Hi..

Hi all.I'm new here,am going thru a hard time from a break-up.Anyway..I wrote this song..

+So not your kind+

I'm not beautiful
Not clever enough with words
Not outgoing enough
Not fun to be with
Not daring enough to drink
Not funny enough to make you laugh

I'm not into your friends
Not good enough with my hands
You think I don't try to make you happy
Not good enough for anybody

I'm too poor,too different
too difficult,too tiring
too skinny,too fat
too judging,too trusting
too depressed,too emotional
too disrespectful,too meek
too abused,too frustrated

You say I allow myself to be used too much
tell me,tell me,tell me
how I should be
how I can make you want me
You say it's not right,I'm not right
I'm just so not your kind..
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And I wrote this poem.. I was pretty dissapointed and hurt when I had this in my mind:

I'd hate you
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I hate the way you make me feel
as if I'm no one at all
I hate it how you break me up
kill me and steal my soul.

I hate myself for loving you
for not wanting to let go
I hate it when I think of you
eventhough I know you're so shallow.

I hate the fact that you treat me so bad
the fact that I'm so blind
to let you hurt me and make me sad
and to waste my time.

I hate the way you make me feel
as if I'm so unworthy
of someone like you or anyone at all
because I'm just so unpretty.

I'd hate you if I could,you know,
I'd detest you completely
but you don't deserve my hate at all-
you only deserve my pity.