Miasmata

Whilst browsing Dollmore (it's become my pasttime to look at ABJD sites because I want one so damn badly), I ran across some shoes for them that they had called 'Maple Sneakers'. Immediately I noticed a problem - they weren't maple leaves.

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Now, unless 'Maple' is what they call that particular shade of green, they're a little misguided in what maple leaves really look like. XD

Bet you guys thought I dropped off the face of the earth, huh?

Well I'm back, and with a vengeance! Well, not really.

I just don't see much point in having this thing if I don't use it, and I'm too... proud, I guess, to just delete it/close it and let it sit dormant for an indefinite amount of time, so I'm back. How long this will last is a different story altogether.

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Well, I think I've rambled on for long enough...

Because I've been sent a nudge (*glares in the general direction of person in question*) I've decided I should update my journal. Of course, with what, I wasn't exactly sure, so let's try putting out for the world to read, what's happened to me in the last... seven weeks or so.

To start out with, I've been accepted into a therapy group for Social Anxiety. I'm learning a lot and I actually enjoy going, despite the fact that I'm supposed to be anxious about it. The people in the group are awesome, and they don't think my silly little anxieties are any worse than their own. This is the eighth week of treatment, so I suppose I could have told you this earlier, but meh.

Also, a few weeks ago was my grandparents Golden Anniversary. My aunt threw this huge surprise party for them and it was such an awesome day, I almost wish I'd done more. There were tons of people I'd never met (cousins and family of my grandparents) and admittedly some people I wish I hadn't met, but for the most part I enjoyed being there and the feeling of togetherness was really warming. Except for that boob on the guitar, he could have been removed.

As you can see, nothing horribly exciting has happened... I have been looking for a job, with no dice... people just don't want to hire a cutie patoot like me ^_^ Still, it isn't a total disaster. School starts in September and I've heard of an interesting program I might be interested in... hmm....

Finally, watch this.

And the goddamn pain... it's unreasonable!

Today, I've decided something very important. Something that's been preying on my mind for at least two years, something I've been contemplating for even longer. But it's today that I've finally decided to go through with the plans I've been making and changing for the past two years, and I won't let anything stand in my way of accomplishing my goal.

It was the words of a good friend, "Goals are stupid," that first made me decide this. Since then, I've been gathering up the courage to do it. I think if I can be so enthusiatic about someone else's goal, even when they're ready to give up, I can accomplish my own goals if I have even an ounce of that stubborn pride to contribute to it. Because I think that I've proved to myself as well as my friend, that if you try hard enough and want it bad enough, you can succeed no matter what the obstacles.

"GET ON WITH IT!"

I know that's what you're thinking. I keep talking about this goal, and as of yet, none of you know what it is! Well, I'll tell you...

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Thank you, Ren-chan, for giving me the strength I now possess! Aishiteru!

It's time for the Warcraft Realm Forecast, with your host, Dazlyn (Level 21 Human Mage)

Hello, everyone! Well, the forecast for today is lovely, with mild overpopulation in the PvE servers, a slight chance of lag in the PvP servers, but all realms are looking fit for extended play, with the exception of the Whisperwind server, which is currently offline for an indefinite amount of time!

Srsly. Five seconds before our guild went into Dire Maul, INSTANTSERVERDEATH.

How nice of you. THANK YOU, BLIZZARD.

Treble: You know, I've been thinking about what you said... about how it might as well be thirty years age difference?
Lucas: Yeah?
Treble: Well... I have a question. When you go to the bathroom, is it more of a hold-up than a stick-up?


L.M.A.O.

Fine then. Fuck off before I have a chance to explain what I'm feeling. Just jump to your conclusion and run with it, I really don't give a shit. Because you're the one making an ass of yourself, not me.

Mew wants to share this with all her friends ^_^

Clickie! It's worth a look, if you're a gamer like me.

If you're not a gamer... well... then you could always look at a box of twinkies? o.O

Also, at this particular juncture, I feel I should give some insight as to what's going on in my life... I thought long and hard, and I've managed to boil it all down into one word.

AAAAARRRRGGGGGHHHH!

Have a nice day.

Just letting you know, I'm still alive. I'm just not feeling quite myself as of late. And the internet fails to amuse me.

ETA: Jill-sha, thanks for the chocolate o.O Did you get a big enough box for them?