does my voice, not have wings?

this is funny. everyone is complaining about the question. ok, it makes perfect sense to me, it's when you get the feeling you have worn the same jacket everyday over all your clothes, because of the weather. it seems like everyone knows you by your jacket by the end of winte. it feels better to wear your warmest clothes and mix tshirts and such together so it doesnt feel like you are always wearing a winter jacket. i have very few clothes to choose from in my opinion, so i end up wearing a lot of long sleeve clothes under my shirts or over, basically creating different outfits using what i have. but of course there is always a different way to answer this question, there are tons of different reasons to replace an old jacket and that is a way to stay fashionable by replacing your old jacket picking a new style and keeping up with what you think is fashionable.
even though everyone as a different style you still have your own fashion sense.

the thing i love most about where i live is my friends. life wouldn't be much without them.

i dont really take depression meds.

so i got off work the other day, and headed over to joshs.
we kinda just hung out and played some games, til i was like let's fucking do something
because it was early and i had to work early the next day. (in ten minutes)
i wanted to go get some cigarettes, but that was hardly anything to do i didn't want to just
go buy cigarettes.. and smoke'm. so we found like two beers, and i drank some vodka.. which has
to be the most awful liquor known to me.
i got drunk easier than i ever have before, we barely drank anything.
we talked jeremy into smoking with us and buying some beer, so we got him and smoked a blunt on the way to the arab drive thru, which we got a case of corona no id.
so corona+lime of course, or where have you been? and we finished smoking a blunt in the parking lot but then went over to cubs to get limes, just limes.
as we're walking out i put a cigarette in my mouth because i think im cool when im drunk, and of course this cracky walks upto me like, i know you gotta a cigarette man, im like yup i got a cigarette for you, hes like man i need two, im like i got two brah.
and as im standing outside lighting my cigarette, cracky starts talking to me bout gettin some beer and haning out with his girlfriend. im like man i just bought 12 beers, underage no id hes like aw man let me get a beer, im like go walk up to that red saab and ask for one. but josh started pulling out to come pick me up. still standing their trying to light a cigarette with matches 3 down, no light.
josh pulls up and i get in, and cracky comes up to the car and starts talkin to us, and im like that dudes nuts just drive off.
apparently he was drooling, i didnt notice.

i never like to share these sort of things because i care about what everyone thinks.

the day i start taking depression meds again

click this link the more hits the bigger the army. lammee.

i worked from 11-6 today, and from 11-3:30 everything was going great, but both of my co-workers left, and from 3:30 to 5:30 i was running the place all by myself, it was so stressful. i fucked up so much stuff, it was the biggest load of crap ever. making me work all alone on my 5th day of work.

i got home in time for our counter-strike scrimmage, we tied our first game and won our second game WOOT! first win. thats what happens when josh and i get to team-up. we fucking pwned.

im also kind of sick, just a little cold.. but it sucks.

i work 11-3 tomorrow. my boss still treats me like shit.

i work at the new subway in wal-mart.

whoever has tried to soundboard prank me a few days ago, and ip-relayed me today needs to stop, you pissed off my mom and its only funny once.

seems everyone is bumming lately. maybe reading this will make yous guys feel a little better.

That’s life, that’s what people say.
You’re riding’ high in april,
Shot down in may.
But I know I’m gonna change that tune,
When I’m back on top in june.

That’s life, funny as it seems.
Some people get their kicks,
Steppin’ on dreams;
But I don’t let it get me down,
’cause this ol’ word keeps getting around.

I’ve been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate,
A poet, a pawn and a king.
I’ve been up and down and over and out
And I know one thing:
Each time I find myself flat on my face,
I pick myself up and get back in the race.

That’s life, I can’t deny it,
I thought of quitting,
But my heart just won’t buy it.
If I didn’t think it was worth a try,
I’d roll myself up in a big ball and die
-frank sinatra

                                            
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oh god, damn. uh, i play video games all day.