i did it!!!!!!!!!

I MADE MILK!!!!!!!!!!!!  Well it wasnt milk but i pumped more than 2 drops of colustrum!!!!!!   jesus i am so relieved.  i was so sure that i just wasnt able to produce anything because of my lack of being able to be with her, bu it happened!! and they just started feeding her today! so she only got like 2 feedings with the formula and now its all me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

lol

i took a pic