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I hav en't updated this thing in sooooooooo god damn long.
I just don't want to sit here and make depressing entries all the time,but I am going to now, because I need to say this
I've been so lonely lately. It's so hard not to, when your friends get tons of action from different girls..
and you, well you get none.
They're out getting drunk and having fun and snd getting hott gurrs
You're at home listening to Ayumi, watching anime, and writing a review of 12012.
I like to do that sometimes, but man, I'm tired of this town. I don't get drunk, so I don't get to go to stuff, and I get lonely.
Ugh
I hate Paw Paw with every passing day, more and more.
Anyway, I'm hoping things will get better, sooner rather than later.
I feel like July is going to be a busy month for me
I need to go see Cara
lyke woah.

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I've had nothing to speak about recently.
My days have been writing reviews and being pretty lonely.
Not having anything like a girlfriend,or even a girl who likes me
porque el dios me odia
But anyway, I'm looking forward to being truly free, and having stuff to do with friends
Until then,
Joey

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So here's a question for all of you, feel free to discuss:
With the widespread word of mouth and advertising Diru will be getting, what do you think this will mean for other Japanese bands, like Visual Kei?
On one hand, Dir en grey WAS Visual for a while, and they had a sound like that of other visual bands, look and all. On the other hand though, fans will be getting a taste of Diru sound as of now, with only WtD getting that sizable release, their visual stuff cast aside.
What kind of bands will be riding the coat tails of success, Visual Kei bands, or the more metal sound like maybe Concerto Moon (NOT comparing the two bands! *ducks*), or do you think that because of the situation, no other band will be able to capture this success, and be forced to work on their own?
Just a thought.

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I still don't have a girlfriend or girl to fool around with, and it sucks.
I also really miss Deadsy
I mean, sure, I can listen to Commencement 934-093-40 times,
But I want new shit, damn it!
Give me Dream Crusher!
If anyone could help out with either/both of my needs
I'd really appreciate it
Until then..I guess I..don't have much to say
My time has been spent writing music reviews, writing scripts,and watching anime
Man my life is just sweet
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Today was fun
I had a lot of fun and enjoye dmyself, even siting on a roof, just watching others have fun
But I realized I've only done stuff with straight, white, girls
I need to fool around with a lesbian or bi, who is hot, and maybe even not white
Tough task, huh?

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The new alice nine. CD is absolute fucking sex for anyone who likes Visual Kei
I'm doing better than before, even if slightly, and it's a nice feeling.
This freshman talked to me today, and I don't know her last name, but she's super nice, so it's awesome to have someone to talk to between classes that will approach me, as opposed to me hunting them out.
I have a math test tomorrow
and that sucks cock
hard cock.
Better than soft cock?
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Don't even know what to write about, but I feel compelled
I'm doing a tad better than last time
I'm still crushing on a girl who doesn;t return the feelings
Still feel like I'm stuck in a rut
But whateva
hard to explain
But I explained what ebonics were to an Australian boy today
it was fun

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No dude, it's Panic! at the disco
April 7, 06 12:11
that's why I used to make fun of Gayla'sshirt
April 7, 06 12:11
before I knew it was a band

Mysethhurts
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April 7, 06 12:11
is it really beacuse i remember looking at stephs album cover
April 7, 06 12:11
oh who gives a shit they suck ass anyway

Joey Papan
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April 7, 06 12:12
http://www.panicatthedisco.com/
April 7, 06 12:12
lol yeah, they suck either way
April 7, 06 12:12
I'd go see the xDresden dolls if these fuckers weren't playing them

Mysethhurts
AIM
April 7, 06 12:12
if you think i'm clicking on that link you're crazy

Joey Papan
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April 7, 06 12:12
lmao well, on themain page, it's just a picture that says Panic!

Mysethhurts
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April 7, 06 12:13
more like Ganic! at the fuck i suck at musico
Mysethhurts
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April 7, 06 12:16
i just saw them on MTV and i bought their shirt, it's black
April 7, 06 12:16
it matches my heart

Seth always knows how to make my day.
Other than that..today was fun
Hung out with VS,Ed and Abby
I don't know how to explain this,
but I'm as not as happy as i was, and I can't put my finger on why...
I hate that feeling
In other news, I look like the singer from Panic! At the disco? I say not at all..
but hey
if he's considered a hot guy,t hen sign me up ;)
This song is so long, I love it to death, it's so good, but 35 minutes long! I feel liek when I'm done, that it's weird
I have whole albums shorter than that!
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Man! I am bored
I've been playing CT since pretty much after school, I get addicted to that game in small bursts.
I hope something cool happens this week, but this monday gives me a feeling this week'll be slow...not necessarily bad, just...slow
You know?
Moi Dix Mois new CD is out, and I don't have it yet
That makes me disappointed..
way to go CdJapan!
I need more money, for more CDs
seriously
I hope everyone's as well as I am
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I have not updated in while, which is rare, but I just keep forgetting!
This week was good after not being sick anymore. Lots of tests in school and the lot, but I did well enough on all of them,(one of 2 A's in my class on the FST test).
Other than that, I've been playing Chrono Trigger this week, not doing my assigned reading, because Lord of the Flies sucks...the symbolism is terrible. I know the auhtor was trying to convey a point about hierarchal society and how it was always dominate us,regardless if there is government or not...byt my god does he do it in a dry way...I'd rather read Thomas Fucking Paine...jesus.
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Anyway, the weekend was also really fun, I spent all of friday with miss Abigail, that was fun. Saturday was good, I got a new backpack (Swiss Army Synergy) and Jumpin' Jesus on a Pogo stick is it fucking sweet!!!111one Also, the CD I ordered "Polysics or Die!!!!" By the Polysics got here, and it is already one of my favorite CDs ever,up there with Diru and Moi Dix Mois. Then I hung out with Abby again, and had a very tasty banana split.
The past week has kind made me feel rather rejuvenated in terms of society..things have been going well for me, in fact, they couldn't be better. Soon enough, my computer will be upgraded,I will get an external HDD for it, and that will be perfect too. For once, I have nothing to bitch about, and I am genuinely happy with my situation.

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Ugh, I feel like shit
Fuqn girls *coughABBYcough* making me sick
it's all their fault, because it's easier to blame them than take responsibility for my own actions
A day of school missed, I almost feel bad that I've missed so many days this semester already, but whateva, I'll make my shit up
"What are you some kind of ass!? Don't you know who I am..I'm the Juggernaut, bitch!"