And another thing...stop telling me everything would be so much better if I believed in God...that's fucking bullshit. I didn't believe in God when I was 10 and I was happy...going against everything I think and believe at 21 is not going to magically fix the way I feel or put me on the path of your righteousness. You have your beliefs, I have mine...and mine don't involve a magical dude in the sky who created us all because he was bored or because he needed something to love. God has always been an answer to questions that we lacked an answer for. More people have died in the name of God than any other cause throughout history. Sorry, but I will not blindly follow.