I love to post my messages and emails to other people, because most of my writing talent comes out in my letters. Just kidding. I hope. Anyway, as an OKCupid freak, I take a lot of tests, and I am especially attracted to the ones with spiritual or political content. So it turns out that the questions on the test seem to assume that you believe in a very Christian or at least organized religion god, which irritated me. So, in response, I wrote this irritating, knit-picking email that is so respectful and politically correct that it makes it even MORE annoying. I'm just so cool.
I find that I tend to have a lot in common with atheists when I talk to them. However, there are always some who seem to be just as closed-minded as those who follow organized religions.
The fact that each one of your questions has only two answer choices leads me to believe (as an impression, however incorrect I may be) that you are not open-minded to other spiritual beliefs, and don't see the difference between being spiritual and being religious. Please don't be defensive; I'm just explaining the impression that your test gives. In reality, there are countless explanations of what god is, most of which are not related to the monotheistic Christian version. If you haven't already, you should check into Eastern and pagan philosophies, because they have an interesting concept that god is not separate from us; god IS us. I'll explain further, using my response to some of your questions (based on my own spiritual beliefs):
1. Do you believe that God is a force or a being?
I believe that what some may call god is actually the relationship between everything in existence, or what I call the interconnected web of existence. This mostly comes from what I've read about quantum physics, although it is a very animistic belief. Therefore, god is ALL beings, and ALL forces. So I cannot choose outright.
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Which of the following is the primary reason you believe in God? (Choose the one that best represents your reasons for believing.)The reasons I believe in "god" equally have to do with things that science CAN explain, and things that it can't. Some of what I've found in chaos theory and quantum physics leads me to believe that there is an order to it all, which may be what god is. Everyone has faith in something, or they wouldn't believe anything. And I'm not just talking about religious or spiritual beliefs.
The beauty I see around me, the compassion that humans can have for each other, all completely explainable, help me see what "god" is.
3. Do you have a personal relationship with God?
Since I am part of god, and so is everything else, it is impossible not to have a personal relationship with god. But it is not me relating to one other entity, it is me relating to myself and everything in existence.
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Is God conscious or unconscious?God is both conscious and unconscious, since god is everything.
5. God's existence is revealed by many of the mysterious things that occur in life (such as miracles, holes in scientific theories, and so on).
God's existence is revealed by everything mysterious and non-mysterious that occurs in life.
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Do you believe God will judge us one day according to moral standards?No, god doesn't judge us as a separate being. But god certainly is involved in our affairs, since we are god.
7. The world was obviously designed, because evolution is a flawed theory.
The world was obviously designed, because evolution is a great and well-proven theory.
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Do you believe God has an interest in the affairs of humanity?Once again, it's impossible for god not to be.
9. Religion explains the things that our senses cannot.
I am not religious; therefore, I don't believe religion explains anything except why there's so much corruption in the world. However, some of my spiritual beliefs explain things that our senses cannot, as well as things that our senses can.
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My God demands worship and devotion of His followers.This one I can honestly say, no, that's ridiculous, unless by worship, you mean respect for everything in this amazing universe.
As you can see, I don't think that science and spirituality are mutually exclusive; quite the opposite. I believe they both strengthen each other. The theory of the Big Bang was first thought up of by a priest, who was trying to bridge the scientific and religious questions of how the universe began. Unfortunately, we see a lot of Christians, as well as others, knocking the Big Bang theory to prove themselves right, when in fact the Big Bang DOES prove them right.
Please feel free to contact me about spirituality, or explain what you really meant to express on your test, if you haven't already. And remember, I wouldn't have sent you this LONG email if I didn't think your test was a good idea and deserved some attention (as well as tweaking).
Peace,
Sitakali