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Proof of life [28 Apr 2024|12:12am]


Since I'm in my 40's and I started this in my late teens. Photos of my at the beach on my 41st birthday.
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Let's celebrate! My blog is 21 years old [25 Apr 2023|01:27pm]







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Time Traveling [03 Jun 2022|06:59pm]
Wow, I first started this twenty years ago and a lot has happened since I last posted in 2010. I started working as an engineer at the college I graduated from. I bought a house. I have an amazing girlfriend. I also have a semi successful DIY record label. Add me on FB where I'm more active, willfastcore but I bet not many people are still on this platform. Also add To Live A Lie Records on social media. I hope anyone out here in this metaverse is doing great.
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[21 Dec 2010|05:48pm]
You never missed a word I tried to fit
Inside a chorus, inside a verse, all my intros and the bridge
That's where I put all the awful things I think I am
And if you still respect me I guess I'll have a second chance

I want my hands in your hair
I want my hands in your hair
Pulling your face closer

I told you last night you gave me butterflies
You surprise me with new cocoons everytime they start to fly
I instantly felt like an idiot
Embarrassed of the person controlling my mouth
My mouth it's always in a melee
Figuring out how as it talks
Your response was comforting
I guess I gave you butterflies too

I want my hands in your hair
I want my hands in your hair
Pulling your face closer
and closer
and closer
and closer
and closer
and closer
and closer


stolen idea from ryanxcharge
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[14 Oct 2010|07:33am]
Dreams about the most important ex in my life just bum me out. Of course I wake up and its raining. Of course I had fallen asleep in my clothes. WTF.
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[30 Aug 2010|11:03pm]
Broke things off with girl, it was the right thing to do. LESS STRESS! Am going to miss this one.
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[10 Aug 2010|09:23pm]
Why is my style on here totally ruined all of a sudden, wtf.
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[10 Jun 2010|07:34am]
My night last night consisted of having to use chocolate soy milk instead of vanilla on my chocolate cereal, riding a sugar high.. then crashing at 8PM. Following, I remembered dreaming about smoking weed and then being totally messed up ala the episode I watched of Peepshow just before.
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[24 Apr 2010|11:27pm]
Some interesting developments are under foot.
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[11 Apr 2010|11:44pm]
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[07 Apr 2010|10:06pm]
1. When you’re fast, you don’t last
2. When you’re slow you won’t blow
3. Don’t get lost in the sauce
-Sho Nuff
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[05 Apr 2010|10:51pm]
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[23 Mar 2010|07:40am]
March 19th was my birthday

[06 Mar 2010|07:47pm]
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[28 Dec 2009|06:00pm]
This, by far, has been one of the roughest years I've had since I've been put on this earth. I ruined a friendship with a good friend at the beginning of this year. I met an amazing person who I was lucky enough to date and fall in love with but I ruined that. I hurt my knee up pretty badly and had surgery a half a year ago. I'm just ready for new beginnings. I don't want to stew in all that has happened. I just want it to be 2010 so fucking badly.
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[22 Dec 2009|10:30pm]
You love a man who treats you wrong
you think you'll change him
but you're wrong
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[21 Dec 2009|12:06am]
You treat somebody wrong and they respond to it, simple enough. Hate it.
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A Perfect Night [29 Nov 2009|03:50am]
I'm really pretty sure a perfect night involves Nicole cuddled in my arms.

Girl is amazing.
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[01 Nov 2009|08:40pm]
When judged by past not present it's all just talking
When judged by past it's forgotten that everyone changes
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[30 Oct 2009|12:44pm]
Tired of being sick for three weeks I went and found out I have a bad sinus infection. Hurrah antibiotics. Eventful week, seeing old friends, living life without feeling bad about it again. Thank god anxiety imploding heart turned into a curious and adventuresome one at the moment. Fingers crossed these feelings of contentment last.
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