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my new and iMPROVED hehe .. lj hopeless_wonder yup yup thats me

and this is going to be my dancy dance journal.. enjoy

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HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

well .. im not realy in the christmas spirit but its oookay cuz christmas is always jolly

HO HO HO! lol




Santa baby, slip a sable under the tree, for me
I've been an awful good girl

Santa baby, an out-of-space convertible too, light blue
I'll wait up for you dear
Santa baby, and hurry down the chimney tonight

Think of all the fun I've missed
Think of all the fellas that I haven't kissed
Next year I could be oh so good
If you'd check off my Christmas list
Boo doo bee doo

Santa honey, I wanna yacht and really that's
Not a lot!
I've been an angel all year
Santa baby, and hurry down the chimney tonight

Santa cutie, there's one thing I really do need, the deed
To a platinum mine
Santa cutie, and hurry down the chimney tonight

Santa baby, I'm filling my stocking with a duplex, and checks
Sign your 'X' on the line

Come and trim my Christmas tree
With some decorations bought at Tiffany's
I really do believe in you
Let's see if you believe in me
Boo doo bee doo
Santa baby, forgot to mention one little thing, a ring
I don't mean a phone
Santa baby, and hurry down the chimney tonight

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ACTING :::::: my PASSION



DANCE ::::: my DESIRE



and FASHION ::::::::: my PERSONALITY

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ah this week had been soo .. back breaking lol well monday, was of course preview night .. which was sooo spectacular i got a solo dialogue with elisa haha very kewl .. it started at 7 ended at 10:30! haha and it didnt help that my mom parked in tim buck two lol it was soo beautiful u guys, so amazing[[unexplainable]] --- lost words--- on another note tuesday i had terrys class at the edge in holllEYYYWOoooOOd haha it was sooo hard but great :) i love getting my sweat on haha then on wednesday i went to he dentist .. eEek then i took mai hip hop class .. haha awesome in a brown paper bag haha then yesterday .. i decided to go to dance with lydsay and patrick to thy EDGE (heaven:) hahahah it wasssssss sooooo FUNNNN, but then i decieded not to take terrys class.. humphhhh wut a mistake they learned a gorgeous combination i took that one guys class haha it was still jazz but it sucked .. his choregraphy is .. uhm bLAH then i went home OHH i met patricks mom and discussed how he's so passionate about dance :) then TODAY i had MISS GUDIS!!!!!!!! the dance teacher at lachsa-- shes married to wayde robinsons brother .. shes awesome we did like a hardcore isolation and warmup haha and did some exreme butt exercised haha awesome. and then we did a little JAZZ FUNK AHHH SOOO HOTTTTTT! it was more THRASH than jazz it was to american life by madonna.. the think about miss gudis is that shes .. amazing ahh im so jealous of her - we might do our combination at brownbag(its a preformaces at lunch that we have that lasts about and hour and a half) so now i came home. . pooped/tired/sore.. my butt aches haha i just finished talkin to christina hahaha i was laughing so hard she left me in stiches hahaha hahahhaha we laughed about how dorah in finding nemo could speak whale talk HAHAHHAHAH so funi .. well i didnt have all a great week things on my mind ------ do you mean wut you say, wen theres no one around .. one lonely star i am .. i make them laugh, its so easy ..... i hide behind my smile ::: how was i to know...

this show is over ::: say good bye




all the world is a stage and everyone has their part but how was i know the which way the story go

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HAPPY GOOBLE GOOOBLE DAY.. !! woot to the HOOT tehe

no rehearsal tomorrow ;(, well todaioe my good pal G-L-O-R-I-A spent the night last nite we had fun cuz yesterday we went to movies but ended up walking around being complete idiots haha and getting some grub at in-and-out where we awlmost got raped by a 40 year old man.. quite terrifing tehehe annnd then we went home and saw JEEPERS CREEPERS .. oh man that was SCARY even thou i say jeepers c. the second lol but it was soo ku-razy and then today we decided we were gonna go to my neighbors house johnny but then we decided not to haha and then we walked to jack-in- the BOX and then JOHNNY and his friends were there? hahaha sooo IRONIC~! lol it was fun me and glo ate a lot and by the way.. it was freezzzing wen we walked there! haha then we went to downtown manhattan .. my hang out and just chilled there.. ahha literally chilled.. it was soo cold! lol then i dropped her off and now im watchin a ice skating competetion



its so beautiful i love it~! well i talked to katie today .. and i guess not alot of people understand.. and i supposed that they did, well today WHO knows wut im doing a new day a new dawn a new light on life :)

xoxo
chanEL OO

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you know wut ive noticed .. is that at lunch, mostly all i eat is chinese rice bowls. orange chicken. or california rolls with boba.. ahhaha and you know wut i found out today, i found out boba give you stones .. oh well .. its not stopping me ;) haha
well today at lunch it was crazzy haha okay so i was walking to the food court with my friend marlin and ruben and then ruben like all of a sudden starts like pushing me and like trying to trip me haha so then like marlin is all like wut the fuck are you doing, and then ruben like picks me up and like throws me in a tree.. kindof.. haha and then like marlin helps me get down and punches ruben in the stomach haha and then ruben punches marlin in the stomach like .. sooo hard marlin loses his breathe haha and then after lunch me, james, marlin, and ruben go outside of the foodcourt and then like ruben starts up again so i shoot out my boba to him haha and make little circle shapes on his sweatshirt lol and then haha hes like stealing james' food or phillips i dont remember and so i shoot another one at him .. so then like a minute passes and im talking to marlin then out of nowher ruben sticks a 2 week old, tuna sandwich from the garbage in my mouth! ewewewe it was sooo discusting BLAHHH it was soo fishY!! ewewewe hahaha but it was okay cuz then he got socked in the face haha i had a good day today funfilled

shouts to caitlin in newyork!! hehe

loves!!

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haha christina just left .. and im just laughing so hard rite now .. by myself hahahahahhhahahaahaha .. i have no idea wats so funny

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just came back from dinner..
with my family .. and my friend christina tagged along haha cuz my mom wanted her to come:) well me too, me and chris had alot of fun haha we laughed sooo much at the dinner table cuz everyone was speeking spanish ha and then christina ran into the waitor! LOL haha and she had a piece of confetti INN her eye! lol she didnt believe me wen i told her but then she looked in the mirror and like had a heart <3 attack! haha and now were watchin the hot chick .. it just started on starz lol well im out

xoxo

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well, its friday haha this week has been so hectic .. im so drained out well ive been going to the gym alot with jillene and to dance so im in fit haha well alot of crazy things have been going on at my school... well just drama and way to much cuz were just .. dramatic haha i say jacob harvey today! lol hes the keWLest.well today instead of dance we watched a play .. well it wasnt really a play it was like 3 gurls telling reality stories it was really sad .. i cried so hard :( haha people were like wats wrong chaneL? im like DIDNT YOU JUST HEAR HER!~ but ne ways.. ah im so exhausted ... i have a callback tomorrow! for two commercials hehe im so excited and im getting a hair .. cut .. well trim i dont know! i need a new 'look' haha. i feel realy like depressed i dont know why .. ive been cryin alot lately and ive held everything cuz i dont know it feels like my life is just going around in circles and i just cant make it stop and i keep getting dizzy but .. nuthin seems to make it go away ... ----- aside from that, my grandma is at my house, my mom picked her up today, i love my grandma shes the keWWlest. haha you know wut ive noticed ive been getting into hip hop music lately haha my teacher says its good cuz i get a good sense of rhythme? lol oh well i just think its haha nice.... to listen to? haha wow im a tard ah i miss my valie gurls! hehe i hope i come this sunday.. ill c if i can, ill try!~ haha but we need another day in rodeo and the beach ;) hehe well iim realy tired it hink im gonna go to bed or something haha ill chat with ya later

- xoxo toodles

P.s. stop, drop KABOOM!

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well saturday finally! im so drained out especially since the show got cancelled haha my friend jillene didnt go to school cuz she was so mad about the canclation so she went to go get her nails done lol. i mite go to oxnard on sunday to visit my grandma otherwise im going to rehearsal. i just woke up about an hour ago and im hunnnngry i wanna go get my nails done haha or go shopping :) ahh but its way to early to think about that

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wut a long, exhausting day!

THE IMPROV SHOW.. IS CANCELLLEED??? WUT THE...

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today was a fun day haha i gathered up 10 dollars with. . the help of my friend dillon for lunch, today was the first day for improv rehearsals it was kinda fun i only stayed for an hour cuz i had to go to movement for improv nite im gonna do dance and actin .. the actin is gonna be good i think but i know for shur that dance is gonna be great haha.. well not great but really good there are so many great dancers at my school its crazi- - - it rained yesterday i love the rain .. i love winter and i love .. winter clotheing bein cozy hehe im really tired .. i have so much HOMEWORK! ahh im ready to go to bed but.. i have to study! haha im outie xoxo
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shows.. shows .. shows.. im sorry to say i dislike sound of mucus, such a BoOORRRINnnnG show! bLAH neways i rather b in bev hills !! hahahaha yesterday was a fun day well caitlin, jahie, suzie Q, and sis all spent the nite at my dads and we had a tiny little party for jahie cuz she .. always bugged us about a surprise party lol so we did and mari, ally, and karen stopped by for a little and then the next mornin we had a buffet hahaa at my dads.. quite surprising while jahie had chocolate haha ne ways then jahie and caitlin left cuz they had "plans" in the valley lol, so suzie and katie and i went to the beach and just HUNG OUT, ha and everytime i go to mb i always always see ryan oliveR?? wHY? haha then us gurlie gurls and my mom went to bev hills to anastasia and waited .. 2 hours? haha bev hills.. bitchs! hehe then afterwards we got dinner then went to our show.. and while walkin to anastasia I RAN INTO A GIANT! ahahahaha we were just walking and then i was like turned to katie and then ... BOOOOM "im soo sorrry!" haha wHOopsies.. the show was FUN .. backstage haha i ate candy, YUmMie:) ahaha then afterwards we all went to FRIDAYS and i just mooched off of everyones plate :( valley gurlies are gone .. im doin the valley, i miss you guys!!!! XOXO ~ chanelipoo

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im really tired, i just a grip of pics from katies party aww i remember how much fun that was!! ashley! i have pics of our ghetto walk hahaha and i have a pic of everyone with dance fever! soo cute, oh my gosh guys i was sooo dark from cancun then.. ahh hehe if you wanna c my pic just ask ;)well today i went to the beach and got my self some very cute shoes from a vintage store sooo cute they were made in egypt ne ways .. im really tired (dont forget to turn ur clocks back) this week was fun i guess.. for dance this guy came in from broadway to teach us "all that jazz" from chicago it was so very cool! and well this week its been normal .. just the constant "chanel you've changed" from so and so people (that dont go to my school) but i guess ive noticed the change if its good or not .. cuz its kinda leaning into the catogory of .. not good but i dont really care .. welll i do but my freind told me not to worry cuz i shouldnt pay ne attention to people who think im annoying or wutever. ne ways this week is comming up .. show week .. im excited!! wow so many people have improved during this show .. derek can sing soo weell im so jealous! ah it seems the only one that cant sing is me .. oh well i could b the one backstage .. hooking up the mics lol ne ways this friday it was a mess i got into some rumor bullsh*t and it was gay.. but i got real sentimental about it .. like i always do .. im sory .. ******* u know who you are .. so much drama, so much life wasting jeesh, oh yeah. . my two minute reanactment .. hehe me waiting for my mom picking me up listening to //\\//sync hehe on my cd player .. i got an A hhee even though i never rehearsed it lol im sooo tired its time for me to sleep, well yesterday i found out that i kinda lost a friend at rehearsal .. kinda .. hurt but wutever other than that i miss valley gurlies soo much!!! well im gonna go to bed nitey nite my fello palz

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WELLL WELLL WELL heheh id like to stay I LOVE STEPH!! hehe i love our pic:) hahaha TODAY SOERENSEN test was EASY then ever .. i hope i get an a in that .. geesh i need it! haha he made paula cry! awww :( haha ne wAYYYYSS Im ON LEADERSHIP.. yup yup hehe :) i had to drop miss beckers class! aww.. but i had an A in that class.. yes siRY :) uuhhh today i was really hyper at lunch .. and so i was runnin around in the student union hahaha i have witnesses " CHANEL uR HYPER .. ill tty LATER haha" .. i was liek.. WHY??!!c hhaha ahh okay well for acting .. i have homework to do a reanactment of 2 minutes of mylife .. not in a crisis or melodramatic.. and not a monologue or improvv.. this shall b interesting you know i dont really in tune rite now.. so im gonna go ! hehe xoxoxo ~~~~~~chanelie

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WOWOWOWOWOW! LACHSA IS UNEXPLAINABLE! its the number one high school to go to.. let me start off to say... hehe im friends with everyone . seniors, juniors, sophmores, and hm.. oh yeah.. haha freshmans :) and you know wut i found out today.. we have a homecomming and a prom haha ive been asked to the homecomming dance 3 times haha and the dance is in february hehe .. im so popular hah jk.. well i have 5 academic classes that are divided so that i have 3 academic classes a day .. then we have lunch around 1230 then we have our arts classes- which may i add .. are the BOMB dot com. my classes are ... voice and speech .. movement.. lit.crit.- like plays and all the whooha and .. ACTING! then on fridays i have dance for 4 hours lol its soo fun i love it i have alot of friends .. and yes as my title says .. im runnnin for PRES!! yup president of the freshman class.. hehe i cant wait! im so excited wooot wooot! haha well .. not to try to sound conceited or nething .. i am liked at my school hehe and if i was running for president of the WHOLE school i would probably win.. hehe but .. for only the freshman class hm.. the difficulty awaits me but HEY! if i dont make it there is always 3 more years to try and try again .. lol >> and as you probably already know there are 4 departments in my school THEATRE, dance, visual arts, and music - and yes to answer your questions .. there are gay people gay in spirit and some in .. actions hehe but there soooooooooooooooooo coool! they like where tiffanys, dolche, donna karen. ahh im so jealous :) hehe but i love them to death their such great friends to have. * at my school for the half of the day i have to where all black like .. leotard and leggings and stuff like that .. well if you didnt know BLACK is the worst color ever in the world of colors in my opinion but you know what .. i live with it lol* lets see.. OH yeah and YES we do have "ghetto" guys at my school and yes their very G-HETTO! lol but their real cool .. they like me they think im "FLY" hehe i feel so special .. their all actors.. the ghetto guys and they all are like a clan .. no matter how old they are ahah they just always be hanging out with eachother..OH and another thing about my school.. their is no bulls**t between people everyone loves everyone .. its tight


well right now im at samantha's moms work .. waiting for a ride to rehearsal for big liver.. woot haha i fell like shit thou rite now .. i feel like im getting sick, ive had a headache all day and i look like a zombie haha but i have the CUTEST pink pok-a-dot skirt on hehe its from bebe's :) with matching pink heels .. so adorable :) OMGOSH today this gurl from lachsa her name is Allison : shes a senior and she gave me a letter it was sooo cute! :) shes like . to the adorable chanel. AWWWWWWWW :) i love her .. shes soo nice and really pretty and shes a really good actress im so jealous of her cuz she has the cutest clothes EVER lol

BAHh i feel really bad .. i have a tremendous HEADACHE but hopefully im seeing someone that might clear it up tonite hehe well neways im gonna leave .. not to rehearsal .. not yet neways but im leaving lol ill tty guys and gurlies later

xoxo mucho amore ! toodles

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AHH TOMORROW IS THE FIRST DAY OF LACHSA!! theres pippin auditions! hhahah im just gonna do it for the heck of it cuz i know i wont get it .. ah well no harm in tryin! toooday was kindof a lazie day .. i rode my bike to and from rehearsal~! fun stuff and riding home i met up with the "bmx" riders of my neighborhood so they rode with me home :) so i didnt get raped hehe yesterday was my last day going out .. i had fun went to bobs house with drew stevie and mike but i had to go home early cuz of that whole groundedthing with my mom uhh wut a party pooper

tomorrowww i have the cutest outfit hehe and i cant wait for school .. im gonna b a social butterfly .. so my mom says LOL well wish me luck on my audition i dont even know the pippin song AHH well wutever ! haha ahh rehearsal tomorrow for big river hIPP HIPP ! hOORay haha not really but it will b a nice day tomorrow

im out and about ttyl t oo dles mi amore

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ahhhhh im filled with exhaustion i need some like caffeine uhh wutever . today wow i went to acting class and we did whose line is it .. wutever you knwo that game we do it in met .. ne ways i was a .. PHONEBOOK that was hard haha but today i was gonna go to orange to go to my friends dance and just chill with her but i couldnt cuz i have rehearsal tomorrow..damn.

yesterday i went to the st.margaret mary fair with drew and stevie it was fun i guess aside from the fact that i almost died! AHHH it was soOOOo scARRRY i was like falling out of my chair cuz im small and uhh scary! HAHA then uhm bob and jeff picked us up and we went to jeffs house and they just played video games then at midnight we went to rock and bowl which was fun

I GOT A 102!!! YES KATIE BAHAH I BEAT UR 101! hehe i love you katie!

haha neways yeah we had two lanes each-three and three so we had like alot of games then i got home at like three thirty and my mom was flamming with anger cuz she didnt know where i was .. EVEN THOU i told her .. uHH wut a tard but wutever shes okay now - at least i didnt get grounded - alleluia

im gonna go take a nap cuz i just finished eating my in-and-out burger YUM and im ready to CRASSH odles of .. toodles