And then, there's a bearded fetus.

It's Monday and I'm dreading it. Today or tomorrow, we're going to be euthanizing Yoda. This weekened, he's started to show some signs, and we can't let him suffer. Mostly they're little things. He seems lethargic, not so interested in eating, he's been coughing more, and seems a little confused sometimes. I hate it. We've moved up our deadline to tomorrow night, unless he's not eating, in which case it'll be tonight. It's going to suck either way, and I'm not sure that waiting is the best thing, but he's my sister's dog, so we're kind of letting her lead. If I felt like he was in pain, I'd put my foot down, but he doesn't seem to be.

It's hard. He's been a part of my life for over a decade, and I love him dearly.

Yesterday was mostly spent watching the dog and worrying, but we did make time to go out to an all you can eat sushi place for lunch. The food was very good, though I don't know that we ate enough to make it worth the price. They have a regular menu, so we might do that next time. Their miso soup was some of the best I've ever had, salty and delicious. I could have had another bowl of that, easily.

We're watching Traitors season 2, and I hate these people. I don't want any of them to win the money. Though they just brought in Kate from season 1, who I really liked. She's bitchy and funny and I'm looking forward to seeing how she sakes things up. I can't wait for the next couple of seasons, where we have Bob the Drag Queen. I know she's going to get eliminated fast, but I can dream.

I'm excited about the upcoming season, which is going to have one of my all time favorite queens, Bianca Del Rio on it.

Silly things are keeping me sane right now.

I did send a message to my doctor, so hopefully, she'll get back to me today and let me know what to think about my amazing disappearing endometrium.

We've also been looking at petfinder, seeing if there's any puppers who we'd be interested in once Yoda is gone. There's a couple who are just adorable. We're going to see if any of them are interested in us, and go from there.

I don't expect will be going that long without, though. I'm holding onto that.

Okay, time for me to grab a shower and get myself together. Everyone have the very best Monday you can Monday!