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[Thursday, Feb 2nd 06 (02:48)] |
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Getting into the habit of sleeping around 3 am again. NOT good. Anyway... stupid livejournal is in Chinese format and I'm helplessly navigating around pages full of more Chinese. Music is good. Still down about the coursework but not to a point where I hate myself. Hope it doesn't rub back in when I get back to school. Very worrying that exams are like, a month away? I crumble under time pressure. Yet, some people just get it. well... lighting a candle and going to sleepyland now.
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[Sunday, Jan 22nd 06 (00:30)] |
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It seems that this week is 'no best friend week'. waw.... I'm so bad at coping without the phone. I just won't shut up! I guess its the OCD. Just feels right to rant/squeal about stuff over the phone everyday. Today I made progress though. Went through the entire day without calling! Boredom overcame me and somehow, I feel myself comforted with water. Weird, but drinking from a straw is so fulfilling! I LOVE drinking water through a straw. OOO and I love blowing bubbles too! The gurgling noise is so fun. I love water in my mouth. Okay, I this must be part of the weird effects of not being out for 6 days. AND I've been peeing a lot.
Night night.
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[Wednesday, Jan 11th 06 (19:17)] |
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So today was pretty crappy to start off with. Then it got pretty shitty but thats not too interesting. The coloryourworld company is holding auditions for drama workshops the week after. It would mean commitment for 7 weeks-2 rehearsals a week including one precious Saturday afternoon. Sounds really really fun (not sarcasm). Whats the point though? I probably won't get it. However sitting here will not prepare me for future auditions...this is good for my CV so I should probably do it. Then theres the whole public humiliation part. Will think about it. Perhaps if Georgia and or Myra went it wouldn't be too bad.
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[Thursday, Apr 22nd 04 (23:54)] |
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