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[26 Jun 2013|11:06pm]
so..i finally got on lj today to look up some information in the breastfeeding community for someone at work. and i noticed that it has been exactly one year since i've updated. i'm obviously overdue, lol.

everything is going well with the kids. delanie is going to be 9 in a few weeks and is going into the fourth grade this year. avery is three. he is talking A LOT more now but still getting speech therapy and now has a teacher coming to the house twice a month also. nothing much to really report on them.

ted came home from jail on parole in november last year. he lasted about three weeks home and sober before he started drinking again. things were bad and got very bad a few weeks ago. i actually ended up getting a protective order against him for myself and the kids. that lasted..hmm, one day. i called him to make sure he wasn't sleeping in an alley somewhere. i was close..he was sleeping in his friend's shed because he had nowhere to go. i let him come home; he was going through alcohol withdrawal. he stayed in the basement and we didn't really talk for a couple days except for me making sure he was, you know..alive and hadn't died in the basement trying to detox. he has been sober from alcohol and marijuana for 15 days now and everything is going great. we went to counseling together last week and he goes again by himself tomorrow. we are going together again next week.

work is okay. i like my job, the people i work with, and love helping people breastfeed. but "due to budget cuts," all of the peer counselors had their hours cut. i was dropped down to 12hrs a week starting in july. there is a possibility that come october, when the new state budget starts, i will get some of my hours back (i was cut bc of county budget cuts). hopefully all. wishful thinking for more hours than i have now but i will seriously be happy if i still have a job when that new budget hits. ugh. so until then i'm looking for a 2nd job.
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[12 Nov 2008|02:18pm]
[ mood | worried ]

They just called me with the results of the sleep study. They said she has very mild obstructive sleep apnea. :(

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[04 Nov 2008|11:13pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

Ugh. WTF, America?

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[25 Apr 2008|03:59pm]
I wanted to do a long post but I just realized that it's 4 and I've yet to get in the shower before I have to work at 5, lol.

Delanie had a dentist appointment today. I thought she had a cavity in one of her molars. I felt so bad. :( She was good for the dental assistant but didn't want anything to do with the dentist. She's usually completely fine with both. This time I had to hold her down, lol. The dentist said, "Well, she has (insert long scientfic words here) which is known as geographic tongue." I'm like, "Yeah, I knew about that already." I asked about the cavity in the back and he said that it wasn't a cavity, just a stain on her tooth. YAY! My baby is still cavity free. :)))
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[22 Apr 2008|07:53am]
1- Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
Ashley needs to keep wearing stuff like this.

2- Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
Ashley looks like a mermaid, a stripper mermaid that is

3- Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:
ashley says come out

4- Type in "[your name] has" in Google search:
Ashley has all of a baby’s needs.

one a couple lines down said, "ashley has herpes." LOL.

5- Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:
Ashley Wants To Be With Angelina Jolie And Jennifer Aniston

6- Type in "[your name] gives" in Google search:
ashley gives out her number


7- Type in "[your name] takes" in Google search:
ashley takes the cinnamon test
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[21 Apr 2008|05:08pm]
An article about Ted's uncle, ~*Rev. Rayner W. Hesse" (lol) and a..shrunken head? lol.

http://www.myhometownbronxville.com/static_pages11.asp?id=327
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[06 Feb 2008|11:39am]
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[12 Dec 2007|01:52pm]
Now..I don't really get down too much with rap music. I tolerate it but..not really too into MOST of it. But this is really funny.

Juelz Santana & Lil Wayne - Do My Thang

Hit em with the glock..put em in a coma..now what that boy got? uhh..glaucoma.


HAHAHAHA. Seriously, LOL.

so icy, like a mf'ing cupcake.

haha, i love it.
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[26 Nov 2007|11:52am]
You Are Thanksgiving

You are a bit of a homebody who enjoys being in the company of people you love.
It doesn't take a lot to make you happy. You're enjoying life as it is.
You have many blessings in your life, and you are grateful for each one.
You believe that life is about what you *do* have. You feel like you have enough of the good stuff.

What makes you celebrate: Family, friends, and the changing of the seasons.

At holiday get togethers, you do best as: The host of the party

On a holiday, you're the one most likely to: Spend so much energy preparing that it's a full time job
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[20 Nov 2007|01:25pm]

Lets101 - Free Online Dating

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[14 May 2007|01:03am]
Which Greek Goddess are you?

Hestia
Hestia
You are the Goddess of the hearth and home. Your symbol is the hearth and tamed fire that burns there. Your heart is as big as an ocean and full of everything that is pure and golden. You are the most gentle of all the Goddesses and the most supportive who will be truely and deeply loved by all who will ever know you. You exude beauty in your grace and warmth and love towards all other people. You are most likely to be a leader of some kind.
How do you compare?
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[09 Apr 2007|05:31pm]
So. I have to go buy a ham bc I forgot to put it away when I went out and the dog took it off the table and ate it.

Easter was okay. We stayed home the whole day. Ted's mom invited us over but said we had to find our own way there. I had told her anyway that we'd be eating here and would come over if we had a ride after we ate dinner. (she was eating the same time we were.) She called us yesterday and was saying something about someone over there could have came to get us if I would have told her we didn't have a way there. So..why did she tell us to find our own way there? We were just like eh, whatever, we're staying home. lol. Anyway, I got Delanie a bunch of dress-up outfits from the Easter Bunny. She LOVES them! The only problem is getting her to wear anything besides them. Haha.
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[10 Jul 2006|03:42pm]
I spent entirely too much time making this..

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[01 Apr 2006|09:43am]
Please donate. The March for the Animals is tomorrow.

https://www.kintera.org/faf/donorReg/donorPledge.asp?ievent=151770&supid=124567094
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My Angel's Name [24 Feb 2006|03:13pm]
The child asked God, "They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow. But how am I going to live there, being so small and helpless ?"

"Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you." The child further inquired, " But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy."

God said, "Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you." And you will "feel" your angel's love and be very happy." Again the child asked, " And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?"

God said, "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words that you will ever hear. And with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak."

"And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?" God said, "Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you " how" to pray."

"Who will protect me?" God said, "Your angel will defend you even if it means risking it's life."

"But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore." God said, "Your angel will always talk to you "about" me, and will teach you the way to come back to me, even though I will always be next to you."

At that moment there was much peace in heaven, and voices from Earth could be heard. The child hurriedly asked, "God, if I am to leave now, please tell me " my angel's name."

You will simply call her Mommy!
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[19 Jan 2006|01:18pm]
I did a cut on my FL. If you were cut, it's because you never comment on my journal. I'm tired of posting and either having 1 or 2 comments from the same people or not having any at all.
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[03 Jan 2006|06:32pm]
I got an old doctor's bill in the mail for the baby. I called the place who sent it to give them the insurance information.

Her: Are you Delanie?
Me: No, she's my daughter.
Her: You need to fax us some type of verification
Me: -conpletely puzzled- What?
Her: The only person we can discuss this with is Delanie.
Me: She's year old. I'm her MOTHER.
Her: I cannot disclose any information to you.
Me: Um, she's a year old. She can't talk. What do you want me to do? Put her on the phone?
Her: I'm sorry, we cannot disclose any information to you.
Me: Okay, I'll throw a old year old on the phone to talk insurance with you.
Her: Ma'am I cannot disclose any information with you. You need to fax us her birth certificate as verification that you're her mother.
Me: -hangs up-

WHAT THE FUCK? ROFL
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[01 Oct 2005|02:30pm]
bold the states you've been to, underline the states you've lived in and italicize the state you're in now...

Alabama / Alaska / Arizona / Arkansas / California / Colorado / Connecticut / Delaware / Florida / Georgia / Hawaii / Idaho / Illinois/ Indiana / Iowa / Kansas / Kentucky / Louisiana / Maine / Maryland / Massachusetts / Michigan / Minnesota /Mississippi / Missouri / Montana / Nebraska / Nevada / New Hampshire / New Jersey / New Mexico / New York / North Carolina / North Dakota / Ohio / Oklahoma / Oregon / Pennsylvania / Rhode Island / South Carolina / South Dakota / Tennessee / Texas / Utah / Vermont / Virginia / Washington / West Virginia / Wisconsin / Wyoming / Washington D.C
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[07 Aug 2005|11:10pm]
the TRUTH about PETA

just so you know...
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[31 Jul 2005|09:38am]
love_r, good luck with the csection tomorrow! i want to see lots of pictures when you get home!
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