All week I've been looking forward to going to the Italian Fest today with Andy for brother sister bonding time. And finally when we got there, it was closed. So we wen't back to Vickis and chilled out there for alittle and Josh picked us up and we went back to his house and chilled and played San Andreas for alittle and watched Andy shave his chest and then we watched Old School and then Andy guaging his ears, well Josh did it to a 9/16th its huge. Vickis guaging hers bigger so one of these days we're going back to Josh's and i'm guaging mine to Vickis old ones.  So yeah Andy was crying because he had to bring his guage up 3 more sizes and it hurt like a bitch. I felt so bad for him.  Poor brother =[ So yeah at 9:40ish my mom and dad picked us up and we dropped vicki off.. and then came home and ate baked ziti =]

fcats tomorrow im fuckin pissed its gona suck so bad
4 hours of siitng in a room doing nothing but taking a test
its gona be fuckin gay

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rahhh... I came home early today.

Vicki slept over sunday-monday and monday everyone wanted me to goto the beach but... I didn't want to go. So instead I wen't to the mall and got new shirts and sutff. School yesterday was normal, it wasn't a bad day but it wasn't good either. I finally fell asleep in 2nd period and slept all period and woke up to shaun throwing paper balls at me. I wont up with the stiffest neck ever. I wish I had a pillow. Last night I got into a fight with Julie and this time she actually cryed. So this morning we didn't talk and we came to school and it had to be the worst hair day ever. And I forgot my belt so that sucked so I borrowed Vicki's for first period and 1st period sucked holy fuck. 2nd period sucked too. So I came home. I have a hair appointment at 4. Im excited =]. I have to go my mom's bitching.

<3

Oh man, yesterday was amazing.
He asked me to prom. prom. PROM.
But I'll get to that.

Well I woke up and had a horrible hair day I started crying because I was like oh great another fucking shit day. So I did my hair all over again and it was good so I went into at 8:15 and on my way there I got a cup of coffee, holy fuck,  it had to be the best cup of coffee i've ever had in my life. Mobile on the run, french roast with cinnamon hazelnut cream ooooooh myyyyy god. Anways 1st period was queer, what else is new. 2nd period was also queer because I didn't understand my math crap and the teacher wouldn't help me and he wouldn't let Kim help me or anything so the whole time I just chilled. Lunch I tryed to have Vicki teach me math but dude it's so hard. Anyways, after alittle wen't to 3th and Alanzo was here!! So I talked to him most the time.. Then me and him walked to class together, then I brought up how I was on a diet and he was like you aint fat! stay the way you are I don't want you to change you perfect the way you is. And i was like how would I change and hes like you might act differant and I like who you are now anyways I like your body. Aww =]. Then in 4th period that dyke girl next to me was like "Do you want to know something" and I was like ok and she was like "I think you're so hot and I think you have the nicest body ever and did I mention you're hot?!" I was just like ok and shes like so what do you think and i'm like "i'm thinkin i'm pretty fuckin freaked out" and shes just like "ouch" ick. gross. SICK. Tabitha was like HOLY SHITTTT. Anyways came home and chilled for awhile and finally my rents wen't to tampa to go see my dads old friends Arthur and Elane and they went out for dinner and to a comic club/show thing, so they werent gonna be home till 2ish. So me and Julie had like 30 people over and Trey bought like a bunch of cases of beer, 3 bottles of Vodka, and wiskey, ew. And I asked them to get me a case of smirnoff so they did. I had to chip in 10 bucks tho >=[ And then people who came over brought weed and more beer and stuff. Quinn came in and he was stoned already and hes like yo look at all these baby bunnys so we so outside and theres like 4 little baby bunnys and its mom so we fed them carrots. Then we all just chilled and drank and I went outside where everyone was smokin god damnit there's ash all over my back table, I should go clean it up. But anyways it was awesome we played drinking games and stuff and I kept loosing, again, so I had to keep chuggin a whole beer/smirnoff. And I took like idk how many shots of Vodka omg I was hammerd dude. It was crazy, I had so much fun, everyone left at like 1ish and I guess people brought the beer and drinks with them + the empty beer bottles so my dad wouldn't find them and I was passed out on the couch and I think my rents came home drunk so they went right to bed and at 6 my dad comes and wakes me up and is like "go in your bed u need a good nights sleep" so i was like ok and went into my room and woke up at 11:30 and i puked and now i'm so hungry so im going to go make food.

I hope everyone had a damn good time at the taste of chaos The Starting Line are playing in ybor thursday, I dont know if i'm going though because it's so far =[ BUT THERES A CATCH 22 CONCERT APRIL 1ST AND IM GOING TO THAT ONE!!!!!! if Jon is.

and anyways, during school me and him were like leaning on eachother and he had his arm around me and then he was like "hey u wanna goto prom with me?" and i thought he was kidding so i was like laughing and i said fuck yes and then i found out he wasnt kidding. =] im not gona say who it was cuz i wanna keep all you little fuckers in suspense lmao my dad just walked in and im blasting music and singing along and i didnt see him and hes like YO LOWER IT! jesus christ!!! lmao

guys... today was horrible =[
I've never had such a horrible day like this where I just felt like this shitty. Like I just wanted to go to the beach and sit in the sand and sit. Just sit there. Because today just about sucked more cock than Jenna Jameson. And it goes alittle like this...

I got ready for school and I was really happy with how I looked today, my hair was near perfect and I liked what I was wearing, I thought my eyeliner was good and everything. So I got to school and wen't into the bathroom to check how I looked and Chloe comes in and asks me if i'm going to the taste of chaos concert with everyone, which im not, because I can't, because it's sold out and I didn't have a chance to get tickets in time. And it made me feel like shit because I really wanted to go. So I went to class. We had a sub... She was old. Andrew came into class and just pretended like I wasn't even there it was fucked up. All he said to me was "are you doing math homework" so it's like okay. One day you can be cool and talk to me alot and the next day just ignore me yeah thats really cool. So anyways at 8:10 we went to this acedemic fair thing... I hung out with people and then I saw kim and she called me over so I went to talk to her and then she had to go and I couldnt find anyone I was with after that, like everyone I was hanging out with went somewhere else and I didn't know where. So there I was, standing like a fucking loser alone. And I found lindsay and she walked inside with me and then I found Jackie and Vicki and I chilled with them the rest of the time. Then I went to class and I saw Cody so I talked to him for awhile and then wen't to math and I got alot of work done but then I got feeling all clostrophobic and Shaun started crap with me and was calling me shit and stuff so after awhile I got really mad so I called him a dirty spic. And he got mad at me and then I was like if you dont shut the fuck up im going to get up and beat the shit out of you so he said he'd stop if I stop so we did. Then I went to lunch and I was just in a horrible mood. Then I went to science and I finally fell asleep and Jon woke me up like wtf! =[ And then Allen started talking shit to me too?! So I just told him he was annoying and a loser. Alanzo hasn't been here in like along time and I miss him =[ he makes me so happy. And then in 4th period nobody was there, just that retarted girl whos 17 years old and still a freshman and she was talking to herself ALL period jesus wtf. I was going crazy can you picture that sitting next to a girl who has like convensations with herself? And you're just sitting there. Stairing. And shes just talking away. To herself. My god. But like a bunch of little things kept happening that just kept getting me more upset and more mad and I just really am stressed right now. ugh. I took the bus today and Its cool because since Jason lives right down the street from me we walk home together and we just talked about alot and that was good just being able to talk to someone like that and yea. Then I came home and idk dude I hope tomorrows not shitty... Its going to fucking suck because nobodys going to be home because they're all going to be at the Taste of Chaos... Ugh I wish it was monday already mondays gonna be cool.

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What would you rather do goto school at night or keep it the way it is? Like if school started at 5 and ended at like 10ish. I think that would be so awesome. We were talking about it at the basketball game and everyone said they'd like it better too. Gah.

First period was fun today, Andrew scooted his desk next to mine and we just talked and stuff and then we had to do this gay powerpoint thing. Second period I copied Vickis science notes the whole time, it took me wicked long! Goddamn. Lunch I ate pizza and Vicki hurt her foot in PE so I went with her to the clinic and on our way there, these 2 guys were walking behind us and they was like "daaaamn who are those girls! Fine hottties check out them bodddys!" wtf dude lmao. And they kept saying dumb shit so Vicki turns around and shes like SHUT THE FUCK UP. lmaoooo. And then they followed us into the clinic and when the lady asked them what they needed they were like oh we just wanted to say hey. They were following us, ew. 3rd period we had a faggit test it was so patheticly boring. Wheres Alanzo!!! 4th period is like just dumb who cares. I was gona stay after with Julie but i was like screw it so i took the bus.. alot of my friends ride it so its cool. dude my bus stop is at the enterance of my neighborhood and thats a mile and a half away from my house it took me fucking forever to walk home... wtf dude i'm not made to walk that much. So i got home and my dad was all drugged up cuz he got a root canal. He was "dizzy" dude we have so many drugs you can get fucked up off of in my house its kind of overwhelming. To bad I dont do pills or else i'd be all up in my medicine cabinet. Then me and my mom went out to get me a calculater i wanted a cool one so mines white and green its pimp. Then at 6 I went to the basketball game... The game where our school was playing was fun. Everyone was yelling at these lakewood ranch kids who were on our side and they were cheering for them so all of us were starting shit with them it was funny. Then Kevin got a VHS shirt and was waving it around and ran all around the basketball courts everyone was laughing at him it was mad funny n he got introuble wit the cops for doing it. Then after that game we stayed alil for the next game it was so boring omg i've never been so bored so we left and me & Vicki went to walmart and ate string cheese dude that shits good. and then i came home. and my dads being annoying so im going to go give him some pain killers so he will shut the fuck up

later.

Today was pretty good.
Turns out I didn't get the text messaging off my phone. =] Me and Andrew were talking all first period about stuff and I told him to text me to see if it still worked and it did!!! I was so happy. Also during 1st period Brandy ran out of class and puked all over the hallway. She was on drugs she took like 4 bi-polar pills and then like 2 other things. Dude as soon as I saw her I could tell she was so fucked up. And she drank too which made everything 5x's worse. Poor girl I felt so bad for her. Anyways, 2nd period I took my test and I got an 86% omg I'm soooo proud of myself. ON TO CHAPTER 2 BABY!!!! yesss... finally done with chapter 1! Lindsay got this hugeee bear from Nick. Nicks the cutest they're not even going out but there going to now because Lindsay likes him. It was so cute he got her like a chocolate rose and this huge heart full of chocolates. Aw, I was so happy for her. Lunch was cool. 3rd period was fun me and Jon were so hyper we were like just laughing at the dumbest stuff we were doing. And then we drew eachother pictures =] mines awsome it says "I [big heart] Jenny, Love Jon. and he wrote our names in SPERMS AND PENIS'S! Its so cool that I made it a page in my folder. And then I drew him a giant penis and wrote a bunch of crap in it, he kept it because it was so awesome. Then Brandy had to puke again so she stormed out and like 5 minutes later she wasnt back so I went outside to check on her and she was like sitting on the ground puking so I took her to go to the bathroom so she can puke and she did and then we went to get her water omg dude she was so fucked up dude... It was crazy... And then we went to class and we had to do projects and our teacher told us about chemistry and all the projects we do in that class and me and jon want to take it together so we can be lab buddy's. Alanzo wasn't freaking here today =[ So I walked with Vicki and Jackie. Then in class I did my work and then this girl that sits next to me. Shes 17 and in 9th grade and shes really weird and she has no friends or anything... Tabitha was yelling at her and she just got her books and left and on her way out she was like "im jsut going to kill myself" and she said it really quiet. Dude what if she kills herself. =[ Poor girl. She used to live on a farm.

And she had pigs...........
and ducks

ducks are disgusting
they sleep in there own crap
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I'm getting fucking text messaging taken off my phone. My dad's a fucking idiot.
Thank you.

Today was valentines day. O goody! All the emo queers kept fucking complaining I was just like wtf. Dude there so fucking queer they use today as an excuse to be emo... Idiots. I like valentines day, who doesn't like eating peoples chocolate, cuddling with peoples giant teddy bears, and smelling peoples flowers, and making people valentines. What losers, get a life emo kids. Or better yet go sit in a dark room and cut yo' wrists. 1st period was queer. Me and Shaun worked together on this thing and then we had to join up with Lisa and Tiffany. Its so fucking annoying how people lie about doing drugs or drinking and it's funny because I can tell when they are because I know how you fucking act when you're fucked up and its deffinitly not like these kids act. Like this morning this chick was like i took 8 pills of ADD medicine this morning and she pretended to be fucked up and 20 minutes later she was jumping on kids backs and like being crazy and when you do ADD pills you're calm. Not fucking hyper. What idiots. And then another kid in my last period was telling me she drank this morning and she was acting like she was fucked up but dude. If you drank this morning (before school) how could you still be fucked up by last period. Make some sense here kids. I hate uneducated losers. If you're going to lie about something seriously know what you're talking about. It's getting pathetic. Anyways I passed my math quiz with a 90% oh yeah! Lunch was queer I forgot to grab some money before I left home so I didn't eat. 3rd period was so queer it was pathetic =[ then me and alanzo walked to class and then in 4th period dex came crutching in cuz he broke his foot friday at the game I felt so bad for him he said the only time he cryed was when he found out he couldnt play anymore =[ poor dex.

im so hungry

my mom and dad keep fucking complaining so whenever they start talking to me I turn on underoath really load so I can't hear them. It works.

this weekend sucks almost as much as last weekend =[
im still really sick i think i have food poisoning or something...
i really wan't to go out.......
i guess i'll write in here later or something.... because i'm so damn bored! and all i've been doing lately is watching tv and puking..... >=[
but i think i'm starting to get better... maybe i'll be able to go out tonight who knows.

gag and destroy me bay-bee

I'm sick as fuck. Like seriously, I've never felt this sick before. I can't stop puking... =[ I think I ate something really bad from wendys.
I really wan't to talk to Jamie, God knows when the last time I talked to her was. We see eachother alot in the hallways but we just smile and keep walking. Me and her used to be best friends... Then Andrew met her, and now me and her never talk anymore. Just because, she wen't out with him when I still had feelings for him. And she knows that was wrong of her.

I just poked myself in the eye really hard... It stung bad. Oh goody, I feel like i'm going to puke AND i can't open my left eye =D

Today was so awesome, my mom drove me to school because my sister didn't have to goto first. So I got there really late because we didn't leave home untill 7:30. She didn't even notice I was late. Me and Andrew are becoming really good friends again. Like we talk like we used to and if he has a problem he tells me about it and basically we're telling eachother alot more than we normally do and its actually kinda cool. 2nd period I used these kids headphones and they were so good, like i could hide them under my hair and you couldnt even tell they were there. Which is good becaue if Mr. Haines catches you listening to music he gives you detention for like a week straight!  So I got to listen to TSL all class and it made me concentrate so well, I haven't taken my medicine once this week, I keep forgetting. I wrote Vicki a really 2 page note because it needed to be done. Still haven't gotten a response to it. Wudev. Lunch was okay, I didn't eat and I was so hungry! gahdamn! 3rd period was fucking cool it made my day. We had this other class join our class to talk about scuba stuff. And they had 3 scuba suits and they needed volunteers =] so Me Alanzo and Brandy did =D holy FUCK it was awesome. I had to go into the back room to change into it because my shirt under my sweater was "inappropriate." hehe, okay. Omg it was awesome I got to wear the booties, the fins, the gloves, this heavy vest they put 2 weights in it and it made it so heavy and having to wear that for an hour really hurts your shoulders after awhile. And then I had to put of the tank and I fell over because it was so heavy. But Alanzo cought me right in time and it was so funny because heres this black kid in a really tight wetsuit with a tupac necklace and goggles and a snorkel and luggs holy crap lmao I love that kid. It was awesome. Then after that me and Alanzo walked to class and talked about alot of stuff. And then we hugged and went to class. And I was so hungry so Tabitha was like goto the clinic and ask her for crackers so I did and sweet. And then I left 5 minutes early and met up with Julie and looked for my ...bus... ew. The bell rang and guess who got on it, Jenny T. =) and then these really hot surfers goddamn. I have to ride it like 2 times a week it sucks. Vicki rides my bus though if Jenny does so cool.

I wan't to go out drinkin so bad I hate being at home, I hate being sick. =[
stupid bacon cheeseburger from wendy's... >=[

i just put my best friend down.
and i feel like the worst person in the world.
=[ im so sorry i feel like shit.

i didn't goto school today and i really dont want to go tomorrow.
but i have to. and the worst part is i have to ride the bus home =[
ew. bus...ew.

rahhhh... i get to goto new york either this summer or this winter. =D
and i'm getting my belly button/nose peirced in april =]
with my bestest friends in the whole world. leslie and vicki
vicki just doesnt know shes coming yet =]

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I got into a fight today =]
Well... This morning when we got to school, we pulled into the OJT parking lot and pulled into our spot. There was this car on my side and the girl was sitting in it and her door was swung open and there was a girl standing there talking to her and they do this every time we park there just to piss me off. There fat loser girls too. So today I opend my door and I was like "can you close your door im trying to get out" and shes like "no, I think i'm standing here" so I was like .....ooookay..... and I opend my door so it was hitting their door and I got out and I was like "fucking fat bitch" and she's like "EXCUSE ME" and im like your a fat bitch, lose weight. and she looked like she was about to hit me, so I punched her, she was about to hit me but I punched her in her fatass stomach so she didn't hit me. And then she turned torwards her friend and I walked away... And she says something to me but I didn't hear her. So I was just like oh your really fucking cool, close your door next time fatass. And I wen't to class. On my way to class Julie was laughing at first and then she started getting all pissy and saying that I put her car in a threat... So I was like okay i'll go check your car during 1st to see if anything happend to it. So I went to class and me and Andrew talked about it and then I took the pass and wen't and called my mom because I thought i'd just tell her about it for the hell of it. And my mom told me Julie already called her and my mom was like "you shouldnt have started a fight Jenny you should have been nice" and I was like "I gave her a chance to close her door and she didn't... I don't let people walk all over me like Julie does" Anyways.... Nothing happend to Julies car so I called Julie to tell her so she wouldnt be going crazy all day. So yeah. The rest of 1st was boring. Brandy gave me a coke flavored condom. Uhh... 2nd period was okay me and Shawn chilled. Lunch was okay, 3rd period.... Me and Jon got into a fight, I guess you could call it. I was mad at him for yelling at me and what he said and stuff and he was mad at me because I called him gay and stuff. But we missed eachother about 10 minutes into class so he wrote me a note saying sorry and we just talked it out and hugged. After class me and Alanzo walked to class together and talked. Then he gave me another hug =]. Uhh... Then in tech me and Taylor bout like 5 bucks worth of candy and I ate it all and holy fuck I felt so sick. After class I went to my mommys car because she picked me up today. We went to TJ Maxx. I didn't find anything I liked. And then we drove up to Pier 1. I got sheets for my bed. There so cute. Then I went to the dentist and when she was doing the whole floride shit it tasted good and it was like seeping down my throat so I just swallowed it because it was annoying and like after we left I felt so sick holy fuck. Then we went to kash and karry to get me some food. And then I wen't home and I puked like gahdamn. It was gross. And then I like passed out. And I woke up and Julie told me that she saw the girl who was sitting in the car (not the one I got into a fight with the other one) and she was walking with Hailey. So her and my sister talked about it and the girl was like "no i'm glad she punched her, before you guys pulled in she was like 'i'm not closing the door when they come'" wtf... and then Julie told me she was talking about it to these other girls and telling them what happend and they were all like "good I hate that girl... tell your sister good job" hah. I can't wait to see her again next time we park there =] If the bitch doesn't close her door shes done.

I hate little kids like whoa
Today was cool. On our way to school we were behind Andrews car. And we waved to eachother! Then I went to my locker and got all my books and I needed 2 text books, 2 big books and then my wordly wise and I looked like a fag carrying 5 big books and Andy and Teddy laughed at me =[.First period I did my homework for science the whole time while everyone got into cool little groups and "debated" on books... Yeah, I'd rather not waste my time debating over stupid shit. After first period I chilled and then Taylor (not the dyke one) came up to me and was like "dude I lost my math book come with me to lost and found" and I was already in class so when Mr. Haines turned around I snuck out... And me and taylor went to lost and found and it wasnt there and we didnt want to go back to class we wanted to goto publix and get a cup of coffee... So we walked around for awhile. Then wen't back to class and Mr. Haines, and he was all like "I should be sending you to ISS but instead i'll just give you detention" so I was just like bah. So I had to stay 15 minutes after with Kim. Taylor didn't show up so he called her mom. *gasp* Then I went to lunch. Then Zack beat me up. And then I went to Science... We had a test and I think I did okay. Then Kim came over and sat with me and Jon and I asked Jon a simple question and he started yelling at me like a little bitch. So Kim yelled at him and then I yelled at him and I'm not talking to him anymore because hes GAY. After that class me and Alanzo walked with Vicki and Chelsea. Then I wen't to class and Tabitha sat next to me and we just talked the whole time. Then a cart person came to get her because shes a bad, bad girl. And then me and Dexter talked and then Tabitha came back and yeah. Then I came home. And I ate, and now Im getting ready for a nap.

i just ordered this shirt <3

<>Today was fun because I didnt take my medicine =D
1st period sucked though... kids kept throwing staples at me and getting them stuck in my hair =[
2nd period me and Salome passed notes all class; I failed my quiz which I studied sooo hard for =[
lunch was alright.
3rd period was the funnest. We had a sub so me and Jon just messed around all class... Then Kim, Brandy, Lisa and Alanzo sat by us and we all talked and stuff and then I broke out my green condom and it was funny... Jon put it over his head like Steve-O did. And me and Lisa sat under the desk and chilled.
Then me and Alanzo walked to 4th period together and before I went into my class he gave me a hug =]
4th period was gay I hate that class its useless I know how to type I don't need to spend a semester in a class I don't need.

Thats Alanzo and Kim.

After school Angie Vicki Me Shelby and Kiley all wen't over to Kiley's house. Of coarse me and Vicki had to ride in the tailgate and we were flying all over the place. At Kileys there was like 4 other guys there, didn't really catch there names, and some other chick. Smoked and chilled and then left... and wen't to shelbys to drop her off... Then to the Y to get money from Vickis dad. Then I came home and i'm so tired.

I have a shit load of homework to do... =[