Okay.

Deep breaths right? ^^; No wonder people hire wedding planners - I imagine I'll want to kill someone before this is all over.

I have meetings with florists all month since the one we were going to use went out of business. And Mary has accepted being my third choice for Maid of Honor. I feel so badly! But Shayna...has proven that she will not be my friend and Jenice is being sent somewhere because of her company internship.

Need to collect addresses and find a reception area - the church will be too small despite what my mother says. The pastor told us that only 100 people were allowed legally and we're expected at least 120. I also have to tell my mother I'm wearing the dress I picked and if that makes her mad I'll have to find another seamstress to take care of it.

Spring Break this week - thank god. I need a break so that I don't completely freak out again on Seth. Need to find out about Health Insurance and if things are smoothed out with Social Secruity...

I'm seriously considering, once Seth is more stable and is making enough in a few months to quit work and go to school full time. Having the extra money is nice but I don't think its worth the stress and exhaustion - some days I'm too tired to do anything after work.

I have cut down my hours to three shifts a week, so we'll see if my bosses schedule me like that. If not I'll have to talk to them and I'm not good at that. >.<

Oooh, but setting up a gift registary was fun. >DDD We got to go around and shoot things with the bar code reader gun thingy. Very fun. Like shopping only not spending any money. Or taking it home but still having a sense of satisfaction.

And Bridal stores are scary. Especially when you have a nitpicky gay man watching your every move. >.>;