hannahbananaxd wrote in allergyfaery 😟depressed

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I don't understand why I'm feeling so depressed.
None of my friends know, why?
Maybe because they're not good enough friends.
Or I'm too "good" at pretending to be okay.

It's been practically 7 months since my dad has
talked to me. He lives in California and I live in
Washington, so it's not like I can go visit him. I'm
just a fourteen year old. I don't even know that real
reason why he's not talking to me. He got in some kind
of big arguement with my brother. And now my
dad says that he doesn't have children anymore.

I've tried many times to call him and e-mail him.
He's either deleting my e-mails without looking
in them. And he most likely changed his phone number.

I don't know what to do.
My heart hurts so much. I forgot how his
voice sounds. I cry almost every night.

Should I let my relationship with my dad just end
like this?

Someone help me. What do I do?