annabel

45 for jacket
30 for earrings in mt hope
12 for book at b and n
55 for massage near quaker
80 for duvet
60 for perfume
50 for shoes maybe
go to bed bath and beyond, b and n, new hope, spa...maybe casino...

how much i hate you

i spent my birthday in the ER, and the last week trying to find friends, and money and a place to live and food to eat. i came home to shower when my mom left to go to delaware...bully for me.

i'm having a hard time holding it together, in fact i'm apart. in pieces. i feel like i've gone over niagara in a barrel. and survived just long enough to feel the pain of the rocks at the bottom. how can i go on?

life is like a box of chocolates. and i'm allergic to chocolate.

i'm scared and alone and sad and i have pain and my heart hurts and i'm sick.

1. Yourself: annabel
2. Your Lover: s and j
3. Your Hair: blonde, green and an inch past my ears
4. Your Mother: ma
5. Your Father: dead
6. Your Favorite thing: music
7. Your Dream Last Night: fire
8. Your Favorite Drink: formula fiddy
9. Your Dream Home: hojos
10. The Room You Are In: our room
11. Your Pet: gunther
12. What You Are Now: addict
13. What You Want to be in Ten Years: mother
14. What You're Not: healthy
15: Something You Regret: truth telling
16. The Last Thing You Bought: i honestly have no idea
17. One of Your Wish list Items: freedom
18. Something You Dislike: cops
19. The Last Thing You Did: sit down
20. What You Are Wearing: nightie
21. Your Favorite Weather: rain
22. Your Favorite Book: middlesex
23. The Last Thing You Ate: friendly's ice cream
24. Your Life: hectic
25. Your Mood: bleary



If I were ...

a month, I'd be: october
a day of the week, I'd be: sunday
a time of day, I'd be: 3pm
a planet, I'd be: pluto
a sea animal, I'd be: seahorse
a direction, I'd be: east
a piece of furniture, I'd be: ottoman
a sin, I'd be: wrath
a historical figure, I'd be: mary magdalene
a liquid, I'd be: blood
a tree, I'd be: birch
a bird, I'd be: owl
a tool, I'd be: hammer
a kind of weather, I'd be: fog
a mythical creature, I'd be: gnome
a musical instrument, I'd be: harp
an animal, I'd be: horse
a color, I'd be: green
an emotion, I'd be: dark
a vegetable, I'd be: cucumber
a sound, I'd be: breeze
an element, I'd be: nitrogen
a song, I'd be: catchy
a food, I'd be: spaghetti squash
a place, I'd be: cliff
a material, I'd be: cotton
a taste, I'd be: peppermint
a scent, I'd be: tea tree
a religion, I'd be: benevolent
a word, I'd be: cluck
an object, I'd be: sticky
a body part, I'd be: fingers
a facial expression, I'd be: asymmetrical
a subject in school, I'd be: history
a cartoon character, I'd be: animated
a shape, I'd be: oblong

i'm confused, i need an adult.

i've been talked to, yelled at, high. drunk. fucked. fingered. cuddled, curdled, sad, happy, rode, slapped, wringed out,
undressed, dressed up, cleaned, shaved and hollowed out. hmmm. eventful.

take some time and jot some things about both yours and mt favourite person: me.
i took four seconds out of my busy life to steal this from gina just so you guys could fill this out, so just do it!

I _____ Annabel.
Annabel is _____.
Annabel needs ______.
I want to _____ Annabel.
Annabel can ______.
Someday Annabel will _______.
Annabel reminds me of _______.
Without Annabel _________.
Annabel can be _______.
Annabel is always _______.
The worst thing about Annabel is ________.
The best thing about Annabel is ________.
I think Annabel should _________.
If Annabel was an animal, she'd be a(n) ______.
Right now, I bet Annabel is thinking about ___.
Annabel makes me want to _______.
Annabel probably tastes like______.
If I could spend the day with Annabel I would _____.
I'd ______ for Annabel.
Annabel is made of _________.
Annabelis the _________.
If I could be Annabel for a day_____.
I want to give Annabel _______.
The song _____ by _____ reminds me of Annabel.
The character(s) _____ in _____ remind me of Annabel.
Annabel should play _____ in _____.
Annabel should wear _____.
Annabel is the best _____.