Our words shall remain eternal...

[	Your present state...	\|	awake	]
[	Sounds you hear...	\|	Dir en grey - Shokubeni	]

just a little something I wrote after passing my last exam ...

reinvent yourself
what are you looking for
from the other side of the mirror ? [kagami no ushiro kara]
stained glass won't give you
- what you need right now -
red blade won't undo
- what has made you cry -
big name brands don't hide
- what your worst fear is -
O R D I N A R Y
run away - wannabe free sheep
run, idiot, run - you're all the same to me

opinions, anyone ?

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Ballad for Thee.

[May. 1st, 2007|10:52 pm]

Sea of Chaos

[	Sounds you hear...	\|	"Water" ~ FF VII: Advent Children OST	]
[	Where you are...	\|	Carried away in the Lifestream of an eternal dream.	]

This is a small poem I wrote right after hearing of the death of my grandmother, whom hath recently passed away.

A ballad and a tribute for her. Rest in peace and joy, my very dear Leora.

THE PEACE OF LOSS

Sudden,
Expected.

Sorrowful,
Joyful.

Tears of sadness,
Tears of happiness.

Death,
Rebirth.

Darkness,
Light.

Broken body,
Free spirit.

Grieved,
Comforted.

Pain of loss,
Peace of God.

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still alive.

[Mar. 7th, 2007|01:25 pm]

Sea of Chaos

[	Where you are...	\|	home....ish.	]
[	Your present state...	\|	contemplative	]
[	Sounds you hear...	\|	Gackt - Doomsday	]

*smirk* So it has not died after all. I was starting to doubt the immortality of this group. Hmph... It's not much. But I think it's a start.

Once again I'm spinning, tripping,
dancing on the razor's edge
Stumble fall get up again,
hurry down your life
Like lambs to the slaughter
break free and then falter

And I sit back and watch us
working, fighting, loving, trying,
dancing on the razor's edge,
we're dancing on the razor's edge.

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Awaken!

[Feb. 28th, 2007|09:39 pm]

Sea of Chaos

[	Where you are...	\|	In darkness, sounding the luring melody of summons.	]
[	Sounds you hear...	\|	"Danse Macabre" ~ Saint Saens	]

Do you here it?
It is the sweet music of death,
Born a new.
Awaken!
Awaken the dead!
Tis time for merriment!
Tis time once more,
For the danse macabre.

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[Jun. 2nd, 2006|10:24 pm]

Sea of Chaos

[

Sounds you hear...

Trouble - Cat Stevens

]

I refuse to let this die. After all it's the undead poets society, even if nobody is posting. So there is my newest rather depressed sounding piece of writing:

determination

My tears have dried
but now you're burned and buried.
And I know why you died.

I feel the sadness,
swallowed down my anger,
drowning it in madness.

But as my hope crashes
what's left for me to do is
to rise from your ashes.

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[Mar. 26th, 2006|01:21 am]

Sea of Chaos

[	Sounds you hear...	\|	D'espairs Ray - Forbidden	]
[	Your present state...	\|	awake	]

Hello world !
It feels slightly strange to come back after not posting for what seems like half an eternity...
Never the less I'd like to hear your honest opinion on this one... as long as you don't ask why I wrote it.

Half past I don’t care
Somewhere down the line
I threw away the pretty mask
That made you feel so fine

Tired of pretending
Tired of all my lies
Sick of my own hypocrisy
And you’re the one who cries

Sorry to have put you through this
But I don’t apologize
And it does not matter what you think
Of me with dried up eyes

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Making My Contribution...

[Mar. 21st, 2006|05:28 pm]

Sea of Chaos

americanpirate

I feel like a jerk for making no contributions here, so, I shall... just so you know I'm all still technically alive.

Goodnight, Sweet Beautiful Nightmare
----------
It was not nearly morning,
But neither was it night.
It must have been suprising
To wake to all that light.
Did I think that it was morning?
Did I know I was awake?
Was I thinking to myself
Is this real or is this fake?

I doubt that I thought anything,
I really had no chance.
I simply climbed out of my bed
When you asked me to dance.
And that's how it all began,
Our symphony of night,
This dream from which I dare not wake,
This nightmare I won't fight.

You were a fallen angel,
Perhaps a figment of my mind,
Tainted by my darkness,
And twisted by my time.
You kissed me softly on the cheek,
You spoke in perfect rhyme.
Your touch patterned my heartbeat,
Your eyes controlled my mind.

You were a fragile creature,
As delicate as glass,
Your heart was warm and black with sin,
Your hair like polished brass.
This perfect kind eyed demon,
Attending spirit masked by love,
Soul as black as nothingness
Whiter than a dove.

You said goodnight, and then we kissed,
I climbed back into bed.
And then I must have told myself,
It was all just in my head.
And so I woke the next day,
Just a little tired.
Yet somehow cleansed and renewed
By the dreams that had transpired.

That sweet goodnight of haunting dreams,
What will, and what has been...
And between dreams and waking
You may dance with me again.
Goodnight, sweet beautiful nightmare,
The kindest heart I've ever known
For just a fleeting instant
I thought you were my own...

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(no subject)

[Feb. 12th, 2006|12:05 pm]

Sea of Chaos

[	Sounds you hear...	\|	Passage - Vienna Teng	]
[	Your present state...	\|	tired	]

I wrote this during a night of not sleeping at all for no apparent reason.

I'm laying down
I try to get some rest
My mind so tired

And yet I frown
It really would be best
to sleep some time

Still I'm lying here
My thoughts are circling me
Round and round and round
Like wolves around their prey

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Changed

[Feb. 13th, 2006|12:54 pm]

Sea of Chaos

[	Your present state...	\|	morose	]
[	Sounds you hear...	\|	"In Memories" ~ Samurai X ost	]

I had this one for years, but didn't like how it originally was. So I took it and sucked out the fear, cowardice and life to let it die with pride and dignity.

In my reasoning of this....the death of a warrior.

WAVE OF DEATH

Before
I always ran
Seldom did I
Stay long enough
To stop and look
Into darkness forever...

..Waves so strong
Yet so gentle
Surrounding me
Penetrating my flesh
Consuming my every being

All fears unknown
Passing through this broken body
And yet
I am tired
So tired
Open my eyes...

..I see now
The one above me is
Calling to me
Waiting for me to stop
Stop holding on to life
Embrace death
In death is rest
Eternal dreams flight...

..Never surrender
Back then..
But...now
Now
I...

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A little something....

[Feb. 9th, 2006|03:53 pm]

Sea of Chaos

[	Your present state...	\|	relaxed	]
[	Sounds you hear...	\|	"Moonlight" ~ Ludwig Van Beethoven	]

Where one might find deep beauty
In day's bright sun filled light,
Another may find deep beauty
In a ratiant moonlit night.

Stay with me tonight
See the wonder in my ways,
For when blessed darkness fades
I must away by mornings first rays.

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