Hey ladies,


I just wanted to announce that im alive lol.     I just havent felt like being online lately.    I was doing pretty good and seeing the numbers on the scale go down.  I decided that I was only going to eat when I had to i.e. family/friend obligations or when I was so hungry I couldnt stand it.  It was going pretty well and then I fell into binge mode. I've been there for 3 days.   I hate that but im trying to not let it bring me down to much.   A little set back is normal, I just have to remind myself of that.    So tmr im babysitting for most of the day so thats wont be an issue.   I just need to get out of the house and be active somehow.  

I cleaned out my closet and realized that I have 3 jean sizes in there.   It was awful sorting them into the biggest size  that barely fit now to the smallest pairs that still have belts on them from when they were loose. I have 3 weeks until I need to buy new clothes for school.  I have to be smaller.  I need to go into serious starvation mode.   I can do this! 

I hope you are all doing well.