards for us.
Does any one know of any solutions or how to deal with my brother?
current mood: distressed
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Tuesday, June 3rd, 2003
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11:23 am
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So very tired this morning. Court is this morning so that means, no work for me yay!! :) Off to get me some coffee!!
current mood: sleepy
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2:24 am
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Brand new, was looking for a place to write down my days events and to analyze my thoughts..
current mood:  amused
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horny
awake