yeah i want this hat ---- BADLY

  n i am soooooooooo in SANANTONIO with a betsey johnson store like 15 minutes away... awwww man

I'm in Texas visiting my Dad and Shannon, and of course he's taking pictures!  So here's a few...

from maptheoceans 
♥ Your name and your SO's name?
William and Jaime'

♥ How long have you been together?
2 years on March 4th.

♥ How long did you know each other before you started dating?
2 years and 9 months I think.

♥ Who asked who out?
He asked me.

♥ How old are each of you?
I'll be 25 on Saturday and he made 24 in November- so yeah I'm a year and 9 mos older than him..

♥ Do you have any children together?
Aneliese - 2 months old yesterday!

♥ If you do not have children, do you want them?
He wants more, WAY more.. he's 1 of 9.

♥ What about pets?
Dog named Demi-Tasse

♥ Which situation is the hardest on you as a couple?
Money and our current living situation.

♥ Did you go to the same school?
Nope, we worked together.

♥ Were you high school sweethearts?
Definitely not.

♥ Are you from the same home town?
Nope, I'm from New Orleans, and he's from a town about 30 minutes away, way more country..

♥ Who is the smartest?
He's better at analytical stuff, but I wouldn't say that either of us is smarter than the other..

♥ Who is the most sensitive?
Me, oh God, me..

♥ Where do you eat out most as a couple?
We go get japanese food a lot.

♥ What do you enjoy doing as a couple?
Relaxing with Ayden and Aneliese, playing pool, talking, gambling..

♥ Who has the craziest exes?
Probably me, but his exes are fucking obsessive.

♥ Who has the worst temper?
Me, definitely, but man when he loses his patience.. it's not pretty.

♥ Who does the cooking?
Me, thank god.

♥ Who is more social?
Me, I'm much better in public and social instances.

♥ Was it love at first sight?
We were friends for 2 years before we got together, but our friendship was so different, it was always just me and him on this whole other level.  It's horrible to say, but it's like we were only with our significant others to fulfill the physical bf/gf relationship stuff... I guess thats confusing but it's the best way to put it.

♥ Who is the neat-freak?
Me. Definitely me. He couldn't care less.

♥ Who is the more stubborn?
we are both stubborn equally.

♥ Who hogs the bed?
He does, and he's smaller!

♥ Who wakes up earlier?
Well, at the moment, since we have an Aneliese to consider, he takes care of her from the time he gets off of work till about 2 or 3 then goes to sleep and I do all the rest.  But yeah he's the better sleeper and does not wake up for shit, so I guess you could say I wake up earlier, he would sleep 20 hours out of the day if he could.

♥ Where was your first date?
We didn't go on an official date until we were already living together, about 6 months later actually.  But he took me to dinner at this really badass place and we got all dressed up and he picked me up like a formal date, and after dinner we went and played pool.

♥ Who has the bigger family?
Him defintely, he has 8 brothers and sisters, his mom has 8 brothers and sisters and they all have 8 - 11 kids a piece, and his dad has 3 or 4 brothers and sisters... I have 1 brother and only 5 aunts and uncles...

♥ Do you get flowers often?
I've gotten flowers twice since we've been together, once for mothers day and just last week for Valentines Day, and they were so beautiful, he thinks he sucks at picking out that type of stuff because he doesn't want to get me just regular roses, but he did awesome and Ayden helped!!

♥ Who is more jealous?
Probably me, but who knows because I think he holds that type of stuff in.  I try not to be jealous
though, because it just makes me feel like shit.  I see other females when we walk in somewhere and it's hard not to think that OF COURSE he's looking at them... but that's really my own self conscious shit..

♥ Who is more organized?
Me.

♥ How long did it take to get serious?
LOL. Once we figured out that there was something between us, like a minute.

♥ Who eats more?
In a sitting? He probably does, and that pisses me off because he has a metabolism like no other and mine is for shit.

♥ Who does the laundry?
Me.

♥ Are you married/how long?
Not yet.

♥ Who’s better with the computer?
We are both good at different things.

♥ Who drives when you are together?
He does, usually, I only like to drive when I can go FAST!!!!!!!!!

its 6 20 in the AM and i havent been to sleep yet

i have 'Kelly's Hardware Store" song from HANDY MANNY in my head 
*..at kellys hardware store...theres so much that you can do...*
kelly and manny need to just get together and get it over with man.

yeah pitiful

been a minute since ive been on here, but im getting back..

need to post pics of aneliese

shes EFFIN gorgeous!!!

lol

yeah delerium has set in...

The best gift I ever received was for Valentines Day in 2007- William got me the ENTIRE Barbie Loves MAC collection from MAC. I was like whoa.  In this case it was totally the thought PLUS the present that did it for me.  It was something I NEVER expected, mostly because I never SPOKE of my MAC addiction... to anyone... it was a secret lust... lol
Needless to say, it's out in the open now.. 

Well as much as it does not seem like Christmas to me, it is, so I wanted to wish all of you and your families a VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

I haven't been to the NICU yet this morning, (shift change), but I'm hoping that by some type of Christmas miracle, the doctors and nurses will tell me that Aneliese made enormous progress last night and she is done with the oxygen, nippling her feedings, and ready to go home!! LOL.  I know, it's ridiculous.  But seeing as how I am being released today, I just can't help but wish for it. 

Guys, she is just so beautiful.  There's no way to explain it, and pictures just do not give her justice.

Okay, I have to go pump because my milk came in HARD. *extremely happy*

I leave you with a picture of Aneliese catching a tan...

I MADE MILK!!!!!!!!!!!!  Well it wasnt milk but i pumped more than 2 drops of colustrum!!!!!!   jesus i am so relieved.  i was so sure that i just wasnt able to produce anything because of my lack of being able to be with her, bu it happened!! and they just started feeding her today! so she only got like 2 feedings with the formula and now its all me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

lol

i took a pic
( My milk.. its only a bit, but it's a start!Collapse )

i want my baby and i want her now.  i feel like going in there and telling them that they WILL take all this shit out of her and they WILL give her to me, because where she needs to be is in my arms.  FUCK YOUR NO STIMULATION RULE.  you cant fucking tell me that her mother and father touching her and talking to her will make things bad for her!!!!!!!!  thats what a baby needs!!!!!!!!!! to be comforted and loved!

fucking assholes that i am forced to trust.

sorry all you people that dont cuss.

  Okay so here is the birth story..
( Aneliese Eleanor MayCollapse )

  I'm getting stressed because they are going to start with her feedings tomorrow, and I'm not producing anything with the pumping to give her anything.  I know my milk hasn't come in yet, but they keep asking me for it like it's wierd that I can't give them 2 oz of colustrum every freakin time I go in the damn NICU- which is close to every 1 to 2 hours a day if it's possible.  I'm getting stressed out. 
  I didn't count on this NICU shit and I'm getting realllllly frustrated and upset.  As it is, I am going to be sent home on Christmas day and she will have to stay here.. the only good thing I can say is that I got a symphony pump to rent, so at least I'll have that advantage except for the fuckin fact that I'm not PRODUCING anything.  Blah. 
  I'm negative - it happens. 

I leave you all with 2 pic-


Those are from after the bath that we got to help the nurse with- she got taken off of the breathing machine (extubated) yesterday, and she is doing much better.. i got to hold her up while the nurse changed her bed linen and also put some lotion on her after her bath...