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Nothing to see here, move along [24 Dec 2005|01:05pm]
Just wanted to use my new user icon!

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I have a real blog! [04 Nov 2005|04:07pm]
So I finally decided to wash my hands of "social networking sites" forever. Let's just say I had a bad myspace experience, and that did it for me. Please allow me to direct your attention to my blog:

Creation is a passive-reactive process

Lengthy title, I know. This blog is going to have orginal articles, reposts from articles I write for other sites, updates about my various musical projects, and a good dose of random goodness.


But go there. Read. Comment. View pictures. It's delightful.

Did I mention leave comments?

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I'm still alive!! [23 Oct 2005|04:09pm]
Well, I guess it's about time for my annual post. I now have a couple of myspaces... I never thought I would join up but free song hosting is hard to turn down.

Wax Quixotic.

Fun experimental music! Go tell your friends. Also kind of a personal blog.

The Nancys.


My new rock and roll band. Not much there yet.


I'm also doing a bit of writing for fresnofamous.com. See my article about our congressman and the Broadcast Flag here.

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The Annual Post you so long for [22 Dec 2003|10:38am]
May I please direct your attention to happyproduct.com, online home of Mark Osbourne. Who is this Mr. Osbourne and why should you care? I hear the grumbling in the back. This is the one and only director of "More", the best short film ever made. They have it for sale on DVD. If you haven't seen it... well, there's really no excuse for that.

Also, Tim Burtons forthcoming movie, "Big Fish", is AWESOME. I saw a pre-release a while ago and it may-or-may-not have made me cry. I was worried that dear Timmy had lost his touch, as I was not impressed with either Sleepy Hollow or Planet of the Marky-Marks.

The Soma Holidays played in Redding last saturday. I think we freaked everyone out. I did however learn that a kick drum can support the entire weight of 120 lb. bass player for some time.

The wedding is going to be April 2nd (I think), and the new Soma album should finally be out in January, on the brand new label "Screwtape Records".

End transmission.

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Oh what news... [15 Oct 2003|10:06pm]
A quick update for you kids, hot off the presses.

I guess the most important thing is I got a job. Oh, that and I got ENGAGED TO BE MARRIED. But I'm sure you all want to hear about the job. I'm now an "Instructional Aide" in a severely handicapped classroom at a local high school. Both my parents work in special education, so I thought I would give it a try. I work in a classroom with aabout ten kids in it, most of them down syndrome, but I am mostly in charge of taking care of a severely autistic kid. So far it has been the most challenging, rewarding thing I have ever done.

And in the less exciting news*, I am engaged to be married to a darling, darling young lady named Danielle. We went to Disneyland last weekend (her favorite place in the whole world) to go on the Nightmare Before Christmas/Haunted Mansion ride and I proposed to her by Snow White's wishing well. We plan on having several dozen fat happy babies. I have never been so happy in my entire life.

Also, the Soma Holiday's fourth release, and our second full length album, has just been sent to mastering. We've got some financial backers this time so we're making an initial pressing of one thousand copies, with advertising support in Punk Planet and some other quality magazines.

*sarcasm

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The long awaited update.... [09 Sep 2003|01:39pm]
Well kids, a lot has changed since last we spoke. I've got two official bands right now. The first one is The Soma Holidays. It's my rock and roll outlet. We're finishing up our second album at the end of this month. The second band is The Art School Rejects (website coming), it's my "electroclash" BAND. BAND, mind you. We put on the best live show you've ever seen in your life (we even have a COWBELL PLAYER. If that doesn't make you the freaking best band ever, I don't know what does).

I'm still madly in love with a certain little lady. If all goes according to plan we will be married this summer. Beware the coming onslaught of cute little Irish/Armenian kids!

I've been in school for God knows how long. I'm taking two english classes, Precalculus, and Spanish this semester. I'm not even a month into things and my butt is already kicked.

The only other news is that I have a new love for gardening. Lawncare, specifically. Last week my dad gave me an extra garden hose he had and I was thrilled beyond belief. If I ever get a website you will be bombarded will daily pictures of how my yard is doing. Be afraid.

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Electrodiscopunk! Oh my! [08 Sep 2003|02:41pm]
I'm thinking about resuresting this journal. What do you think? Are you worried that I'll just tease you with the occasional post, and thus add to your frustration? Or do you look forward to once again peering into my oh-so-fascinating life?

In other news, my "electroclash" band is playing September 26th at Kuppajoes in Fresno. You should come. Info: (559) 229-3320

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keepin it real dawg [18 Feb 2003|02:21pm]
I found this photo on the interweb today. This was me in my pre-mohawk days.



From left to right: Liza (who is actually a girl trying to look like a man trying to look like a girl. Really.), Danielle (my special lady friend), yours truly, and April (Danielle's sister). This was taken at Fresno's extra special goth/industrial club, Futureshockk!

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w00t! [13 Feb 2003|01:57pm]
I love science tests! I wish everyday I had a test in my science class.

Yesterday I went to a punk rawk show to see my friend Mondo's band play. I got bored during one of the bands so I sat in my car and read a book (Dance of Days, highly recommended).

I also have braces (though I compensate for that by also having a large mohawk and massive sideburns, or "chops", as they say in the vernacular).

Conclusion: I am a nerd.

Woo!

Shouts to my old school peeps: Ian, Joe, Ginny, Vinny. I miss you guys.

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For those in the Fresno area... [22 Jan 2003|12:56pm]
Today I will be the featured guest on 90.7 KFSR's "Musicians In Arms" program, from 2:00-3:00. I will be talking about my involvement with the Soma Holidays, the history of Wax Quixotic, plugging my new electroclash project the Art School Rejects and dissected current copyright law and promoting the Creative Commons movement.

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some thoughts... [30 Dec 2002|12:05am]
I always thought that folks who valued things more than people were the epitomy of evil. Only lately did I realize that politics is a thing.... religion is a thing... vegetarianism, communism, and any other -ism or ethos you can name is a thing.

Life is going well. I quit my job (my last day is January 9th), I'm all registered for school, and I've got a girlfriend who is more amazing than any person I've ever met. I couldn't ask for anything more, really.

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Info for all our bros [10 Dec 2002|11:04pm]
Just wanted to draw your attention to this little product. For those of you too scared to click on the link, it's a computer keyboard with a built in 37 key MIDI controller. I just got mine for 89$ at CompUSA. It comes with a Soundblaster sound card (which I threw away) and some lame software, but it works fine with my sequencing program (Logic 5 Plat).

For those you who already have it, you might be interested to know how easy it is to customize those annoying internet buttons (that take you to creative.com, etc.) and that giant FUN button that launches the lamest piece of software I've ever seen. Just launch regedit and change the following keys:

HKEY_LOCAL_MACHINE\SOFTWARE\Creative Tech\Creative Prodikeys\URL -this is where you can change what web sites the thing takes you to. Mine now launches google, yahoo, and slashdot.

HKEY_LOCAL_MACHINE\SOFTWARE\Creative Tech\Creative Prodikeys\AppPath -this is where you can change what the "FUN" button launches. Mine now launches Logic 5, though it would be amusing to have the FUN button launch Quake 3 or something.

If anyone else has any easy mods for this thing, please post!

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eat you all up or just hug you to death [07 Nov 2002|12:37pm]
[ mood | jubilant ]

*SCREAMS*

To be yong and in love is a gift laced in gold.

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google as a dating tool [20 Oct 2002|11:38am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

so whenever i meet someone new i always google their name to see what i can see, so today i decided to google myself to see what would come up. i have decided based on these four entries that i am the coolest guy ever. the following is a summary of those entries.

1. www.worldrevolution.org home page. according to them i'm into "Anti-Corporate activism,anti-consumerism, and the Green Party". for the life of me i can't remember ever being at this sight, but apparently i have a home page their.

2. ezboard.com. some guy talking about my recommendations on synthesizers.

3. karac.com. i have no idea who this person is, but apparently they were a fan of my high school band. check out this entry:

I'm listening to my friend's old high school band right now. I used to love them so much. My really good friend Nate Warkentin (dropping a name in case anyone knows him) did the lead guitar. But once my friend Luke Deniston (again, name dropping in case anyone knows him) left the band and moved to LA, their sound changed and I didn't really like them as much. Luke played bass, and his style was influenced a lot by the more industrial bands like Filter and KMFDM, while the rest of the band had influences in lighter, emo-ish music. So once Luke left, their sound changed for the emo and I didn't like them as much. But I'm listening to their original 4 track demo cd and it's pretty good. Ah just another memory of high school. Those Gannon/Gryp shows at Kuppa were fucking awesome. I'll never forget them playing "Hideaway" (their famous swan song that nobody liked to play except Luke because it was too hard) and Luke freestyled into "Hey Man Nice Shot" and when he hit the chorus his voice totally cracked, but the mosh pit was going so hard and everyone was just rocking out so hard that it didn't matter. He was laughing, we were all laughing, the pit was jumping. That moment will always be frozen in my mind.


ahhhh.. the memories.

4. www.bruteprop.com. me signing the Brute! guestbook. sweet.


so what does google have to say about you?

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read this post! [27 Sep 2002|12:11pm]
[ mood | content ]

well kids, the show went amazingly. the place was literally packed, and a lot of people had to stand outside. i hooked up my minidisc player to record it, but in the adrenaline of the moment, i forgot to hit record! here's the rundown...

we filled the stage up with gear, we were literally surounded on three sides with gear. there were 8 keyboards (including the moog!), two computers, a 14 space rack full of gear, one turntable, two mixers, a couple of distortion pedals, and an accordian. we were both wearing all white, and we had a live visual show projected on us while we were playing. (plus my hair is currently fire engine red, so i was quite a sight!). here's how the set went:

1. an arrangement for piano, cello, and explosions
this is was a basic industrial/experimental song. it really hooked in the audience. holly was video taping and she caught some raver kid telling his friend "that sounds so badass!"

2. untitled angry song
before this song i told the audience that they were encouraged to yell at the top of their lungs whenever they felt during the song. i even put a few people on the spot in the audience and made them yell. during the song we had a few spots were the music would stop and john and i would yell at the top of out lungs. by the end of this one the audience was totally hooked.

3. a modem, a blender, and one synth
before playing i explained to the audience that this song consisted mostly of sounds sampled of my modem, but to fill it our we took samples of a blender, and then added one synth. i got lots of positive feedback on this one.

5. violating my casio
before we started this song i ripped open a small casio keyboard and started poking it with wires (it made weird bleeps as it was dying). much to the delight of the audience, halfway through the song i lifted the keyboard high above my head and smashed it into the ground. i even managed to cut myself a few places while destroying it (that's how you know we're punk rawk). the second half of the song i screamed into a vocoder.

6. the unfortunate tradition of naming diseases after people
this was a little bit slower. boards of canada meets speedy j. it kind of brought down the energy level. lots of head-bobbing in the audience to this one.

7. this is what trance would be if it were any good
this song was HIGHLY experimental. the first thing we did was turn up some white noise, while i explained to the audience exactly what white noise was. then we exposed them to a binaural beat (learn about them here!) while i told the audience that they should relax, and their brains were going to sync to a theta wave created in response to the binaural beat. then we played a very slow kick drum pattern that mimicked a heart rate. i the told the audience that their heart rates were going to sync to kick drum, and they were going to be put in an extremely relaxed state. then john and i played some minimalist electronic stuff over all this, with lots of anime samples. ;) part of the point of this song was to prep people for the next one...

8. the sing along
while i was promoting the show i told everyone to bring musical instruments, and quite a few people complied. during the opening act i taught people this song. i introduced the song and i explained that this song was a sing-along, but that there were no words, and that they should sing whatever came to them. the song was a simple trip-hoppy/boards of canada romp and about a minute into it everyone was playing along. i was singing onstage (but not into a mic), and a lot of people were singing in the audience. about five minutes into the song i got off the stage and wanered around in the audience singing. then i hopped on an old slightly out-of-tune piano in the back of the venue and started playing. the music on stage died down but everyone in the audience was still singing and playing along, and i was still piano. about three minutes later i stopped playing piano and waited for the music to die down before i turned around.

i can not adequately describe the joy i felt when i turned around. it's a moment that's going to stick with me forever. everyone's eyes were on me, and everyone had a huge grin on their face. i could tell the music had gotten through!

i'm sorry if this post wasn't all that coherent, i'm still pretty tired and i haven't gotten my coffe yet, but i just had to share.

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audrey tatou! *sigh* [23 Sep 2002|01:28pm]
mmmm.... the soundtrack to amelie fills me with love for all mankind. you there! yes you, in the back! i love you sir! beware my warm fuzzies, for they overwhelm i say!

preparations for the show on thursday are going quite well. it sounds like all of fresno is turning out to see it. everywhere i go people are telling me how excited they are. if you go, in addition to all the fancy stuff previously listed, you'll get to see me crack open a casio keyboard and poke at the insides with wires with the noises it makes as it's dying piped through the PA.

i went out dancing with my best friends wife the day before last (with his blessing, of course). a good time was had by all. i can not describe the pleasantness of having good platonic female companions to hang out with.

in other news i am in love with the asian checker at trader joe's. she is a physics major at CSU fresno, and one semester away from graduating. she has given me her word that she will be at my show, at which i am hoping she will fall in love with me. damn, our children will be beautiful! those irish/asian people usually are. (almond shaped green eyes! no man shall resist their power!)

i hope everyone has a pleasant day. i will keep you posted on relations with my newfound love.

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[13 Sep 2002|01:06pm]
[ mood | happy ]

The other day I was feeling kind of blue, so I switched on the radio and they were playing "I Believed In Love Once Too" by ME (on the college station of course)! It made me rather happy.

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If a double-decker bus kills the both of us so much the better than [11 Sep 2002|11:56am]
I saw good old Mr. Morrisey again last night. It was a great show, as usual. He had a few new songs, all of which were delightful. Especially one called "Mexico" , look for it if you catch him on this tour.

After the show I went to the Revue and basked in the love of the Fresno indie scene. Most of the hipsters were there and I was happy to see them, and they were equally happy to see me. A good time was had by all.

I have a show coming up on the 26th. Today I am making flyers for it. I'll record the whole thing. Maybe I'll have some MP3's. It's going to be highly experimental, and the entire stage is going to be covered with gear. We're probably looking at two-hours worth of set-up time. Here's a few things you're going to be missing if you're not there:
Dueling blenders
An accordian solo
A song made only of sounds sampled off my modem
A Plot
Lots of anime samples
A sing-along with no words (you make up your own)
A surreal ambient song featuring recordings of half-asleep people talking about what they're dreaming of


And that's just the half of it! Upbeat Depression is opening (IDM type stuff). I've told everyone that I don't promise that the show will be good, but I do promise that it will be like nothing they've seen before!

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abstractions & layers. angles within wheels. [23 Aug 2002|12:44pm]
[ mood | tepid ]

hello again. it's me! remember?

well, much has happened since last we spoke. i completely boycotted the internet for a while. i rejected linear approaches to music. sold out. came back again. dyed my hair many colours, then decided dying your hair was for the devil. then i changed my mind. i wrote a song that makes even the whitest of white boys want to shake his money maker. i was offered several promotions at work, turned them all down, and then offered a free trip to the fine state of Maine, where i would live next to a few friends of mine. i saw my ex-girlfriend get married to one of my best friends. i even became a godfather!

i'm also becoming a fireman for the national forest service. no, seriously.

that's enough for now. i'm not quite ready to completely jump back into the whole "livejournal" scene.

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[03 Jul 2002|02:02am]
life only gets more confusing as you get older, i've found. but on the other hand, it makes it that much more interesting.

warcraft three is out tomorrow. i haven't purchased a video game in ages, let alone played one. but i'll make an exception for this. i'll see you (and the sun) in a couple months.

ps: my hair is red. no, i mean RED. maybe i'll have pictures soon.

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