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Ramblings of a demented turnup

About bet you didn't know turnups could ramble eh?

Nano continues a pace! Nov. 5th, 2005 @ 05:00 pm
Well I've got 7.5K written now, and I took some time off it to have some fun with scanning, paint shop pro and a gif animator, with the result below.



Hope you like, click on the image to join up to Nanowrimo today... you've got 25 days left! That's only 2000 words per day... easy! :D

Ok, back to it.
how I'm feeling: sillysilly
what I'm listening to: The Mummy Soundtrack

Nanowrimo for 2005 has begun! Nov. 1st, 2005 @ 05:43 pm
Well here it is Nov 2005 and I'm once again putting my writing cap on for Nanowrimo (National Novel Writing Month). For those that have never heard of this (and you all should have by now) it where you write a 50K word novel in one month, that being November. If you want to get involved (it's not too late), go to http://www.nanowrimo.org/ and sign up. You get one of these for a start, kinda cool, eh?




and what is way more cool, is this funky progress meter... checkit!

NaNoWriMo Progress Meter

Feel the love! <3

Well good luck all those that are slaving away over their keyboards, writing the next "epic!"

I'd best get back to it.

PI
how I'm feeling: crazycrazy
what I'm listening to: anything by Juno Reactor

My Dear Stamina, why hath you deserted me? Apr. 5th, 2005 @ 09:37 am
Well well well. Get mugged and don't exercise for 2 weeks, and watch your stamina go downhill BIGTIME! I played Badminton last night. Really rather enjoyed it. I managed to keep up mostly, but damn am I'm feeling like roadkill today. It's like my cells are all rebelling, saying "don't to that again, 'tard." Sorry guys, you know the drill, I gotta get back to fitness again. Push through, use that lovely willpower I have a least a smattering off, and get back at it.

But damn it's hard. Feel so lethargic. All I wanted to do tody was call in sick and watch DVD's. They were calling to me... "come watch us. forget that shitty work and watch watch watch." Ah well, later this week I'll probably watch a few, with good company. :) Good news is my rib isn't bitching at me today. I was expecting it too.. which of course is why it isn't. Go figure.

Well seeing I am here at work, I'd best get on with it.

Caio

PI
what I'm listening to: Hooverphonic - Mad About You
how I'm feeling: lethargiclethargic

Who Invented Ribs Anyway? Mar. 31st, 2005 @ 11:14 am
Goddamn ribs. Stupid bits of bone that keep your organs from getting mashed. I have one rib in particular that seems to have taken a major dislike to me. I expect it got hurt when I got mugged and was just waiting for all the other bits to finish having their turns bitching before it go some clear space to outdo them all! Goddamn it HURTS! It's been coming on for about 5 days now... before that it was off and on. I NEED to see a doctor about it, but as yet do not have a replacement medicare card. Double damn with extra helpings of sauce!

Time for DRUGS... analgesics are my friend!

Pikachu Incapacitated!

PS - happy 16th birthday first aniversery to the Rawr!
what I'm listening to: KMDFM - Matrix Moves
how I'm feeling: hurty

What the HELL happened to March?? Mar. 30th, 2005 @ 11:37 am
When I hit the button labelled "update" I was thinking... wow... there is a LOT to update...

Well, talk about cramming a lot into a month. March was anything but quiet.

I "got over" Rori, as far as not living in my own little hell over her. Just as well too. Cos of all the other stuff that happened. Still love ya Sweetness, just not in love and dying inside. Cest la vie huh? Hope it all goes well for you and yer Dr Shiny.

Still on "that side of things," I applied the 6 month rule to myself. For those not in the know, the 6 month rule basically means I'm not going to indulge in any physical or emotional relationships beyond friendship for 6 months, starting on the 27th of January (yeah I backdated it cos that was the last time I was, er, physical with someone, so I figured it was as good a start time as any). So by the 27th of July (end of the 6 months) I want to have spent many MANY hours at the gym and have rebuilt myself, and have finished my last years Nano (for those that don't know what nano is... and how can you call yourself an netzien if you don't, go here http://www.nanowrimo.org/ ). By finished I mean it's already over 50k words, but I want to write the other 20-30K and have it edited worth a damn to have ppl read it. My Ex read what I've done so far and really liked it, however I'd like an unbiased party (or perhaps she was biased the wrong way and it's really good?? :p ) read it and give me feedback. Anyhow, that's the goals... gotta have goals. I also want to do a bunch of writing for practice. I might start posting it here, or on fanstory ( http://www.fanstory.com/ ) with links here. Either or...

So, March seemed to be going along "wellish." I moved house early in the month, now living in Eastwood, closer to work. 55 mins walk door to door, and I was motivated for the first 2 weeks I was living in my current abode (more on that in a minute). I worked all the last weekend of Feb, then moved the next weekend, then started a "contractee thing" for a website that netted me a bit of overtime money, and turned out rather well. It hasn't gone live yet, but when it does I'll let you know. It's http://www.bioscience-bioethics.org/ for reference. So there were a lot of late nights at work for that one, and more weekend work. I hadn't had a weekend off in nearly a month, so I was glad when the website was finished (as far as I'd been contracted) and I actually got a weekend off. Went to a party, my friend Julie's 30th. Was a good party, lots of chatting, and guitar playing at the end. Met some new ppl, and went round the corner to Michael and Lydia's place afterwards for a cuppa and more guitar playing. Stayed there another hour, then got a lift home from their friend David who was babysitting for them. All well and good, got dropped off across the road one house down from my place at 2:06am Sunday morning. All I had to do was walk across the road, up the path about 20m and then inside....

I didn't make it. I got mugged right out the front of my new place by 3 viscious assholes! They were trying to beat me into unconsiousness, to have all the time they wanted to go through my stuff. Seems I have a solid jaw and a really, REALLY hard skull, cos even bashing me in the back of the head with a half full bottle of beer they didn't manage to put me down. They got my wallet, but then I managed to get away and get inside. They didn't get my pda or my ipod, of which I am extremely greatful. I was badly bashed tho, and was ambulanced to hospital for 9 hrs, 6 stitches in the back of my head (which are still there and itch like a bitch!), lotsa head x-rays that showed no breaks, skin off my hands, arms, elbows, knees. My boots got messed up, my shirt (and myself) was covered in blood. Headwounds bleed like a bitch... it's true. But hey, no concussion, no breakages, still got my ears and my eyes. My sinuses are still not happy, and I might actually have a slighyly broken nose. Also got some pulled muscles in my torso; they are giving me hell atm. But hey, I'm alive, didn't loose much, and I'll be dammed if I'm gonna live in fear. Be proactive ppl. Once I get buffed at the gym it's martial arts training time. Grrr!

So yeah, after being mugged there was a few days off work, then Easter was kinda quiet. A time to heal. Saw "Shawn of the Dead" on good Friday... bloody funny, highly recommend it. Saw "Ring 2" on Easter Saturday which was kinda lame. A little suspenseful is all. Also saw a Hindi movie called Lagaan (hindi for "tax") about the first cricket game between England and India. Dunno if it's factual or not but it was a good "read a movie." I plan to see some more Hindi movies! Go Bollywood!!! I saw "Hitch" last night as well (Cheepass Tuesday... gotta love it!)and it was a good laugh. So I'm all movied up. Oh got Arni's "Last Action Hero" and Renae's "Down with Love" on DVD too... DwL was like $10... woo! Bargan!

So the rest of Easter? Sleeping (with my new "friend" Patch... He's a teddy bear that looks about as beat up as I did after being mugged. Thanks Rori *hugs* ), and playing Dark Alliance II (Forgotten Realms RPG on Xbox) - fun stuff.

So that, plus lots more work, was my March. Kinda quiet, not much going on huh? NOT!

Oh I also started playing Badmiton... fun fun :) And started RPGing on Sunday nights with some local Friends (go Asmu, Bal and Juju!).

Things to do:
- get a zillion things done at work *sigh*
- finish setting up my "batchelor pad" Saturday
- go to Rori's B'day bbq Sunday
- get over these damn pulled muscles so I can go to the gym!

As you can see, my life has been a rollercoaster. I'm still riding it through, and making all the appropriate sounds at the appropriate points! Here's to some more good stuff!

Pikachu Incarnate
how I'm feeling: optimisticoptimistic
what I'm listening to: System of a Down - Ariels
Other entries
» This kinda says it all really.
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

*************
I heard this on the radio last night. Just turned the car over (borrowed) and there it was. Of all the damn love songs in all the world... why did this one play at that exact moment? It started just as the radio came back on... is God trying to tell me something or just screw with me?

I respect decisions made. I do anything I can to support my friends. I am torn in two. Life, such as it is, goes on. If it is meant to be it will be. If not, I hope one day I will find out why. I keep my promises.

PI.
» Happiness, and other stuff.
Happiness has been snatched away from me as long as I can remember. I've worked my ass off to find it, and nurture it, but every time it's been fleeting and gone before I knew it. Such was this week. Wednesday I was the happiest man alive, and on Thursday the tracks of the rollercoaster were gone and I was in freefall. Freefall into a pit so deep that light did not reach the cavernous depths below. I feel at this point that a bleak future stretches out before me. The only thing to keep me going is to be there for the two ppl I care most about in the world. My two best friends that found love together.

Their love is new and there are fears of it not working out. These fears are unfounded however, as I know the calibre of each of them is far above any petty tragedy that might befall them. As long as neither of them loses faith in their happiness and it's solid foundation, nothing will stop them. The only thing that could stop them is their own fears. Yet I have no fear for them. Love will guide them home. I have faith in that.

Happiness will be theirs for a long time. I will do all in my power to see that that happens. If I can't find happiness for myself I'm damn sure gonna do what I can to make sure the two ppl I care about most in the world have theirs.

Of me? I am unimportant; it is what I can do for others that defines me. I am here to help others, and that is what I shall do.

"The quality of a life is not measured by what you amass, but by what you give." - Pikachu Incarnate 2005. And you can quote me on that.

PI
» Cos I'm an incredibly unoriginal fuck


You Are 25 Years Old



25





Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.




Seems I'm a youngin at heart. go figure.

Pikachu Incanrage.
» Uh huh
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Pikachu Incarnage
» Ghost in the machine.
Is anyone else windows XP install haunted? Or perhaps slightly demented? Mine sure is... the little fucker. I turn off all windows sounds cos, frankly, they annoy me more than anything. But does the fucking OS respect my choice? Hell no. "You must want my cute sounds" it decides, and vola, they reappear one reboot some weeks later without warning.

Fucking stupid computer. It's even more difficult to get through to than some ppl I know.

If I like something, I say so, if I don't, I say so. Reasonably simple I would have thought.

I'm gonna send a hit fairy after Bill Gates if he keeps this up... 'tard.

Pikachu Incarnate
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