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Title: No chance for love
Author: andriel_m
Beta: The brilliant Anne
Rating: R
Pairing: H/D
Summary: What will happen when Harry finds out that he is a Half-Gryffindor and Half-Slytherin? Dumbledore put him in Slytherin for one year so he can chose at the end of term, which house he wants to stay in. A certain Slytherin boy will help him to chose;)

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First of all I would like to say:



I feel so horrible for not having time to update my journal and stuff! You have no idea how much have happened since the last time I updated! I recommend all of you to mentally kick me in the butt, yeah! You know you want to:P I really had a lot of school work because it was my last year before University so yeah...But I am back now:D

So I have moved to Poland where I am studying psychology at the UNIVERSITY OF WROCLAW :D I moved by the end of September, but gosh, it was horrible! As you all know I lived in Norway for 11 years with my mum and stuff, and about one week before I was actually going to Poland I was crying every day, no shit, I was even crying by the night :/ I am so emotional! I hate it! It was so bad, especially the last day, I was crying the whole time, I literally cried my eyes out. I miss my mum so much right now, *sob*

She came down here on Saturday, but she left for about one hour ago:( She was in Poland for only 5 days, but every minute with here was very important for me..god, this is getting so cheesy...

Any way, I live here now and have great time. This Saturday I am going on a big party called "WHITE SENSATION PARTY", where everybody have to wear white clothes. It's a really big party, where a lot of known DJs are coming to play for us people. It's a techno party. If you wanna see what it is, here's a link:

 http://www.sensation-white.pl/

I really looking forward to it:D YAYAYAYYAY!  I know that there's a lot of people who hates that kind of music, but I really do like it in addition to other music too:P

In August I went to U.K./London with one of my greatest friend, Henriette for one week. It was soooooo great! London is wonderful! The hotel we slept at was really nice and cosy, it was located in Shoreditch/Osbourne Street. I always wanted to go to U.K. and finally my dream came true :D Weeehey! It was really close that I canceled the trip, but it all went ok. I had such an amazing time in London, I definitely going back there soon. I visited all the "Tourist places" and it was so fun! I went to King Cross Station too, just to get the Harry Potter feeling :) It was funny to see some Japanese people taking pictures from platform "9 1/2" where they were trying to get through the wall...hehhe...funny people, the Japanese ones:P I must say, that stuff is quite expensive in U.K. though. Except books ;) I bought 4 books or something and some Converse shoes, yay, I don't have any pics to show you though, cuz I left them all in Norway. Maybe some other time;) The annoying thing was that there were Polish people everywhere.

Any way, I have to go now, I gonna update soon, I gonna be better with this now, trust me;)

Reply if you still love me, and haven't forgot about me :)

I still LOVE you all!

~Andriel~

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Hi!

This is a loooong update, but please read it so you can help me. Boy trouble!

I promised to update, so here I am again:)

Piotrek tried to talk to me over a Polish chat program, and I didn't notice it because I didn't have him in my contacts. He sent my a heart and stuff, so I don't know. Does he like me or not? My friend is sure that he does, but I am not sure. Read this and maybe you people can help me.

My cousin Lukasz have been trying to give me Piotrek's gadu-gadu number (the chat program)for ages and I didn't want it, because Piotrek never text(ed) me so I thought that it wouldn't be better with a chat program. Later Lukasz told me that Piotrek had been writing to me, but I didn't answer him. I didn't notice that, but when I checked my correspondence files I saw that someone had wrote something to me. I started to explain that I didn't get Piotrek's messages like usually, because I hadn't his nr in my contacts. He then said that he was going to Piotrek soon and that he could talk to me over at Piotrek's home.

When I checked my correspondence files I saw that Piotrek's first message to me was: "I see that you don't have me in your contacts:("

Then later that day or something he had wrote: "Hi" "Are you there" and then he sent me heart:) That did really surprise me.

When I talked with Lukasz later that day he told me that Piotrek was sending me warm greetings and stuff:) and he wrote that this was Piotrek's gadu-gadu number and that I had to save it. So did I.

Later that day I talked with Piotrek, but he seemed very boring. I asked him stuff and he wrote really short answers. Suddenly he didn't answer me. That did bother me. I don't know what's wrong with him. Is he still mad at me or something?

Then the other day I saw that Piotrek was logged on, but had his status on away. I decided to say Hi even though he wasn't there and then suddenly his sister answered. We started to chat and she told me that Piotrek didn't answer because he went to a club with my cousins(guys) and that he was like that. One moment he was there and the other not. Sometimes he didn't even say bye. She also told me that Piotrek was really nervous about me not answering him on gadu-gadu and I had to explain her (again) why.

Then I said something that sounded totally wrong, and I didn't know how to explain it. I said: "One day if he writes to me, he musn't be surprised if I don't answer him." Then his sister started to explain him and I understood that she totally misunderstood me. What I ment was that, since he is so often away, then one day if he suddenly writes to me I can be not ready for it and maybe then I am AWAY, so I am not able to answer him.

I felt so bad about it so I wrote a looong explanation. Then she wrote back that she understood. And suddenly Piotrek was chatting with me instead of his sister. He had read allll the stuff I had wrote, and I am so scary that he didn't understand what I ment:/ Because later when I chatted to him he seemed so angry. But who knows, I can't really trust a chat program. Maybe he wasn't angry at all, I couldn't see his face at last so...

What do you guys think? I haven't chatted to him since.

Here is some other stuff which is not related with the Piotrek subject.

I was on a prom ball yesterday...It all started really good, girls looked so beautiful and guys so handsome. First we ate on a restaurant and then we headed to the ball, but before we went in to the club, we had to show our IDs. My friend Bettina had totally forgot to take her ID with her so she borrowed my phone and called her parents, while I suddenly couldn't find my ID. We had to step aside and finally I found my ID. Bettina went outside so she could hear what her parents were saying while I stayed and waited for her. Then I decided to show my ID, get the stamp and go out to Bettina. I showed my ID and the security guy was looking at me and then back at the photo on my ID. Then he asked if I had some other ID, and I showed him my buss card with a photo on. He looked at me and walked over to the owner of the club. Then he asked me why my surname was different on the buss card than on the ID and I told him that my mum got married and we changed our surnames. He again looked at the ID, the buss card and me and shoke his head. The owner was English so he told me that I couldn't get in becuase I didn't look the same as on the photo. I was so upset! This was supposed to be a good memory!

My friends who were standing in the row waiting to show their IDs started to ask what was going on and I started to cry like a child trying to explain them everything. It was so horrible. I so wanted to get in and I couldn't understand why they didn't believe that it was me on the ID. I don't lie, and I am very extremely loyal, so it did hurt when the security thought that I lied. People comforted me and I was crying like mad. It was so unfair. It was supposed to be a wonderful ball!

I called my mum and told her to give Bettina's mum my passport, because she was going to drive to the city to give Bettina her ID. I got my passport and decided to show the security my ID once more to see what happened before I gave them my passport. This time it was another security guy there and he quickly looked at my ID and let me in! I was sooo upset! So much stress for nothing!

Later I had a really great time though. I was dancing and having fun all the ball:)

Now I am sitting at school almost falling asleep.

Review review, that will make me sooo happy! I need support and I need help. What's your thoughts on the Piotrek stuff. You can also read my last update so you will understand the situation a bit better.

A looooong update again. So much is happening and I don't have much time to update, so when I first find some time then I write lllllloooong updates:P

Luv ya!!!

~Andriel~

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Hi! I am sooooo sorry that I haven't updated for like ages, but I don't think that anybody actually cared except kasia133:)

Well, I am writing this update at school, because the reasons why I haven't updated are: 1. Our broadband is soooo fucked up! 2. Schoolwork, schoolwork!!!

Any way, my Christmas in Poland was amazing! I had so much fun that leaving was like a nightmire to me. I met this super charming guy, Piotrek(Peter) when I was out clubbing with my two cousins. Piotrek was their very good friend who they always took with them. He was sooo nice, and he was like the richest guy in the city, but money doesn't count to me. He bought me drinks whole the time, and he kept hugging me on and on, oh and kissing me on the cheek too:)
Any way, all this was screwed up on the New Year's Eve when we drove to the club. My cousins took with them their friend Radek and he wanted to dance with me like whole the time even though I didn't want to. I wanted to spend time with Piotrek, but I was forced by my cousins to dance with Radek.
After dancing for a while, I suggested to relax and go and have a drink because I wanted to be with Piotrek and when I came back to Piotrek and my cousins I told them to save me next time.
I had a good time after this, and talked with people including Radek. He was very nice and stuff, but I knew Piotrek better because we had been clubbing a few times before The New Year's Eve and thought that he was the charming one, not Radek. Any way, after a while he decided to return on the dancefloor and of course take me with him. When I was on my way to the dancefloor I looked at Piotrek and gave him the "help me" eyes. We danced and then Piotrek came over and whispered something into Radek's ear and I asked what was going on, and then he said, "I am jealous." and with that he left. I felt sooo bad! I didn't know what to do, so I kept looking up at Piotrek whole the time there he stood and looked really upset:S
After a while, Radek began to dance very close to me and soon there was no space between us and he was holding around me and stuff. I didn't want to be unpolite so I let him hold me, but he started to stroke me up and down my back and I freaked out. I told him that I wanted to sit.
He didn't stop asking me for a dance though. I asked Piotrek if he was just kidding with the whole jealousy drama and he said, "Why would I?". I felt sooo bad the rest of the party! I tried to avoid Radek, but I was unsuccessful. On my way back from the toilet I met my cousin Janusz and hell, I was happy to see him, but right next to him Radek was standing. He smiled at me, took my hand and went outside the disco with me. It was snow outside and I had this top on and was freezing a bit, but I didn't mention it to Radek. Suddenly he took his hands around me and walked me to a place where people where celebrating the New Year's Eve and shot up the firework and they were singing and dancing and a lot of stuff was happening. A group of people opened their champagne which was splashed directly at me. My hair was wet, I had no jacket at the moment and it was freezing cold outside. Radek held his hands around me standing behind me and dancing to the music, people was looking at us smiling and giving us the "cute couple" eyes and I hated that. One the way back, I managed to escape his arms, but he managed to get me and I said, "Even though, I am wet and have no jacket, I am not cold." and he said, "I don't believe you". ARGH! Can you believe this!!!
When I came back to the club, my cousins wished me a happy new year and we were shaking hands and stuff and then Piotrek suddenly came. He hugged me really tight and kissed me on the cheek and said, "Happy New Year Sweetie!" and suddenly he broke off and said "You smell champange!" and I had to explain him what happened so he wouldn't think that I was outside drinking my arse off.
Any way, when all seemed to be ok, Piotrek started to flirt with this girl. He kept looking up at me there he was sitting with this girl and I felt that he was taking a revange. The thing is that I DIDN*T flirt with Radek, I was just being polite. Piotrek came over to my cousins and trailed off about how hot she was and that this night he wasn't going to spend at home. I felt my eyes go wet, but I got my emotions under control. I had this huge urge to tell him that now I was jealous, but I didn't tell him.
After an hour or so, he wasn't hanging with this girl any more and he came over to me. I asked him why he wasn't with his girlfriend and he said that she wasn't his girlfriend and that she was just a friend from school. Yeah right, that's why he was all over her?
Any way I danced a lot that night with Radek, and Piotrek seemed so pissed off. He was just standing there and glaring looking all sad. But he didn't ask me for a dance and I like to dance. I danced with Radek because I was scared that I could piss him off if I said no.
There was a moment where I was all free and Piotrek was standing alone. I walked over to him and told him, "You dance so good that before we leave this club you have to dance with me. It's a shame that you're dancing here and not on the dancefloor." (We had this little spot by the bar where we always relaxed). Piotrek then hugged me, kissed me and told me, "Ok, but we do that before we leave, ok? I promise you, we're going to dance." That made me so happy, but we never got to dance:( I think that was because he was too drunk to remember the promise or because he was mad at me, but I think it was the second option.
We drove home and I fell asleep in the car so I didn't get to talk with Piotrek. I came home 6 in the morning and felt really bad...

I didn't get to see him because I had to return back home to Norway. But I got his number from my cousin Lukasz and sent him a message, he answered and after this I hoped that he would write, but he didn't. Maybe it was because of all the exams he had at school, but I don't know...I wrote to him last Sunday and he answered and all, but I think that he doesn't have a crush on me, because if he had a crush on me then he would write a lot messages right? But my girl cousin Weronica say that exams in Poland is a hell when you study because he is older than me and people are having a hell in January and have no time for nothing, but still. What do you people think?

WOW, this was a long entry. I gonna write more soon. Byebye

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I took the "The Aura Color Personality" quiz on gURL.com
		My aura is... blue Are you blue? No worries--having a blue aura does not condemn one to a life of sorrow. But those with blue auras are some of the most emotional people on the planet. Blues are quite sensitive to other people's feelings... Read more... What color is your aura?

YAY!!! Finally I'm done with all the important school stuff:D And I don't have to do much more because I am off to Poland in two days:) Lucky me! And I am going to be in Poland for three weeks so I don't have to go to school for a week, because I come home later than expected. *dances a little dance*

As you may have noticed I haven't updated for a while, but as I said before, school WAS killing me. My cousin Weronika has got herself broadband so I can try to update my LJ in Poland. Isn't that great? Or don't you people love me?

Today I had a major Norwegian presentation. It went all very good and I am happy that I am done with all the school hell as for now. My class were laughing the hell of them when my group and I showed them a video that we made with ourselves in it. It was indeed very funny. Yay, I'm funny...hehheheheh....eh...

I have burned myself a wonderful GOF soundtrack! YAY! It's A.M.A.Z.I.N.G!

I don't know what more to write cuz not much is happening in my life right now. I was out to party in the city for two weeks ago, it was fun, but the place we went to was very stuffed with people which was bad, because guys kept touching us.

Okay so you gonna hear from me soon:) I hope.

Love you all

~Andriel~

OH      MY     GOD    !!!   HARRY    POTTER   AND    THE    GOBLET     OF    FIRE    WAS   AMAZING, GREAT, WONDERFUL, FUNNY AND JUST...!!!!!!!!!!!!!*SPEACHLESS*

We have a winner: HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE IS THE BEST MOVIE SO FAR FROM THE POTTER MOVIES!!!!!!
You guys should really see this movie....IT TOTALLY ROX MY SOX

*DIES*

I have to get back to my room so I can think over what I just saw for 4367527364x time...

HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE RUUULEZZZ THE WORLD RIGHT NOW!!!! ~Andriel~

OMG! HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE OPENS TODAY!!!!! AND I AM THE LUCKY ONE WHO GET TO SEE THE MOVIE TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!WEEEY! *SQUEE*

So are you all exited today? In about four hours I am going to sit on the cinema watching HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE!!!

I am about to wet my knickers, but I think that I am not the only one here. I am waaay to hyperactive right now. I am jumping around in the house and can't sit still. I AM SO FRIGGING EXITED!

I think this is going to be the WOW movie. Emma Watson commented that she thinks that Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire is the best movie so far in an interview. Well, I guess that I can trust her since she is actually the person who has a big part in the movie.

Oh, I have joined a lot of Harry Potter contests, so I hope to win a week on the set:D

Tomorrow in Norway Harry Potter and The Half-blood Prince is coming out in Norwegian language. Weeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry that I haven't updated for so long, but I really have way too much school work, tests, exams and other school stuff which I have to come over first before having the fun time, but today is exception. Any way I am not going to update for a while I guess, because I have a helish lot to do:( ARGH!

Any ways, LUV YA ALL!

Please comment to make me more happy and to show that you really care...*puppy eyes*

See ya

HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE; HERE I COME!!!

~Andriel~

Sorry that I am not much on LJ, but school is killing me at the moment. Poor me, we have tons and tons of school work, but I gonna survive:D

Write a comment please, I need some life on my LJ...please

Kisses

~Andriel~

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So today I was on school only for two hours:D YAY! The weather is strange. It's November tomorrow and outside it is like 15 degrees. Strange in my opinion.

Today started the ticket sale for the HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE movie. And guess who have already bought tickets? ME! YAYAYAY! *Jumps madly up and down* This is so wicked! I can't almost wait for the movie to come out. There's so many new trailers, interviews, pictures and other HP stuff that I am almost getting insane!

Oh, and I sooo do envy all the people who managed to get to see Emma Watson at the "Mark and Spencer appearance"...Grrr, I so wish I was there even though I do not exactly love Emma. But lately I have noticed that I don't hate her that much as I used to. She seems quite nice and sweet. I was so sorry for her when I heard that she was about to cry on Mark and Spencer thingy. She seems also very nice in the interviews I have seen. Wanna see? Here it is : Emma Watson interview on the set & Emma Watson interview Oh, and here's a very cute interview with Rupert:) He's sooo sweet ♥ Rupert Grint interview on the set:) & Rupert Grint interview Ah yes, and there are some 'Behind the Scenes' videos you might like to see:) Behind the Scenes 1 & Behind the Scenes 2

I don't have much to say. I have a lot of homework so yeah...I have to go...:( Argh!

~Andriel~

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OMG!!!!!
Check this out immediately!

Yummy HP stuff! New pics from UK photocall and such stuff:)</p>

I had a really bad day today, so...I don't know, I just want to cry whole the time. My mum told me that I'm bad in English only because I was mad at her and said a few things against her. That hurt way too much....:(

~Andriel~

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ARGH!!!!!!!! I managed to delete all the &%#¤#%# stuff I wrote! ARGH!!!!!!

Well, what did I wrote before it was deleted? Hm.... I don't remember! I hate my computer sometimes. Sara and I figured out that computers are scary.

Now I remember. I went to my friend's party on Friday and had a bit too much to drink, yeah I know bad me, but fortunately I didn't lost my control:) I met my old friends, so it was nice to see them again and I had a little chat with them. Oh, and my old school crush was there to so it was a bit awkward, but when I had a bit more to drink I managed to break the "ice" and talk to him a bit. Now I understand why some people drink, but I still think that's silly. Sooner I slept over at my friend Henriette's place.

As I promised I am going to post some pictures, but I have no pics from the party because I forgot to take the camera with me....stupid me. There's mostly pics of my room and some paintings that I have drawn. I became a bit creative during my studying. Please comment. That's my first drawings:) YAY!And I'm sorry that my room's so messy, but I was too lazy to clean it up, because I took the pics in the period when I studied whole the time for my Biology and History test and more stuff.

GOF rox my sox

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~Andriel~

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Done with Bilogy yesterday! What a relief! I so missed you all!

I have not much news for you because I have studied everyday, but I am going to a party tomorrow so maybe there will be so yummyness gossip on Saturday:) Weee!
I am so glad that I can finally relax for some weeks now. This and the last week were awful!

The most annoying thing is that, when you just get some 'freetime' people just think "Ah well, she's done with all the tests now, so we can just let her watch out for her little brother since she has nothing to do." And everybody just disappears out the door and house and let you stand alone there with your two years old brother who is annoying as hell and you have to do all the work. It doesn't matter if you tired or not, you have 'free'. ARGH! That happened to me yesterday.

 I was so happy to be done with all the school hell and suddenly I hear my mum say, "Sandra, can you take care of Oscar? I have to go to my English course while Ela (the babysitter and my uncle's future wife) is in the garden fixing some plants. You have to look after him." I studied every single day and went to sleep at 4AM  almost every day, I had my Bilogy test yesterday and I came home at 5.30PM. I WAS TIRED AS HELL! But noooo, who did care about that? I had no homework so why not look after that little shit. Argh! My stepfather had also gone somewhere. And all my three uncles had gone too. A top of that, I actually had some homework. I had to do some hand in stuff. I so wanted to yell. Oh, and not to mention that Bettina acted like a huge idiot. Argh! She was so annoying.

Okay, but it's fine now:) I am veeeeeery tired and I am totally exhausted, but I feel like I have done a lot of good stuff and it feels damn good.

Please comment! It's so boring when you don't comment. I need some action on my LJ you know:) Come on, I know you want to...You can't deny it...Come on, come on, click on the 'Potty Post' button:)

Oh, while I studied on Tuesday I took some pictures of my room and my self. I gonna show you how my room look like in a couple of days and maybe if I snap some good pics at the party I gonna show them too:)

Weeey:)

Super Duper Huggles and Glomps to ya all!!!

~Andriel~

PS: And don't forget to comment:)

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*Jumps up and down* Yay! I'm done with the History thingy:D Finally! But now I have to study for my Bilogy test which is on Wednesday *Stops to jump*. So I am again supposed to be in my room and study instead of hang on LJ. I have noticed that I am adicted to LJ. There is so many lovely people here:D I love you all so much:) But I wish you were a bit more people *sulks a bit*.

Any way, here is some yummy stuff for you if you are obsessed HP freaks! http://www.snitchseeker.com/vb3/showthread.php?threadid=29249

Oh, and can someone please help me out with all the links thingy. When I want to show you a pic from a website, then the link won't come up as a link you can click on, I don't remeber how to do it. I click on the insert link thingy, but it doesn't show up! And when I want to put up a LJ cut and insert a link and text there it doesn't work either. Can you please tell me how to do it because I don't remember. Oh, and everytime I update I have to go back and edit all the tags(?) and fix them, I man all the u s and marquee things. PLEASE HELP ME!!!

As for now, I have to go back to school hell.

Luv ya ♥

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*Dies and wakes up from the death* Go    look    there   -----> http://www.snitchseeker.com/gallery/details.php?image_id=1895 *Drops dead again*

Rupert is way toooo hot. I can't take that much 'gorgeous-ness' at once you know....heheh

Okay, my bilogy teacher told us today that we're going to have a huge test next week, and a top of that I have a huge History test too which means that I shouldn't be here right now. *Runs back to her room* *Thinks "I HATE SCHOOL RIGHT NOW!!!"*

Love

~Andriel~

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Now will you look at ( ThisCollapse ) and ( ThisCollapse )

Dan looks quite *drools again* hot, doesn't he? I so want him
to wear tight leather pants *drools even more*.He looks good
with his new haircut, he looks older, but I don't know if I prefer him
with long or short hair. I like the first pic the best:) The way he is
posing *drops dead*.

We had a long Norwegian test at school today which longed for six hours
and where we had to write a long boring text about the city and the
country. I wrote about myself and other different things. I tried to
write a interesting text, but I only wrote a lot bullshit. I was very
happy to be done with it so when I got out of the classroom I totally
lost my control. I was like jumping and smiling and laughing and
talking like mad. I even danced a bit while my friends shot me "WTF?"
stares. Well, well I am insane as the quizzes said, so I have right to
be a bit hyperactive:P

When I went to school I put on a lot of clothes because I thought it
was going to be cold as shit, but then when I left school with Bettina
I was like "Gosh, I am melting!". The summer is back in October, is that
right? We even ate ice-cream:) It's quite windy though. (Yeah, I know. I
talk a lot about the weather)

I have burned two Disturbed Albums. The music is great, but I think
that some of you might freak out when you listen to it because it's
hard rock and not some soft stuff. Any ways:

Disturbed rox my sox!!!!!!!!!! YAY!

Oh,
and Rob White Zombie's song 'Living Dead Girl' rules my sox even more.
This song is just incredible! It's...WOW...*speechless*(thank you
Emmy:P). I listened to this song when Harry seduced
Draco in a great fan fiction called 'Bloody Seduction'. Really hot
DM/HP slash:D

ROB WHITE ZOMBIE - LIVING DEAD GIRL

Well, I'm working on my fan fictions, but I don't have much time lately
because I have two more big test at school so I have to mug up
everything. I am supposed to be up in my room and work with it, but I
love you all so much that staying away from LJ makes my heart hurt.
(Dramaqueen)

LUV YA ALL

♥