I just got off the phone with my mom. Everything is ok, except she wants a cigarette. She ran out on Sunday. Hopefully, she'll just get over it. But anyhow, I called her because of this dream I had after coming home from taking
brazen66 to work this morning. Who dropped a 10lb clamp on his toe this morning. Not broken but he hurts pretty badly. I hope he's ok. I won't be able to see it until tonight. I'm getting off subject here...trying to get my random thoughts together. Ok, so I'm back in bed for not more than a few minutes. I'm not even asleep yet. I'm hovering in that relaxed 'in-between' stage. I suddenly hear my mother's voice. She's chiding
lenny77 for not answering the door when she first knocked. (His car still isn't running, so he stays over with us right now on Tuesday night so he can get to work on Wednesdays until the baby is born.) He won't just answer our door unless he knows exactly who it is. He doesn't answer the phone either. If we want him to pick it up, we tell him to screen the answering machine to see if it's us. Anyhow, I hear my mom talking to him, making coffee in my kitchen (when she's upset or grandma is...they want coffee....hey, everyone has a comfort food). I can even hear her footsteps coming down the hall towards my bedroom. She needed me to get up and come and talk to her. She *needed* me. So something was wrong with either my grandma or my uncle. Since I could also hear my grandma's voice, it had to be Uncle Don. Oh Great Goddess, did he die?? The doctor's said 2 more weeks! I'm struggling to sit up and open my eyes and to speak to her. I hear her in my bathroom. I hear open my bedroom door. I still hear her talking to me and to
lenny77. My rational brain is telling me to ignore all of this. None of it was really happening. I argue back that I have to get up to make sure. Mom doesn't have a car to get to me. Even if she did, she has no idea how to get to my apartment. She'd have to call me first. Finally the sounds went away. Then I had dreams of my home being invaded by burglers in the neighborhood. This was a dream, but I woke up with the sense that there are people in my apartment that don't belong there. At least my mind recognized that this was truly a dream and I was actually sleeping.
Ok, here is the weird part: On Sunday, my Uncle had this overwhelming feeling that something was wrong with grandma and mom so he called her in a panic. Now with the cancer, he does have auditory hallucinations as well as visual ones. Still though, that is two of us with an overwhelming sense that something is wrong with mom and grandma. I told her to be careful over the next few days.
Now, here is the thing that crossed my mind. Could this be part of the random mischievious poltergiest activity that I,
brazen66, and
lenny77 have all witnessed. It's been kinda quiet lately and that would not explain the coincidence with my uncle. So I'm ruling that out. Could it be my great-grandmother who has been near my uncle and my mom right now? Possibly, but I don't think she would mimic voices. The only spirit I had ever been around that would mimic voices would be one that is the spirit guide of a friend. I don't think it was her. However, I don't want to rule out that it was possibly a spirit trying to give our family a 'heads-up' on something.
Any thoughts??
(x~posted to
chimerawinds)