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[Jul. 20th, 2006|11:05 pm]
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my hamster died :(
that's all i have to say.
peace |
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[Jul. 4th, 2006|06:20 pm]
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ok so i decided to spend the day con mi familia, a first in forever. i'm either at work or out enjoying the friends i don't get to enjoy as much anymore. but today i stayed home, mostly doing nothing but i bonded and showed i do care about them sometimes.
plus, i was semi-productive. i decorated my room a little bit so now my room is officially a big mass of acid-trip. everyone shall see it, and wonder what they have just ingested.
and did i mention i bought a DIGITAL CAMERA/CAMCORDER?!?!? o cause i did. it has a 2" screen with 32 [things] of space. it can expand to 2 MB if i buy a memory card. there's other stuff about it but i can't remember it right now. i remember something about 12 and megapixels [?]. but aaaanyways it is mine and i bought it on ebay [first time using ebay btw so keep your fingers crossed] but i'm not too paranoid about it cause it said it had never been opened. hopefully that's not a lie.
and the best part? it didn't set me back several hundred dollars. not even a hundred. i got it for $85.
so yeah sweeeeeet.
that's all i got. i'll probably do something later tonight cause i AM a teenager after all, but i think my family appreciated the time they got today.
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[Jun. 29th, 2006|12:23 am]
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ok someone tell me i'm not crazy or rambling. or both. i was reading tantra today and [i could have not read far enough or misinterpreted it completely] but it said something along the lines of 'everything amounts to nothing'. in other words, if you are completely balanced and totally in the middle you really are nothing.
and here are my thoughts:
is the ultimate truth really nothing? there would certainly be evidence to prove so. is that the appeal of the ocean, the night sky, endless space? the mere emptiness of it or its ability to be conquered? of course there are people who look at the sky and admire only it's conquest, but i admire its beauty.
then do i strive for emptiness? do they strive for glory? who is right? is one of us right? are we both the same?
let's dissect this feeling. when i look out on the ocean i admire, fear, and respect it for its vastness. it is nothing and it is something. it is nothing because it is a bunch of water and it is something because it is a feeling. the feeling i get can and will be an entirely different feeling from someone else even though we are looking at the same thing.
conclusion #1: we are the same. and we are indiviuals.
conclusion #2: the ultimate truth really is nothing because only out of nothing can we make something. once you have a universal nothing each individual can make it their own yet universal something.
and then i went off on a tangent...
i used to have this theory that infinity cannot exist. there have to be a bounds to the universe becase if infinity is real then mathematics isn't. and math has already proven itself to be true [most of the time].
i also had a theory that the bounds of the universe were based on the planes x, y, and z. for the x plane there was its bound, counter-x. for the y plane, there was its bound counter-y. same for plane z. however, i drew a diagram [which unfortunately i can't reproduce right now, but if you see me you can ask me to draw it for you]. when one draws a graph, they draw x bissecting y. they form a cross with x in the centre of y. therefore, y is in the middle of x. z works the same way. z is in the middle of y. y is in the middle of x. therefore z is in the middle of x as well. all are in the middle.
in a phrase: "there cannot be a bounds because there is infinity. there is infinity because there are no bounds, there is only the middle".
therefore the ultimate truth is the 'middle'. this is proven ethically [not too proud, not too humble], physically [not too much sugar, not enough sugar], spiritually [not completely without any belief at all (then you would cease to live) and not over-zealous], and now mathematically and metaphysically. you can then use this truth to discover that the ultimate truth is nothing which creates something.
it's all circular in a way. so it works?
too bad i've also proved math to be a bunch of bullshit. dammit.
and now my head hurts. comments? |
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[May. 30th, 2006|03:10 pm]
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dearest kristine,
i have a question for you. well, actually your mom.
seriously.
i'll tell you more about it later.
love,
kat |
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[May. 29th, 2006|12:56 pm]
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men. too many of them.
and that is ALL i have to say about the last 3 days.
anywayz for the last 2 days i've been at work. think that's an exaggeration? it's not. i mean for the last 2 days i've been at work. however, it was fun, catching up with work gossip/drama. not that anyone here is going to care about it but here's some hightlights:
-tiffine quit :( she was my best friend at work.
-edgar was working sat. haha all that needs to be said.
-edgar and jason worked sun. there was much rivalry.
-o did i mention i got an e-mail out of jason? and i told edgar he has to "give me a ride home" sometime next week. :) we'll see how that goes.
-met jason's roomate who works here now. he's cool, and if we become friends, it'll be 10 times easier to go to their apartment to hang out.
-sat night was dead [until 9:30] so we played "find bo" [our stuffed bear]. twas me and tom vs. tasha and brittany. we won by a landslide. except then april went and hid him and he's still lost.
-jacob quit. man o man we are soo understaffed.
ok, and anyone needing a job GO APPLY NOW. that's why i've been working doubles. we are that understaffed.
that's all that will interest you guys. otherwise i'm off today, and i think i know exactly what i'm going to do :)
peace |
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[May. 15th, 2006|12:15 pm]
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ok ok ok ok ok update
hot hot HOT night with jason. at work!
we got a puppy for myra for mothers day. it is sooo cute!
i've been sober for so long now. i haven't even cared, it's weird.
going to try to join food not bombs
and...
schools almost out! will i make it through the summer?
but there is a bit of bad news. not that i'm going to tell you guys, if you know me very well you'll find out later. but it's not that bad, it'll pass.
o yeah, and i'll play led zeppelin at live music club i PROMISE. and who isn't in my band?
this summer will live on forever!
peace and love as usual. |
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[May. 2nd, 2006|02:36 pm]
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the government lies.
do you? |
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[Apr. 26th, 2006|04:43 pm]
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omgomgomg
i got a 1970 on my SAT!!!!
man that's only 30 away from what i wanted.
i'm gonna take it one more time and i should have a really good score. unless i'm one of those freaks who take it again and get a lower score.
which would suck, but i don't think i'll get lower.
aight, peace and love guys |
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[Mar. 30th, 2006|12:29 am]
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had a party.
got busted.
am grounded.
got a job.
so when i'm ungrounded i'll be rich bitch.
other than that i'm playing in the courtyard today. i stayed up til one trying to finish the song. i hope it'll sound good.
love
peace |
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[Mar. 15th, 2006|12:37 pm]
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ok for real this time my parents are leaving [actually they're gone right now] so i am having a party finally.
anyway it's BYOB cause i don't have anything right now except for weed buuut we shall find something.
it's at my house but you have to contact me before you go cause you CANNOT PARK ON MY STREET. i'll tell you how to get to my house and where to park.
aight:
aim=itsonlyeuphemism
myspace=look up 'kat stuart'
cell=832-651-3236
you can bring other people just don't bring people who will steal and break my stuff.
peace |
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