Stuff and Things
"Our lives are not as limited as we think they are; the world is a wonderfully weird place; consensual reality is significantly flawed; no institution can be trusted, but love does work; all things are possible; and we all could be happy and fulfilled if we only had the guts to be truly free and the wisdom to shrink our egos and quit taking ourselves so damn seriously."
— Tom Robbins
— Tom Robbins
i still love that CUNT picture
( PICSPAMAGECollapse )asked to see my 'see you in hell motherfucker' shirt
upgraded the colour in the lightning on my leg. shiny lightning is shiny
I've got another design ready to go, just placement is bothering me. I am thinking left thigh or hip. I don't know if I have a pic here...
nope
here it is
Polynesian Shark by ~Tangaroa15 on deviantART
okay i'm gonna put my resume on a usb thingy and get jobhunting.
( PICSPAMAGECollapse )asked to see my 'see you in hell motherfucker' shirt
upgraded the colour in the lightning on my leg. shiny lightning is shiny
I've got another design ready to go, just placement is bothering me. I am thinking left thigh or hip. I don't know if I have a pic here...
nope
here it is
Polynesian Shark by ~Tangaroa15 on deviantART
okay i'm gonna put my resume on a usb thingy and get jobhunting.
- Tunage:rob zombie
For some shit-ass reason I can't get the pics off my phone, but I got a few of the pro shots from google and stuff...
I think this one's my favorite so far.
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I think this one's my favorite so far.
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Great Spirit,
give us hearts to understand;
Never to take from creation's beauty more than we give;
Never to destroy wantonly for the furtherance of greed;
Never to deny to give our hands for the building of earth's beauty;
Never to take from her what we cannot use.
Give us hearts to understand
That to destroy earth's music is to create confusion;
That to wreck her appearance is to blind us to beauty;
That to callously pollute her fragrance is to make a house of stench;
That as we care for her she will care for us.
We have forgotten who we are.
We have sought only our own security.
We have exploited simply for our own ends.
We have distorted our knowledge.
We have abused our power.
Great Spirit, whose dry lands thirst,
help us to find the way to refresh your lands.
Great Spirit, whose waters are choked with debris and pollution,
help us to find the way to cleanse your waters.
Great Spirit, whose beautiful earth grows ugly with mis-use,
help us to find the way to restore beauty to your handiwork.
Great Spirit, whose creatures are being destroyed,
help us to find a way to replenish them.
Great Spirit, whose gifts to us are being lost
in selfishness and corruption,
help us to find the way to restore our humanity.
First off, i have a $32000 debt.
Secondly, I don't live at home with rich mommy, so I have rent and bills to pay.
Thirdly, i work full time, 6 days a week.
Finally, I am not granted admission.
If University was a possibility, or desired, DON'T YOU THINK I WOULD HAVE DONE IT BY NOW?!?
So please, shut the fuck up about 'positive thinking' giving miraculous results. I live in the Real World where conjuring images in your mind doesnt help you put food in your belly and majically pay your debts. Fuck off with that shit. and NO i will not get me a sugar daddy. thats pretty much being a whore and mom raised me better.
Grr.
Well, i slept 6hours last night. Yay!!! and now that im not trying to save for plane tickets, a good chunk of stress is negated. Sucks i cant see my boys but i guess i gotta suck it up.
Gonna get food tonight XD might indulge in a pound of beef. Mmmmm
Secondly, I don't live at home with rich mommy, so I have rent and bills to pay.
Thirdly, i work full time, 6 days a week.
Finally, I am not granted admission.
If University was a possibility, or desired, DON'T YOU THINK I WOULD HAVE DONE IT BY NOW?!?
So please, shut the fuck up about 'positive thinking' giving miraculous results. I live in the Real World where conjuring images in your mind doesnt help you put food in your belly and majically pay your debts. Fuck off with that shit. and NO i will not get me a sugar daddy. thats pretty much being a whore and mom raised me better.
Grr.
Well, i slept 6hours last night. Yay!!! and now that im not trying to save for plane tickets, a good chunk of stress is negated. Sucks i cant see my boys but i guess i gotta suck it up.
Gonna get food tonight XD might indulge in a pound of beef. Mmmmm
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Do not look at your finances for the next three months on the day you forgot to take your welbutrin. especially now knowing Fear Factory shows are now an impossibility and getting groceries will have to wait til at least june 6th.
Sonofabitch.
Sonofabitch.
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Yo. Just a quick bitching.
I need a lotto ticket for five hundred bucks so i can stock my fridge n cupboards with food, and buy some clothes that arent four years old with holes in em. And possibly a pair of shoes, for the same reason.
Have been slowly working on a ChicagoSquee entry, dunno when I'll post it cuz i keep forgetting. Yay senility!
Cant wait for September now. I wanna hug my boys again.
Havent found night job yet but I honestly havent been trying real hard. I should so I can get my debts paid and my bills caught up before they cut my power haha
Birthday soon! Definately gotta do the Viet Thai/OHanlons thing again. That or skip out this uear, chill in my birrow and play Halo all night. Hahahahaha im too hermitty for my own good.
Worktime poof!
I need a lotto ticket for five hundred bucks so i can stock my fridge n cupboards with food, and buy some clothes that arent four years old with holes in em. And possibly a pair of shoes, for the same reason.
Have been slowly working on a ChicagoSquee entry, dunno when I'll post it cuz i keep forgetting. Yay senility!
Cant wait for September now. I wanna hug my boys again.
Havent found night job yet but I honestly havent been trying real hard. I should so I can get my debts paid and my bills caught up before they cut my power haha
Birthday soon! Definately gotta do the Viet Thai/OHanlons thing again. That or skip out this uear, chill in my birrow and play Halo all night. Hahahahaha im too hermitty for my own good.
Worktime poof!
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You know what? Enough. I'm sick of being lied to. If you were only being my friend because you were being paid, just don't bother. Avoid me. Or have the balls to be honest. I have enough problems without having to deal with fake friends.
Oh, and to those other two that like to bullshit me, I am aware of my status in our friendship, despite how stupid you think I am. Realize that I have seen a hell of a lot more in my lifetime than I've EVER told you. And I do not need your advice, nor your pity.
(no, the above isn't addressed to any of you, my LJ girls. I just had to type it out for people who aren't here. Catharsis and all. I'd rather keep my honesty to myself on occasions like this, as it would make future, inevitable meetings shitty and uncomfortable. lol )
On to other things, eventually. hahaha. I have a whole pile o shit to write down from the past few months, I just, well, haven't. I hit a low spot again this week, the whole 'walking dead' feeling, and for once creativity pulled me out before things got messy. yay!
I've applied for casual/part time jobs to help deal with my debt. I don't sleep more than five hours a night anyway, might as well get paid for it. I got a 33 thousand dollar debt to pay off.
I'll have to put up some chicagosquee and SLCsquee later, when my brain levels out.
ps: why the hell is Will Farrel still in movies?!
YECH
Oh, and to those other two that like to bullshit me, I am aware of my status in our friendship, despite how stupid you think I am. Realize that I have seen a hell of a lot more in my lifetime than I've EVER told you. And I do not need your advice, nor your pity.
(no, the above isn't addressed to any of you, my LJ girls. I just had to type it out for people who aren't here. Catharsis and all. I'd rather keep my honesty to myself on occasions like this, as it would make future, inevitable meetings shitty and uncomfortable. lol )
On to other things, eventually. hahaha. I have a whole pile o shit to write down from the past few months, I just, well, haven't. I hit a low spot again this week, the whole 'walking dead' feeling, and for once creativity pulled me out before things got messy. yay!
I've applied for casual/part time jobs to help deal with my debt. I don't sleep more than five hours a night anyway, might as well get paid for it. I got a 33 thousand dollar debt to pay off.
I'll have to put up some chicagosquee and SLCsquee later, when my brain levels out.
ps: why the hell is Will Farrel still in movies?!
YECH
LMAO goddamn I should try playing halo tonight instead of knitting this:
Super squishy and soft, and looks like... ice cream? *shrug* I'm using two different colours and types of wool at once. so double thick :D I just hope i have enough of the one type of wool to make a decent length scarf.
The top two I made this week (colours are distorty!) the second one down i made TODAY and started the Ice Cream at the same time.
the second from bottom was an experiment. one end thicker for around the ears, or for covering the chest, then thinned out for wrappy. Black with funky colours.
then I finished my blanket too, it's not quite big enough for a full grown adult but i've been using it for around the shoulders for Halo. And the Alpaca scarf from the wool Mmouse got me, also done, and about 7 feet long. I still have a ball and a quarter left, so I'm going to use it for long wristed mittens. Squee. OH, and then theres the 'throw'... it's also from wool Mouse got me. I tried a new stitch and it makes the blankie all lacey. Squee!
Yeah. So. Any ideas wtf I'm going to do with this stuff?! Two of the scarves are already spoken for, but the rest, maybe, I dunno. I should donate it or something, but I'd rather see someone enjoy it. Ya know?
GAH.
OH! and all I've done since 10 am this morning is watch Bones. LOL. fuck sakes. I SHOULD be doing, i dunno, the dishes, cooking lunch for the week, vaccuuming, but noooooooooo, i'm laying here knitting and watching Bones. *facepalm*
Super squishy and soft, and looks like... ice cream? *shrug* I'm using two different colours and types of wool at once. so double thick :D I just hope i have enough of the one type of wool to make a decent length scarf.
The top two I made this week (colours are distorty!) the second one down i made TODAY and started the Ice Cream at the same time.
the second from bottom was an experiment. one end thicker for around the ears, or for covering the chest, then thinned out for wrappy. Black with funky colours.
then I finished my blanket too, it's not quite big enough for a full grown adult but i've been using it for around the shoulders for Halo. And the Alpaca scarf from the wool Mmouse got me, also done, and about 7 feet long. I still have a ball and a quarter left, so I'm going to use it for long wristed mittens. Squee. OH, and then theres the 'throw'... it's also from wool Mouse got me. I tried a new stitch and it makes the blankie all lacey. Squee!
Yeah. So. Any ideas wtf I'm going to do with this stuff?! Two of the scarves are already spoken for, but the rest, maybe, I dunno. I should donate it or something, but I'd rather see someone enjoy it. Ya know?
GAH.
OH! and all I've done since 10 am this morning is watch Bones. LOL. fuck sakes. I SHOULD be doing, i dunno, the dishes, cooking lunch for the week, vaccuuming, but noooooooooo, i'm laying here knitting and watching Bones. *facepalm*
I can tell i am a gemini.... Knitting two scarves at once, watching tv, eating, and doing dishes in a three minute span. attention screwy. Hahahahaha
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im getting old lol fucking auto shutdown bad body i don't care if it's my usual bedtime you bastard. ima ply you with caffiene and beef and you WILL stay up and awake for at LEAST another four hours.
i was gonna whine about a buncha financial shit, but meh.
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Not sure why I didn't realize there was a cut here. You rock. And roll, bb.
and yah those are Puke…