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[16 May 2008|03:14am] |
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heya everyone...
as usual i havent updated here in a while...i keep forgetting about it...in case you happen to have a facebook or myspace page, i tend to keep up with those more..
www.myspace.com/xewmusic is my music page
www.myspace.com/mommyandnugget is my personal one
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1215413784 is a combo music and personal...
keeping up with all these things is near impossible! id love to find a prog that can update them all at once or select the ones to update together...it would make life so much easier!!!
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[22 Oct 2007|02:12am] |
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yep im doing my usual once in a blue moon update...
my usual blog is still on my main music site...other than that i just update friends as i can since i dont always post alot of things there...
rosemerry..did u get that david gray song? i realized when i tried to send myself somethign that it didnt go through :(
so what is everyone else up to lately? here its just been me running after my toddler and trying not to loose my mind...shes decided to start arguing lately and seriously testing me...oh joy...
other than that just the usual everyday running around with our heads cut off...ill have to post more tomorrow when im more awake...2 in the morn isnt a good blogging time..haha
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[21 Nov 2006|10:38pm] |
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yo yo yo!
as usual im all behind in reading this thing...my apologies...you are welcome to email me or catch up with me through my music site... www.xewmusic.com as it seems to be the only thing i manage to check in on...or email of course petra.john@gmail.com
hope everyone is well...smoooooooooooooooooooooches...
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[23 May 2006|01:09am] |
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man updating this thing is long overdue...so what are yall up to? holler at me if ya still around...
lately im feeling a mix of numb, tired, burnt out, overwhelmed, and just plain not there alot of the time...i was ok when i was down south with the fam for a month...but since ive been back...well its like ive fallen back into everything that just exhausts me...
i love my little one...but shes burning me out...every time i think ive caught up and gotten into a pattern she changes it up...i swear that has to come from her father...gah!! the best way to describe it is shes learning faster than i can teach her...so she gets bored and finds ways to annoy me....
then theres the biz, the messy house, trying to keep up with friends and all the everyday surprises that hit me...all the while feeling crappy about not getting to things like my music and studies...
ah well i suppose...
in any case i am determined to finish the cd i set out to do....and then i will move on to new stuff finally!!! ya right...ill be saying that again next year same time again...blah...
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[15 Jul 2004|02:08pm] |
i really really need to keep up with this thing...im sure with all this preggers stuff im dealing with i should have lots to yap about...
but i really dont know...its usually the same thing every day...i get up between 10 & 12, watch some tv till the shows suck, get on the puter for a while till the shows dont suck, watch some more tv till the hubby comes home, then later i bathe, more tv, take vitamins, then off to bed....and all along the way im eating and peeing alot...
i miss my girls nite out weekends...i really need a good drinking nite out...
id also like to have a lil more motivation to study my web development stuff...im hoping to take my career in a new direction and work from home on web development and consulting...but for whatever reason i just cant seem to just sit down and study...bah...
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[25 Dec 2002|12:53am] |
well seems things have calmed between me and john...dont think ive even talked to brina or nee about anything that happened around thanksgiving...ah well maybe one day after its all blown over...so im spending christmas and my b-day with him and his fam...and some of his bros in-laws....this should be interesting...
so anyway as usual music is coming along...dont know when cd will be finished but it seems 2 songs are complete...have 10 more to go!
life is so crazy right now i rarely get a moment to sit and think about much more than work and a lil time for music...so i guess thats why myself and john are both frustrated cause we cant figure out where each of us stands...so instead i back away from anything to do with a relationship....oh what to do?!?!?!?!
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[09 Nov 2002|11:00pm] |
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so its been a long time...think i need to start writing here more...i havent been posting on the mo-boards as much even though id love to be doing my uSeLeSs thread again....think ive got alot cooped up and need to let it all out...
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[02 Oct 2001|08:07am] |
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todays court....dont wanna go....blah....this sucks.....
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[01 Oct 2001|11:31am] |
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dudes...im so freaking tired....finished the move this weekend...everything is all over the place and disorganized....and my puter isnt up yet...aaaaarrrrggggghhh!!!!!!
i guess when that is up ill be fine....the rest of the mess can stay right where it is as long as i have my puter up....
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[28 Sep 2001|11:20am] |
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why on earth cant i get it through my head that im moving out of my apt this weekend?!?!?! its like i have no emotions about it...duh....ive been there almost a year and gotten all cozy...well as much as u can for being in a studio apt.....im just afraid that its gonna hit me hard on sunday and ill be bawling my eyes out for the next week...or maybe not...maybe i really wanna move and just dont realize it yet...uuuuggggg
well either way im moving....for the cheaper rent....and to have the expirience of living with a roommate other than my fam or a bf.....aahh yes the exploration of life....
oh well as long as i have my puter and internet hooked up im good to go...whoooohoooooo!!!!!!
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[27 Sep 2001|08:25am] |
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well another day another day....and 3 days till i move out of my apt....its gonna be so weird not being in my lil cubby hole that ive had for almost a year....im not sure how much living with another human being is going to affect me....i mean i grew up in a house of 6 but ive gotten used to living alone lately....its quite nice actually....
well i guess ya do what ya gotta do to save $$...but as soon as i can ill be on my own again....not sure if i wanna buy a house anytime soon though...it would be nice but i still dont feel settled....gotta do some more traveling and living in different places...that would rock....or maybe by some miracle my music career will take off.....
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[23 Sep 2001|08:12pm] |
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till i leave my apt that ive lived in for almost a year...and im already missing it...i think cause i know ill be giving up a lil bit of my privacy...i love living alone...its so peacful...i can make a mess and no one to fuss about it...
almost finished "spiderwoman"...just have to redo the vocals and i might be finished..whoooooooooohoooooooo!!!!!! feels good....
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[23 Sep 2001|08:08pm] |
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till i leave my apt that ive lived in for almost a year...and im already missing it...i think cause i know ill be giving up a lil bit of my privacy...i love living alone...its so peacful...i can make a mess and no one to fuss about it...
almost finished "spiderwoman"...just have to redo the vocals and i might be finished..whoooooooooohoooooooo!!!!!! feels good....
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| brain dead....now what??? |
[23 Sep 2001|01:36am] |
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its 1.30am...wonder if ill make it to sunrise...i missed it this morning....
got some more boxes and started packing up my apt again today...i knew i had alot of stuff but this is ridiculous....uuggg...ive really got to get rid of some stuff....how on earth do i get rid of that "i might need it later" feeling...??
ive been having a big ol appetite lately...cant fig that one out...and ive put on..uumm...a lil more weight than id like to...blah!!!! no no...i just need to get off my lazy butt and do some exersice...ya thats it (ha!)
finally sitting down and working on my muzak again...feels good...and im impressed with the quality of the recording...im so glad to have a new soundcard to do this with....and now i wonder how my new stuff will be accepted....tis nothing like the stuff that matt and cheeky and mike and everyone else send me to do...my stuff is so dark...but in some weird way calming....i keep asking myself am i envoking emotions?? will my stuff make someone begin to cry....to laugh...or just be depressed?? i dont know...i hate this emotional rollercoaster....youd think id be used to it by now...
i suck....aaaaaaarrrrrrrrgggggghhhh!!!!!
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[21 Sep 2001|01:36pm] |
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ok i think im figuring this thing out...ive got the client downloaded at work.....but now does this show up in both the reg journal and the mobyhead thingy journal?? oh well well see....looks like ill be doing alot of test entries to fig it out....but im getting there!!!!!!
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[21 Sep 2001|09:02am] |
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well last nite i got my live journal going...whooooohoooo...and i was able to recreate one of the songs i thought i lost due to hard drive probs...oh wait...repeat...oh well
prez made a speech to the country last nite...watched it but spaced out through some of it...i got the idea...we are at war...a very strange one...
sheila has again become indesicive about going to school...but i think for the better this time...ive been encouraging her to go to school but she based her original major on what she would make in $$ and what other peeps did instead of what she really wants...so maybe she has finally gotten her thoughts straight....i hope so...
oh ya went shopping last nite...ames is clearancing so much stuff..whoooohooooo...got lil ones bday gifts and some stuff for me...but still didnt get what i went in for....undies...so i guess ill be undie shopping this weekend...
ok more later....off to work...blah
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[20 Sep 2001|10:26pm] |
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just trying to figure this thing out...ok i figured out how to see the emotion icon thingys and all that
posted a topic in the support forum....im really bugging on this upcoming court date...i so dont want to go....im drained....i just want it to be over with...blah....
worked a lil on some music tonight...was able to recreate one of the songs i lost to my previous hard drive...blah....so i think im back on track...now to make myself sit and finish some more vocals....
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