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'' THOMAS", A sligthly unorthodox look at my life

love hot good looking black bois, they just know how to do it better

Journal created:
on 24 April 2004 (#2940275)
Updated:
on 7 January 2026
Name:
Thomas Allen
"scream" as I'm called or if you prefer Thomas. I'm a well tanned white boy, I'm, 5ft12, 135lbs, ok maybe 130 at times. blue eyes, light auburn/reddish hair less I change it what I'm been known to do. Have few pictures so that leaves reading, swimming, bike riding, keeping fit. Chatting with my friends via Twitter mostly. Lived with parents what adopted to. They are the greatest. My adopted parents are black. Now live with my boyfriend and three other hot black guys in CT.
State kid from 9,to many fosters homes, to much abuse to even start to think about it anymore. I'm gay, queer, fagot, homo what ever you want to call it. I'm out, I'm loud and can be annoying and in your face if I want to. Love to have fun but one of those kids that lacks common sense at times. Love good fitting cargo shorts, hoodies and hot underwear. Mother died in TX prison 2010, no idea who my father is and don't think she did either. I was straight A plus school boy graduating at 102 out of 1400 seniors. Took three time to rehab
before I got the idea they wanted me to stop drinking. Twice in 2010, couple again 2012. Once in 2011 to "mental Health"(nut house) hospital. That didn't work at all an ya I'm really 24.
I like black guys and prefer to be with them, especially naked in bed, they just know how to do it right.
Not into trading pictures and not into "phone sex" thank you. Did Tech collage now in Rhode Island.
I'm not the "good little gay fagot boy what I make myself out to be sometimes. Lately my incompetent wild imagination has been intimidated into thinking I'm going thou puberty again. I get so horny all I can do is play with myself what all hoping not to get caught while listening to some politicians who's only claim in life is his belief that political correctness is all right so long as it reduces people to paranoid morons who aren't sure how to spell "fagot" all the time subliminally messaging us an what telling us that "lying politicians will go further in life, and the sooner we learn that the better off we'll be", but I'm stubborn, I never learned to lie very well so I'm in trouble all the time, go figure. I'm emotionally incompetent, mentally insane with papers to prove it, spend way to much time with my friends than my therapist, easily intimidated into hot kinky dirty sweaty awesome sex with just about any good looking black guy with hot smooth body an nice equipment or ya cute white boy (if I have to) both that got the balls to get naked in a room full of here friends while we have hot naked sex till the sweats making our body's glisten in the dim light and there cheering is on to climax. I believe in the phase "pain is inevitable; "suffering is optional", I'm in pain a lot, an yes I lay wake at night thinking this stuff up lol.

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