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so ive been way to busy to write in this thing for a long time. What to say. Well lets see i am still working at three bears "worst job in the world" well thats how i feel about it this week any ways it pretty much changes every week. Any ways ive been there for like i think its going on 8 months. I dont remember any more its been to long. Me, Hayley, and Tasha, and Jiles all had a miny party at the house that hayley is house sitting. wow talk about a crazy night. I wont get into that right now though. umm. Well i dont know life is so so right now trying to work out some things im ny head right now. Worried about what the future holds ya know just stuff like that. I just recently got my hair cut and dyied and i must say that it is looking pretty sexy. Just like i am. just kidding. but not really. Any ways umm yea so i never know what to right in this thing. umm im trying to get a band put together but it aint working. so i dont know i guess ill write later when i have something to talk about. SO yea peace out.

"I left you alone, just so that i can show, the person that everyone whats to know, why do i feel like this, all the bottled lonleyness, cheary during the day, dead at night, i cant get over this stage in life, maybe its me, maybe its you, i dont know what to do".- Just a little something i wrote.

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I should just give up on livejournal because noone reads this as it is except for you hayley. So anyways work sucks. Tomorow ,which is supposed to be my day off, i have to work so it will be my 6th day in a row that i have to work including two 8 hour days. But what ever it makes me money and god knows i need it. So yea sat was horible and busyer than hell, because of the whole superbowl thing. And today,"sun" it was nice and slow. Tomorow "mon" will be crazy because were getting a shipment in and its alway hectic on days when we get shipments in.

So my B-Day is in 3 days not like its a big deal or anything. So yea. At least ill be able to get into R movies, which will be pretty sweet. Also Hayley and i's 1 year aniversary is coming soon too. That will be sweet and i have everything planned. The only crappy part is that i have to wait and do it on the weekend. And 1 year is on a wed. But oh well it will still be sweet. So yea i getss im done now. Peace.

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Man its been a while since ive been on here. I couldnt even remember my account name.

So i definetally got a job at 3 bears. I restock the frozen section. I would have to say its one of the most easy jobs i have ever done. My legs and back hurts at the end of the day but for $8 an hour its worth it, especally since its more than all the people i have talked to who have jobs.

Me and hayleys 1 year anniversary is comming up soon and i know exactally what im going to do and since i get paied every week it just helps the cause. But i pretty much got it all planned out. Hopfully she will like it alot. Im sure she will.

Hayley lynn watson i love you so much you dont even know. I hope babysitting gots ok tomoro well actually today but yea. Anyways i cant wait till 1 year it will be perfect, and nothing is going to go wrong. Ok so yea thats it i love you.

My car sucks.

School sucks.

Finals suck.

Bitchy people suck.

suck.

"Fuck girls deep, stick it in their pooper".- Hollywood Undead

"These lines i wear around my wrists are there to prove that i exist".- Boys Night Out

"What would you say if i asked you not to go, to forget every one, forget every thing and start over with me, would you take my hand and never let me go, Promace me youll never let me go".- Matchbook Romance

"Word are like little knifes slicing me peice by peace, now i know you shoot to kill, now i know what you want from me,.... Bring me down".- Apulanta

"I heard the reverberating foot steps sinking up to the beating of my heart, and i was positive that unless i got my self together i would watch me fall apart".- Reliant K

"I try to be perfect but nothing was worth it, i dont belive it makes me real ,i thought itd be easy but noone belives me, i ment all the things i said, if you belive its in myself i say all the word that i know, just to see if it would show, that im trying to let you know, that im better off on my own".- Sum 41 (Definetally a kick ass song and a kick ass music video.)

"I left you alone, just so that i can show, the person that everyone whats to know, why do i feel like this, all the bottled lonleyness, cheary during the day, dead at night, i cant get over this stage in life, maybe its me, maybe its you, i dont know what to do".- ME (This isnt really how i feel, it just sounded good.)

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So i havnt updated in a long time, so i have alot to say.

So im pretty sure i have the sweetest car ever now. Get this i got 2, 200watt 15" kicker comp subs, and a 1000watt sony xplod amp. Also i installed a dual cd player and some pioner 70 watt speakers for the front. So get this. I got the subs and amp all... for free. Yea whats up i got a sweet ass car that im actually proud of. And hayley is going to be the first person to drive with me to school with the subs pumpin. Yea so they go so hard that my entire car shakes. Its bad ass.

Yesterday me and hayley deffinetally went to meet phil and whitney at wonderland park. So we screwed around there for a while and hayley called bob and tried to get us some hookups. Then we went to arbys to get some free sodas. Then we basiclly went home.

Today me and hayley hung out and we both thought it was going to be gay because my parents were like having a party and there is allot of people here. But it ended up being ok. Hayley deffinetally died my sisters hair and it didnt do anything so me, her, and my sis went to fredys and totally listened to the system. Then we came home and did megans hair again then thats about it.

I really dont want to go to arizona but if i dont i well feel really bad. So if i wont be able to keep up with home work im not going. Plus ill miss my dear sweet hayley when i go. So yea i guess im done ill update tomoro. Peace.

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So im pretty sure that im going to get in a car accident this winter. Seriously i try to stop and like all i do is like slide cuz my effing dad wont help me switch out my tires and my car over all is just a peice of shit. I serious just need a new car, but my family is to poor to buy me one, witch really pisses me off because my car sucks so hard. But what ever.

SO i love it how people are so gay. Some people really piss me off. But yea im done with that to.

I really want to go snowboarding soon. I havent gone in quite some time now and it would be pretty sweet to go again. I love snowboarding its really fun and brings up good memories.

So i dont know about any one else but i think that Hawthorne Heights, and Sences Fail should make another cd. So i have deffinetally notesed that new cds come out in like little sperts. Like one month there are like a bunch of cds that i want and like the next month there are like no good cds to buy. But i dont know i guess i cant buy cds because i dont have a job but what ever. Im bound to get a job eventually.

So today so far has been interesting and gay at the same time. I woke up when hayley called, and talked to her for a while. Then i got in the shower and she called and i went to her house to go pick her up. Then we came back here and hung out and watched saw, But in the middle of it my effing dad made me go get all this shit from aih. But of corse aih didnt have half of the stuff so i had to go to homedepot and buy the rest of it. So anyways i got home and we watched the rest of saw then hayley went home. And now im doing this. So thats it. Peace.

P.S. Hayley i know some times we get in little spatters and everything but im really glad we are going out an im so glad i could find someone as awesome as you. I Love you.

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So today hasnt been so bad. School sucked like always but what else is new. So i really really need a new car. My car seriously is the biggest peace of shit i have ever seen.

I'm so sick of not being able to fix my camaro. My asshole father is all like when are you going to work on your car but im like yea if you would finish your stupid wood stove i would be able to. I seriously want to drive me and hayley to prom in it, cuz how cool would that be to roll up in a 1974 Camaro. But at this rate its not going to be done till im 50, but whatever.

Wow now im mad so im gunna go ill update later. peace

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so i pritty much love talking to hayley about everything. Ya know i ask a ? you ask a ?. Its sweet. Hayley i love you!

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Wow so im the biggest shittiest screw-up disfunctional kid ever.

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So today i was really board. I didnt have anything to do.

I had to go to school today at 10:00 In the the a.m. and take a stupid retest. It was gay. I was so tired. I wanted to sleep but i realized that it was 9:55 and i was like ohh shit. So i shut my alarm off put on clothes and drove to school. But anyways i passed the test. We could only get 3 wrong and i got 2 wrong. So i barily passed but ohwell i still did.

So today me and hayley are going to rent house of wax and were gunna have a mini movie night by our selves.

Yea i deffinetally watched 50 first dates. I know it makes me sound gay put thats a pretty sweet movie for a chick flick. Yea and i deffinetally downloaded a song from the movie soundtrack today.

So i think i actually look pretty decinent today except my hair is bugging me. So otherwise i think i look pretty sexy today. Yea i guess thats it so im gunna go ill update later tonight when i have more to write about. Peace.

Edit. So tonight me and hayley watched house of wax. It was a really intence movie. It was more grousum than i thought it would be. So im pretty sure thats all that happened. Me and hayley drove to town in my crappy car then we went to fredies then to blockbuster, and back home. So thats it im gunna go again cuz im tired so see yall later.

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So im just gunna talk about random things. First i cant wait untill one year. I know its a ways away but im pretty excited and i am already starting to plan for it. It should be sweet, the only thing is that it is on a tuesday. A good thing tho is that it is on tuesday which is valentines day, the day i asked her out. God im romantic.

So school is really bugging me because well it just seems harder this year. Spanish really sucks. Its like the harder i try the worse i do. And the worse i do the less i try. Its like a weird circle.

This whole fucking job issue is really pissing me off. Seriously what is so disfunctional about me that i cant get a job. So far i have applied probably every you could apply in wasilla and i havnt been called back once. Ohh wait i did get called for an interview but they said it wouldnt work out cuz i couldnt work the hours.

I seriously cant find any good cds. I have been looking and i know a couple i want but because of the whole damn job situation i dont have money for cds. Oh well it gives hayley ideas for me for christmas.

I guess i am done cuz i cant think of anything else to write about. Peace out.

Ohh P.S. to ....... You are the biggest fucking dike whore slut bag i have ever seen. You are such a total bitch. Your so gay that you have to wear other peoples clothes cuz you cant afford your own. Anyways you are all like "ohh i like .... so much" Now your like "Do you think he got the hint." Do you all think ....... will get the hint. .... is way to good for a little dush bag like you. So just go die.

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Okay so i am so fucking sore today. My neck hurts my back hurts and i have bruses all over my legs. I can bairley turn my head. But anyways the battle of the bands was fucking awesome! Well ok the first bands wernt that good but strept was sweet, Untill some enema bags went right in-front of me and hayley and were trying to start a mosh pit. So we went and sat in the stands and we both didnt feel good so we left. We deffinetally came back to my house and just hung out and that was it.

So have you ever had one of those dreams where you dream that your eating something and when you wake up you are hungry for it. Yea that happened to me. I dreamed about eating ice cream and i woke up and wanted some really bad so i got up and ate some but yea i think im done soo ill talk later. Peace nikka

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Yea so im waiting for hayley to get done eating so im gunna update. Yea im pritty sure that i am the sexiest kid and noone can deny it. Yea thats right worship me.

So i hate misssssss Fossssssterrrr. She is so fucking fat and gay. Seriously she saw me and hayley walking down the hallway and so we were like right there and she closed lets try this again she CLOSED the door in our faces. Then her fat ass was like blocking it and like hayley was like pushing hard on it trying to get it open and like she wouldnt move and i pushed it open so i could get in and once we were in she like walked away. Wow what a bitch. seriously one of these days she is gunna be sitting at her chair like she normaly dose eating a snickers and she is gunna like die cuz her fat like killed her heart. I would have to like laugh inside for a moment or two. Come on you know it would be funny for a while.

So i want to go snowboarding this weekend. But i cant go untill my snowboard gets waxed and sharpened. But that cant happen till my sis pays my mom $20 that she has yet to pay me.

So all you gay wisconsin girls go get fucked in the asshole. Dont ever disrespect my g/f ever. Yea what now just blew all of your arguements out of the water.

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So today is really bugging me. I have done nothing all day and have been board out of my head. All i did today is watch some stupid tv and this gay movie called the aveator. It was the biggest waste of my time ever.

I wish i would have had something interesting to do today. Ohh yea i was so board that i read. I never read. So yea then my mom got a phone call from the stupid skin docter and they said they can bump my appointment up to 1:00 tomoro. So that means i get to leave gay dush bag school.

So i want to go snowboarding really bad. Ohh and yea im not gunna be able to get my snowboard waxed and sharpened cuz my older sister is a fucking gay wad and isnt gunna pay me the $20 For cleaning her peice of shit car.

Im pretty sure that i hate school and never want to go there again.

On a lighter note i could not sleep last night for god knows why. And i am tired now. Im so sick of livejournal right now so im gunna go peace.

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Wow i guess im the dumist fucking retard ever!!! Ohh yea not to mention im deff to. Oh great. I love it how it feels like everyone blames everything on me. Thats all i care to say.

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So i dont really have anything to talk about so im just gunna be random.

I have been feeling really jelious.

I havent had the urge to do anything perductive latily.

No matter how depressed i get about not being in WI even if people there are gay, hayley can find a way to cheer me up.

I hate school and i have like f's in like 3 classes.

Im done.

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1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is the law of life. And the jungle. And sometimes the tundra.

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So i havnt updated in forever. So im gunna do it now, cuz im board and have nothing to do. Have you ever been in one of those moods where you are like depressed feeling but you dont know why? Yea thats it. So yesterday was gay i dont get my self. Like i stop skateboarding cuz i hate it cuz i can never land anything but then when i just randomly decide to go skateing i can land tricks that i couldnt land when i did skate. Keep in mind that yesterday was the first time i have went in like 2 months. So yea I dont know what the deal is but today just feels all gay and just down in the dumps. So yea today i had to help my dad fix the celing in my sisters room and like we put up the new sheet rock and plastered the seams and like thats all we could do today and when we were done my beotch sister didnt even thank me or anything. So yea i effing need a job so bad but i cannot get hired anywhere. It pisses me off cuz where ever i apply no one calls me back or anything. Whats wrong with me to not be able to get a job. So my dad is gay. I know its like no big deal but like i went to go get gas and my dad was like,
"Where are you going?"
"Im going to go get gas"
"Well is that it?"
"Yea. Why do you want something?"
"No but why are you going on a special trip just to go get gas."
"Because you told be to keep it over half a tank."
"Well its stupid to go on a special trip just to go get gas. Why dont you just go when your already in town."
So i put the car back in its spot and walked away. He is so gay i wanted to go now so that i could fill it up using my moms debit card because no one has cash but i cant go monday after school cuz i wont have her card. He is such a dush why wont he just let me go. But what ever. Im done. I dont feel like doing this any more. So yea im gunna go. Peace out kids.

EDIT> So today has gone nothing like i had planned. Ok well i didnt have oficial plans for today but i was hoping it would go somthing like i had hoped for but ofcorse with my luck it didnt. Do you want to hear about it? Well i dont effing care if you do or not so here it is. So i knew my dad was gunna make me help on my sisters room. So i woke up helped him for 2 hours and i was like ok sweet i dont have to help any more so me and halyley can hang out which i was excited for cuz normally i have to work all day but today i didnt so yea put it the hell together. So anyways she was like yea me and whitney are going to anchorage with her dad. So then i was a little bummed. But then i went to get gas so i got my moms debit card and went out to the truck and my dad said no so then i just got Pissed. So now im bummed/pissed. Then after the fuck-face said i didnt have to help anymore he makes me come out and clean the garage. So now i just gave up hope to have anything like i day i had hoped for. So now im just depressed and pissed off. The only thing that is gunna go right today is hayley is coming to dinner with us i a little bit. Ohh and if anyone cared to here about how the day i had hoped to go was supposed to go here it is. So i had hoped that hayley would come over early and we could hang out all day and i wouldnt even have to step into that fucking peice of shit garage and i would have fun all day with her. I guess i gotta place my expectations for a "Perfect" day lower. Now im really done bye.

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Happy 7 months hayley. I love you!!!

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So it has been a while since i have updated. So all im gunna talk about mostly is me and hayleys 6 month thing. So yea it pritty much went as planned. There were a couple bad parts but otherwise it was perfect. So heres how the day went i got up at 8:15, showered, brushed my teath, put in my contacts, and ofcorse put on cloths sickos. Then i drove to freddies, then carrs to pick up flowers. After that i drove home and got as much of the whole surprise put together as i could. So then i put the stuff in a hideing spot. So then i called hayley at like 11:00 to wake her up. So then we talked for a while and then she got all ready and came over. So then we were sitting there for a couple of min and i grabed her keys and gave them to my g-pa. So then i went back in and hayley was like "Scott! where are my keys?" then i was like "...I threw them in the lawn." I couldnt think of any better excuses. So she was like "Scott!! Where are my keys?!" So she was like "why?" and i said "cuz i want you to stay forever." So while this was going on my G-pa took the keys and the stuff and opened her trunk and heres how it was set up. The flowers were like laid across the trunk with the new rise against cd proped up against it, also there was dove candy like in a heart shape around a card that said that i will love you till the last rose dies. I know it sounds stupid cuz roses eventually die but there was a twist. One of the roses was fake so ya get it now fake roses cant die so i wont stop loving her. Yea i felt gay and corney doing it but i guess she liked it. So yea but i got ahead of my self. So there was a real rose that i tied a note on it saying look in your trunk on it and that was laid across her dashboard. So anyways my g-pa got that all set up and came in the house and gave me the keys. So then i was like lets go to freddies so i can buy you the new AAR cd. SO she was like ok well go get my keys and i had them. So then we went to her car and she saw the rose and i was like read it and she was like no and she like was going to start the car and go but i was like wait and i read it to her and she was like "This isnt gunna be some dumb scavenger search is it?" Then i said "no." So she was like ok so we got out and like she opened the trunk and like instantly like looked away. So i was like look and then she said no and just hugged me and like that just happend for a while but i didnt care cuz i love huggs from her. But anyways she truned around and like looked at it and was like thats cool. So i was like look at the card and she said so. So i was like well read and so she did and yea so she hugged me again and thats how it went.

So after all of that we drove to her house to put the flowers in water. So yea then we drove to my house so we could get in her car to drive to town. So like we were driveing to town and she was like i got you something. Ohh back up earlier when she got there she gave me a card and it was cool but yea so anyways i was like ok so she was like do you want it and i was like yea so she said well do you really want it and i said yes and she said you really gotta want it scott do you want it and i was like yes. So she gave it to me and it was the jackass movie and a element sticker cuz i wanted the jackass movie and stickers for when i strip my stickers off my snowboard. SO yea and then we baught the cd for her and went and ate adt burger king and then went to my house and hung out till 12 like normal. But yea when she went home for dinner earlier in the day i like skitched on her car with my skateboard and one of my bareings blew out so yea my skate started going every where so i jumped off while we were doing like 23 MPH and i tried running hopping that i would be able to save my self but i didnt and i fell and slid into rocks, grass, pricker bushes. So yea my elbow got oll cut up i ripped my shit and a couple holes in my pants along with so scratches on my side and my knee. So hayley like got out to see if i was ok and she was like laughing and i was like its not funny. So then she was like it looks like your growing grass. Yea it hurt.

Oh a liter note donald is gay a faggot and the most fucking anoying kid i know. Yea so i dont want to write anymore so im gunna go Peace.