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[07 Feb 2005|11:51am] |
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YESTERDAY: Was shitty for a while. It got way too out of control. It seems to happen every time i wake up - like i forget how to control myself and have to sit down and think about/ relearn it for at least 45 minutes before I can leave my room. So I played the SIMS for fucking ever. damn it. Then I finally fucking left and bought Circus of the Damned so I can have some more Anita Blake in my life, as I have been missing her AND Jean Claud. Then Maggie called [my little sister from Pres] which was really great since I've been wanting to call her since the beginning of December. I'm so lucky that I got a cool little sister. Anyway, we talked for a while and I told her I worked at Subway and she said she'd come up and see me :D Then shortly thereafter, I went to work.
AT WORK: It was slow at first - then Maggie came in! Then I had to wait on a lot of morons before I could talk with her a little bit. Oh did I mention she's friends with my friend Brian? "Small world" I guess. After Maggie left work sucked and I felt really sick. There was this weird guy who came in with a kid and when I was dressing his sub he kept saying "Oh yeah!" and "That's it hun!" and "That is MY sandwich." Needless to say I was annoyed. So I left, came home.
AFTER WORK: I played the SIMS and vowed never to play it again for it warps my fragile little mind. Then watched CARNIVALE - definitely a highlight. After that I called Duffy and it was so good to hear him. WE talked about trivial things, but we all know about trivial things ;) OH and on that note I never told Brandon Lee happy 40th Birthday.. it was on the first of this month. Anyway - then I went to bed.
Duffy: I love you sweetheart and I can wait to see you tonight and give you kisses. :hugs: I miss you so dearly angel :kisses: I hope you're having fun at school sweetie :*
Now I must dress and dry my hair. adieu.
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[06 Feb 2005|11:14am] |
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Education, fornication, in you are go
Education subjugation, now you're out go
Education fornication, in you are go
Don't be late for school again boy
I think me, I want life
I think me, I want a house and a wife
I want to shimmy-shimmy-shimmy
through the break of dawn yeah
I think me, I want life
I think me, I want a house and a wife
I want to shimmy-shimmy-shimmy
through the break of dawn yeah
ghoti say fish. think about it. how to the letters g - h - o - t - i , in that specific sequence spell fish. they do. they really do.
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[16 Jan 2005|12:09am] |
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I love Duffy so much. You make me want to be better. You can always make me feel like I am better than I thought I was the day before. Does that make sense? If it doesn't than I'll explain it to you in person. (At the risk of sounding like Gollum or Isildur..) You are precious to me. :kissesand hugs: I love you darling *muah* I'd do anything for you. Goodnight my love. Sleep well. :kisses and holds you until you fall asleep:
forever,
your sara
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[13 Nov 2004|09:53am] |
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Well ... today it's off to this weekend's photo shoot. I've been looking at his site all morning, studying his paintings and how the girls are posing, how their hair is, etc. but all of them are really different-- and there are SO many[I swear I'll shoot you SO many times Bob! {that was for Sarah I.}] so I really think I'm just gonna go down there and have fun - and get paid! ;) I'm saving up for Xmas.. And anyway - every photo shoot is different even if it is with the same artist, so really, I'm just gonna go and have fun with him I guess ... I hope he doesn't take me outside too much though cause it's really freaking cold. Thank for reading guys - I'm kinda nervous about this one so I just needed to vent. :p oh and i miss Tina :[
Guess what? I love Duffy so bad ;) :kisses for my dearest one:
your sara!
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I think i'm gonna be sick. that's all. thanks.
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[02 Oct 2004|02:50am] |
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oh i love the morgue - and everyone there. i love my tina and belinda. i love my shaun and lawrence and alex and colin an chris and creepy freddie. and my master of all that is and should be somber jacob. and the danimal. and hey did i mention le tina and jeanie and belinda and kim and hey! le tina! :sigh: the only thing [but it's quite a big piece] that's missing is my love. i miss you darling. :kisses: hey did i mention the wonderful tina? i need to learn all of the girls names ... okay moving along ....
ugh - petty ugly whores [who could never really be whores because they are so disgusting] make life even better, they bring such laughter. :D
Mortuaries are very fun. Jacob's going to mortuary school which is odd since i've been thinking about doing the same thing for so long. Owen has been through school already and is a certified mortician. He's so kindly silent. I like that in Owen.
oh my i need a bubbly bath! i need a hot tub! by the end of tonight all the Pallbearers were wanting one. hmmm. that and a water bed.
❤ Duffy, my love. I miss you so much. so much so much. you're everything to me you know that? Everything. :kisses: I love you my darling boy. I will love you forever. And ever. :kisses: Goodnight bright Angel. Goodnight. ❤
...... Ṡaramonster
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